Monday, December 8, 2008

DECEMBER 9TH, 2008

IT'S ONLY 1:48AM BUT I'M AT WORK AND THIS DAY MEANS SO MUCH TO ME. IT'S MINE AND SHAWNS 3 MONTH ANNIVERSARY. I KNOW THIS MAY NOT SEEM MUCH TO YOU GUYS BUT IT DOES TO ME B/C I KNOW WHERE WE WERE AT LITTLE OVER 3 MONTHS AGO. TIME HAS FLOWN BY. I JUST WISH SOMEHOW I COULD FREEZE TIME AND STAY IN HIS ARMS THE WHOLE TIME. BUT I KNOW THATS NOT POSSIBLE SO I'M JUST GOING TO ENJOY EVERY SECOND THAT I HAVE WITH HIM.
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SHAWN,
I LOVE YOU!! SWEETY I JUST WANTED TO MAKE THIS LITTLE PART A LITTLE TO YOU. I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. YOUR THE MOST AMAZING, LOVING, CARING, PERSON I KNOW OF. I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D DATE ME AFTER THE WAY I DID YOU AT WALMART AND AT THE CARNIVAL. I NEVER REALLY THOUGHT YOU'D EVEN ANSWER THE PHONE WHEN I CALLED YOU BACK. BUT YOU NEVER STOPPED TALKING TO ME. I DONT UNDERSTAND IT BUT I'M GLAD THAT WE ARE WHERE WE ARE RIGHT NOW. YOUR MY EVERYTHING AND AS LONG AS I'M AROUND THERE AINT NOBODY GOING TO LAY A HAND ON YOU TO HURT YOU OR EVEN RAISE THEIR VOICE TO HURT YOU IN ANYWAY. BABY I PROMISE TO SUPPORT YOU 110% IN EVERYTHING YOU DO, EVEN IF ITS NOT SOMETHING I WANT TO HAPPEN. YOURE' THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME AND I DONT WANT TO EVER DO OR SAY ANYTHING TO HURT YOU, LET ALONE SOMEONE ELSE DOING THAT. I WISH I HAD THE WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND HOW I EXACTLY FEEL ABOUT YOU, BUT THE WORDS AINT THERE...YOUR JUST WOW. SHAWN I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU DECIDED TO ADD ME TO MYSPACE THAT DAY AND I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU EMAILED ME AND THEN I NEVER THOUGHT I'D GET A PHONE CALL FROM YOU. I THINK MAYBE THERE WAS LIKE 5 DAYS SINCE THEN THAT WE DIDN'T TALK. I KNOW OF ATLEAST 2 BECAUSE OF MY SURGERY AND YOU DIDN'T WANT TO BOTHER ME AND WELL, I WAS TOO OUT OF IT TO CALL...LOL. I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY TODAY AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU....
LOVE YOUR, BABYGIRL
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WELL, GUYS I'M NOT GOING TO SAY THAT I'M SORRY FOR THAT LITTLE LETTER TO SHAWN B/C I FEEL LIKE YOU GUYS NEED TO KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM. AND JUST FOR ANY OTHER GIRLS OUT THERE...SORRY HE'S TAKEN...ALL MINE.....!!! I GUESS THATS ABOUT IT FOR NOW....
AGAIN THANKS FOR TAKIN' THE TIME TO READ.....

1 comment:

Truck Driver Wife said...

Thanks for stopping by!

Seems your relationship is very strong with Shawn. That is a great thing.

Make sure you have long distance and roaming for the cell phones when he can leave state (text messaging helps too).

Do you know if Shawn wants to do long haul (over the road? mostly coast to coast) or regional (a few states?).

Being a truck driver wife is a very unique lifestyle.