THE NEXT FEW DAYS!!!

LETS SEE WHERE DO I START? WELL, TONIGHT IS MY LAST NIGHT ON AT WORK UNTIL CHRISTMAS EVE NIGHT....SAD....NOT!!!! ANYWAYS, I'LL LEAVE HER AT 6AM AND GET BACK HOME AROUND 630AM AND GO TO BED...WELL, ANYWAYS GET UP WHEN SHAWN CALLS AND SAYS "HEY YOU GET UP!" AND I GUESS I'M COMIN BACK UP TO NEWLAND AND ME AND SHAWN ARE GOIN TO THE BIG TOWN OF JC TO FINISH MY CHRISTMAS SHOPPIN...JUST HIS MOM AND HER HUBBY AND HIS DAD AND HIS GF AND MY BEST FRIEND AND HER HUBBY....AND THEN I'LL BE D-O-N-E...DONE! HAHA...WHO KNOWS, WE MAY END UP BACK AT BRISTOL TO SEE THE LIGHT WITH MINDY, JOSH AND LIL MINDY OR JOSH...(OH YEAH, SHE'S HAVIN US A LITTLE BABY!!!! WOO HOO I'M EXCITED!!) ANYWAYS, SUNDAY WE HAVE CHURCH IN THE MORNIN AND WE'RE HEADED TO PAPAW MIKKIES FOR CHRISTMAS! SHAWN'S GOIN WITH ME!...TOO BAD WE'VE GOT TO PUT UP WITH MY LITTLE BROTHERS GF...WHOM I CAN'T STAND!!!!! ANYWAYS, MONDAY, I'M NOT REAL FOR SURE I MAY END UP GOIN TO THE FD...FOR ONCE IN HOW LONG? I REALLY DONT KNOW. AND TUESDAY....I DONT KNOW EITHER...NO SCHOOL THIS WEEK!! WEDNESDAY IS GOIN WITH SHAWN TO HIS GRANNY'S IN RM! AND TO WORK AT 10PM...AGH...THURSDAY IS OF COURSE CHRISTMAS!! GO HOME SPEND TIME WITH MAMA N DADDY AND SHANE AND THEN SLEEP AND THEN WAIT AROUND FOR SHAWN TO GET TO MY HOUSE AND THEN WE'RE OPENIN PRESENT FROM EACH OTHER I GUESS IDK. AND THEN WE'VE GOT CHRISTMAS AT MAMAWS!! AND THEN I'VE GOT BE AT WORK AT 10PM....LAST NIGHT UNTIL???????????

WELL ANYWAYS I GUESS THAT'S ALL FOR NOW...I'LL TALK TO YOU GUYS LATER...HOPE YOU HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

ME, ME, ME!!!!

I GOT THIS FROM A FRIEND...I'M BORED...LOOKED PRETTY FUN!!

