FRIDAY JANUARY 30, 2009

WHERE HAS TIME GONE??? I DONT KNOW ABOUT YOU BUT I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S ALREADY THE 30TH OF JANUARY I MEAN HERE IN A FEW HOURS IT'S GOIN TO ALREADY BE FEB!!! TIMES FLIES BY...OKAY WELL, ONTO TODAY...GET OFF WORK AT 6 HOME BY 630 CALL AND WAKE SHAWN UP GO TO SLEEP...GET REALLY ASLEEP "OH DARLIN I'M GONNA LOVE YOU..." LOL IT WAS SHAWN CALLIN TO WAKE ME UP FOR COURT TODAY...GET TO THE COURTHOUSE...GO UP AND TALK TO THE DA...HE TELLS ME MY CASE AINT EVEN ON THE LIST FOR TODAY. HOW RUDE! DONT THEY KNOW US VAMIPRES LOVE TO SLEEP DURIN THE DAY LOL. TURNS OUT THEM PAPERS HAD BEEN SERVED ON THE 29TH AND THEY HADN'T SENT THE PAPERS BACK TO MY COUNTY YET. SO THE NEXT DATE IS THE 30TH. SO WE'LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS. SO I GET BACK FROM THERE AND GO BACK TO BED TO TRY AND SLEEP SOME MORE AND THEN MY AUNT SENT ME A TEXT, LOOKED AT IT, AND THEN SET THE PHONE BACK DOWN, JUST DOZED BACK OFF TO SLEEP, AND I SWEAR IF SHE DIDN'T DO IT AGAIN, AND THEN I'M WIDE AWAKE SO I SENT SHAWN A TEXT AND WE TEXTED FOR A FEW AND THEN MOM CAME AND ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO GO WITH HER AND DADDY TO GET SOMETHING TO EAT FOR LUNCH SO I DID. AND THEN WE GOT BACK HOME AND I FINALLY WENT TO SLEEP FOR ABOUT 3 HOURS WHICH WAS REALLY ODD SLEEPIN FROM LIKE 6-530-6ISH. I REMEMBER SHANE COMIN IN FROM SCHOOL AND MUST HAVE BEEN COMING TO WAKE ME UP OR SOMETHING AND MAMA SAID "DONT YOU DO IT, SHE AINT SLEPT HARDLY ANY TODAY" AND BACK OFF TO SLEEP I WAS...FINALLY WOKE UP AND CALLED AND TALKED TO SHAWN AND THEN WENT AND ATE SUPPER AND THEN SHAWN CALLED AND ASKED ME TO RUN TO BOJANGLES TO GET THEM SOME SUPPER AND BRING IT AS I COME UP. SO I DID JUST THAT AND THEN WE STAYED AT SHAWNS HOUSE AND JUST TALKED WITH HIS DADDY...I LOVE DOIN THAT JUST SITTIN AROUND THE HOUSE AND TALKIN...ANYWAYS, I HAD TO COME BACK THIS PLACE CALLED WORK...LOL. IT'S BEEN QUIET BORIN...AS ALWAYS WHEN I'M WORKIN AT NIGHT...THATS WHY I HATE IT AND I HOPE THAT I GET THAT OTHER JOB....BIGGER TOWN...MORE STUFF GOIN ON....!!