*i am annoyed: BY PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW HOW TO DRIVE THE MTNS!!!
*i want: TO BE SHAWN!
*i have to get ready: FOR CHRISTMAS...
*i miss: SHAWN WHEN I'M NOT WITH HIM...
*i fear SNAKES, SPIDERS, RATS, CLOWNS, AND DYIN' ALONE.
*i hear : KAREN PLAYIN SOME KIND OF MUSIC...
*i search: IDK....
*i wonder: IF I'LL EVER GET OVER THIS BRONCHITIS...AND WHAT IS SHAWN DOIN?
*i regret: ALOT OF THINGS I DID IN MY PAST....
*i love: W. SHAWN S.!!! AND MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS!
*i forgive: MOST OF THE TIME...WHEN I NEED TO
*i ache: RIGHT NOW ITS HARD FOR ME TO BREATHE! BUT NO I WANT TO BE WITH SHAWN ALL THE TIME....
*i alwaysl CRY AND COMPLAIN!
*i try: TO BE UNDERSTANDING
*i seem: TO BE GETTIN VERY VERY SLEEPY....
*i know: THAT I LOVE SHAWN AND HE LOVES ME!
*i feel: SICK....AND LONELY...I MISS YOU BABY
*i dance: WHATS THAT
*i dream: OF THE DAY....WHEN ME AND SHAWN ARE TOGETHER FOREVER AND EVER
*i give: 110%..OR TRY TOO.
*i listen: TO JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING....
*i sing; TO SHANE ALL THE TIME!! HE LOVES IT
*i laugh: AT SHAWN!! HE'S SO FUNNY
*i can't stand: PEOPLE WHO CAN'T DRIVE IN THIS PART OF THE COUNTRY!! MTNS AITN THAT BAD!
*i write: WHEN I NEED TO VENT AND NO ONE IS AROUND.
*i cry: OVER EVERYTING!
*i sleep: ALL THE TIME DONT I BABE!
*i am: AT WORK....35 MORE MINS...READY TO SEE IF I CAN SLEEP SOME TODAY!!!
*i see: 4 COMPUTER SCREENS!!! LOL
*i need: SOME SLEEP REALLY REALLY BAD....I NEED A BACK RUB BABY!!!!
*i should: GO CURL UP IN THE BED WITH SHAWN!!! HE'S MY TEDDY-BEAR!!!! I LOVE YOU BABY

WHAT A BAD WEEK....

WELL, I CAN'T REMEMBER IF I TOLD YOU GUYS ABOUT MY ABCESS I HAD EARLY LAST WEEK....ANYWAYS MY UPPER LEFT WISDOM TOOTH GOT ABCESSED AND I WENT TO THE DENTIST AND HE PUT ME ON ANITBIOTICS....THAT GOT BETTER BUT WELL, LATE SATURDAY NIGHT I STARTED GETTIN SICK WITH A COLD...OH NO! SHAWN'S HAD A COLD FOR QUIET SOMETIME NOW...BUT HIS GOT WORSE ON SATURDAY/SUNDAY TOO. BUT MONDAY WE BOTH WERE READY TO GO TO THE DR...HE WENT TO THE OFFICE WHILE I WAS IN THE ER. I GOT TOLD I HAVE BRONCHITIS...AND SHAWN WALKS AWAY WITH A SINUS INFECTION. WE'RE BOTH GIVEN ZPACKS AND COUGH SYURP. WE DIDN'T SEE EACH OTHER UNTIL WEDNESDAY! WE BOTH LAID IN THE BED PRETTY MUCH ALL DAY TUESDAY...AS OF LATE, SHAWN IS FEELIN BETTER AND ME ON THE OTHER HAND NOT SO HOT. IT SEEMS MY AIRWAYS ARE GETTIN' MORE RESTRICTED AS I TYPE. I WAS GIVEN AN INHALER YESTERDAY WHICH MADE IT WORSE AND SO THE DR SAID NOT TO USE IT. SO IT'S KINDA A WAIT AND SEE TYPE THING. IF I'M NOT BETTER BY MONDAY I'M TO REPORT BACK TO THE DR'S OFFICE AND THEN I DONT KNOW WHAT'S NEXT, I'M JUST SICK OF BEING SICK..LOL
I HAVEN'T BEEN TO WORK BUT ONE DAY IN THE PAST 2 WEEKS. I WORKED A WEEK AGO TONIGHT...I THINK. AND THEN I WAS ABLE TO COME BACK TO WORK TONIGHT AND I GET TOMORROW NIGHT. SAID NEWS IS...I GOT TO WORK CHRISTMAS EVE NIGHT AND CHRISTMAS NIGHT...10-6. OH WELL, I'M GETTIN PAID TO SIT HERE AND DO NOTHING...LOL. ATLEAST I'M WORKIN NIGHTS AND ME AND SHAWN STILL GET TO BE TOGETHER BOTH DAYS....

SPEAKIN OF CHRISTMAS..THIS IS A SPECIAL ONE...BUT IT'S ALSO ALWAYS SO SAD AROUND THIS TIME OF YEAR...ON DEC. 24TH, 2000 I LOST MY GREAT-GRANDMA. I REMEMBER IT PLAIN AS DAY. I WAS IN THE BATHROOM TAKIN CARE OF SOMETHINGS AND MY LITTLE BROTHER CAME THROUGH THE HOUSE AND CAME TO THE BATHROOM DOOR AND SAYS "SISSY?" AND I GO "YEAH WHAT'S WRONG?" ( I COULD TELL SOMETHING WAS WRONG, HIS VOICE WAS SHAKY) HE WAS LIKE "GRANDMA DIED." I RUSHED OUT OF THE BATHROOM AND WENT TO MAMA AND DAD'S ROOM...WE ALL GOT TO GRANDMAS AS FAST AS WE COULD....WHEN I GOT THERE...I REMEMBER SEEIN' HER LAYIN THERE ON HER BED...SHE LOOKED SO HAPPY AND PEACEFUL. LATER I LEARNED THAT MY LITTLE BROTHER HAD BEEN SITTIN THERE BESIDE HER TALKIN WITH HER RIGHT BEFORE SHE DIED. IT'S STILL PRETTY HARD ON HIM AT TIMES. OUR COUSINS NOW HAVE HER HOUSE AND HAVE REMODLED IT, BUT IT'S STILL GRANDMAS AND MY BROTHER CAN'T GO IN THERE. PRAY FOR US DURIN THIS TIME....
OKAY BACK THE SPEICAL PART....YOU SEE I AINT NEVER DATED ANYONE DURING CHRISTMAS...SO I GOT TO BUY SHAWN ALL KINDS OF GOOD STUFF...I WOULD TELL YOU GUYS BUT WELL, I'M SURE HE READS THIS..LOL. ANYWAYS, ITS SO NICE TO HAVE SOMEONE ELSE TO BUY FOR BESIDES YOUR FAMILY...I'VE SPENT MORE THIS YEAR THAN I EVER HAVE...IM JUST THANKFUL THE LORD HAS BLEST ME WITH THE JOB I HAVE. IT'S THE BEST BY FAR (CAN ANYONE ELSE GO TO WORK IN THEIR PJS?). I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE EVERYONES FACE WHEN THEY OPEN THEIR PRESENTS!! MOM'S GOT A REALLY NICE ONE FROM ME, DADDY, AND MY BROTHER...DAD'S GOT 2-3 NICE ONES AND SHANE...HE GOT WHAT HE WANTED!! I THINK THAT KID WILL BE SURPRIZE! AND MY LITTLE SHAWNBOY...I THINK HE'LL BE SURPRIZED TOO....I HOPE SO!!

WELL, IVE GOT ABOUT A HOUR AND 5 MINS LEFT HERE AT WORK...I DONT KNOW REALLY WHAT ELSE TO SAY...I'D LOVE SOME COMMENTS...I KNOW THIS STUFF IS PRETTY BORIN, BUT I'VE GOT TO HAVE SOMETHING TO KEEP ME AWAKE AT 458AM...LOL ALL YOU GUYS ARE IN BED...I HOPE TO HEAR FROM SOME OF YA'LL....

HAVE YOU EVER???

Okay so I seen this on someone elses blog and thought I would do it too, I usually don't do these sorta things but it looked fun. Your supposed to copy the list and the highlight the ones you have done. I think I managed 23 out of 99, I better get busy!
Feel free to jump on board, can't wait to read your's!
1. Started your own blog
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland/world
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a praying mantis
10. Sang/played a solo
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
18. Grown your own vegetables..ACTUALLY MY LIL BROTHER DID...HEY THEY WERE IN MY YARD!
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train
21. Had a pillow fight
22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a Marathon
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset
31. Hit a home run
32. Been on a cruise
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Seen an Amish community
36. Taught yourself a new language...SURE HAVE...DISPATCHER LANGUAGE LOL
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
41. Sung karaoke
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance
47. Had your portrait painted
48. Gone deep sea fishing
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business
58. Taken a martial arts class
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies
62. Gone whale watching
63. Gotten flowers for no reason
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
67. Bounced a check
68. Flown in a helicopter...CANT WAIT TO DO IT AGAIN. ALMOST THE BEST THING EVER!
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten Caviar
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
77. Broken a bone
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Read the entire Bible
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
88. Had chickenpox
89. Saved someone’s life
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one
94. Made a baby
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
97. Been involved in a law suit
98. Owned a cell phone
99. Been stung by a bee

WELL....

TO ALL MY LOVELY READERS, I MUST SAY THAT I'M SORRY I AIN'T POSTED IN A FEW DAYS...HOW SAD...LOL. MY WEEK STARTED OUT BAD...BUT NOW IS GREAT! MONDAY I NOTICED I WAS GETTIN AN ABCESSED TOOTH. PAINFUL LET ME TELL YOU. SO TUESDAY AFTERNOON I WENT TO THE DENTIST AND IT WAS CONFIRMED I DO HAVE AN ABCESSED WISDOM TOOTH. AGH.
ANYWAYS, NOT MUCH HAS WENT ON THIS WEEK...WELL, I'VE BEEN ILL AND CRANKY FOR BOUT THE PAST COUPLE OF WEEKS AND HONESTLY I DONT KNOW WHY...BUT LAST NIGHT FIXED IT EVERY BIT. I DIDN'T REALIZE HOW BAD I WAS HURTIN' SHAWN UNTIL LAST NIGHT. BUT HE MADE IT ALL BETTER..AINT THAT RIGHT BABYDOLL!!
I HAD TO COME TO THE OFFICE TO TAKE MY EMERGENCY MEDICAL DISPATCHER TEST AGAIN..LOL FAILED IT THE 1ST TIME BY 5 QUESTIONS BUT I PASSED IT TODAY!!! SO I'M NOW CERTIFIED...YAY! AND THEN I DID GET TO SHAWN FOR A FEW MINUTES BEFORE HE AND CHRIS WENT CHRISTMAS SHOPPIN....CAN'T WAIT...13 MORE DAYS!! I'M SO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT HE GOT ME!! WE DIDN'T GET TO SEE EACH OTHER TOO LONG TODAY MAYBE 15-20 MINUTES BUT THATS BETTER THAN NOTHING...TOMORROW'S NOT LOOKIN TOO PROMISIN TO GET TO SEE HIM. BUT THATS FINE B/C I GET HIM ALL DAY SATURDAY AND MAYBE SUNDAY... :) TOMORROW IM GOING HOME TO SLEEP AND THEN IVE GOT TO GET UP AND MAYBE GO SHOPPIN, IDK YET. BUT THEN I THINK ME, MAMA, DADDY, AND SHANE ARE GOIN OUT TO EAT WITH MAMA'S FRIEND FOR CHRISTMAS..AND LITTLE SHAWN IS WORKIN TOMORROW AND THEN GOIN TO HIS MAMA'S CHRISTMAS PARTY AT HER WORK...KEEP IN MIND ALL THIS IS WEATHER PERMITTIN'.... :)
SATURDAY: SLEEP IN!! I HOPE TO HAVE SHAWN AT THE HOUSE BY ATLEAST 10-11ISH SO WE CAN HIT THE ROAD. I WANT TO TAKE HIM AND LET HIM MEET MY GREAT AUNT AND UNCLE AND THEN MAYBE MY NEIGHBOURS AND GO SPEND THE EVENIN AT MAMAW AND PAPAWS SINCE I AINT BEEN OUT THERE SINCE THANKSGIVIN.
SUNDAY: I KNOW I'VE GOT CHURCH BUT I HOPE THAT I'LL GET TO SHAWN BETWEEN TIMES...IF WE DO, I KNOW WHAT I WANT TO BE DOIN' BUT I DONT KNOW IF THAT WILL HAPPEN..LOL IT'S NOT THAT HE DONT WANT IT TOO, IT'S THE PLACE THATS THE THING HAHAHAHA.
I AINT GOT TO BE BACK AT WORK UNTIL MONDAY NIGHT AT 11...I DO HOPE I GET TO GO TO SHAWNS BEFORE I COME IN FOR A LITTLE BIT...TUESDAY: SLEEP, SCHOOL, HOPEFULLY SHAWNS, AND THEN WORK AT 11. NEEDLESS TO SAY I'M PRETTY BUSY!!
I WILL GET BACK TO POSTIN' PROBABLY ON MONDAY NIGHT...UNTIL THEN...TAKE CARE AND THANKS FOR STOPPIN BY!!

I LOVE YOU BABY!!

DECEMBER 9TH, 2008

IT'S ONLY 1:48AM BUT I'M AT WORK AND THIS DAY MEANS SO MUCH TO ME. IT'S MINE AND SHAWNS 3 MONTH ANNIVERSARY. I KNOW THIS MAY NOT SEEM MUCH TO YOU GUYS BUT IT DOES TO ME B/C I KNOW WHERE WE WERE AT LITTLE OVER 3 MONTHS AGO. TIME HAS FLOWN BY. I JUST WISH SOMEHOW I COULD FREEZE TIME AND STAY IN HIS ARMS THE WHOLE TIME. BUT I KNOW THATS NOT POSSIBLE SO I'M JUST GOING TO ENJOY EVERY SECOND THAT I HAVE WITH HIM.
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SHAWN,
I LOVE YOU!! SWEETY I JUST WANTED TO MAKE THIS LITTLE PART A LITTLE TO YOU. I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. YOUR THE MOST AMAZING, LOVING, CARING, PERSON I KNOW OF. I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D DATE ME AFTER THE WAY I DID YOU AT WALMART AND AT THE CARNIVAL. I NEVER REALLY THOUGHT YOU'D EVEN ANSWER THE PHONE WHEN I CALLED YOU BACK. BUT YOU NEVER STOPPED TALKING TO ME. I DONT UNDERSTAND IT BUT I'M GLAD THAT WE ARE WHERE WE ARE RIGHT NOW. YOUR MY EVERYTHING AND AS LONG AS I'M AROUND THERE AINT NOBODY GOING TO LAY A HAND ON YOU TO HURT YOU OR EVEN RAISE THEIR VOICE TO HURT YOU IN ANYWAY. BABY I PROMISE TO SUPPORT YOU 110% IN EVERYTHING YOU DO, EVEN IF ITS NOT SOMETHING I WANT TO HAPPEN. YOURE' THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME AND I DONT WANT TO EVER DO OR SAY ANYTHING TO HURT YOU, LET ALONE SOMEONE ELSE DOING THAT. I WISH I HAD THE WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND HOW I EXACTLY FEEL ABOUT YOU, BUT THE WORDS AINT THERE...YOUR JUST WOW. SHAWN I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU DECIDED TO ADD ME TO MYSPACE THAT DAY AND I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU EMAILED ME AND THEN I NEVER THOUGHT I'D GET A PHONE CALL FROM YOU. I THINK MAYBE THERE WAS LIKE 5 DAYS SINCE THEN THAT WE DIDN'T TALK. I KNOW OF ATLEAST 2 BECAUSE OF MY SURGERY AND YOU DIDN'T WANT TO BOTHER ME AND WELL, I WAS TOO OUT OF IT TO CALL...LOL. I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY TODAY AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU....
LOVE YOUR, BABYGIRL
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WELL, GUYS I'M NOT GOING TO SAY THAT I'M SORRY FOR THAT LITTLE LETTER TO SHAWN B/C I FEEL LIKE YOU GUYS NEED TO KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM. AND JUST FOR ANY OTHER GIRLS OUT THERE...SORRY HE'S TAKEN...ALL MINE.....!!! I GUESS THATS ABOUT IT FOR NOW....
AGAIN THANKS FOR TAKIN' THE TIME TO READ.....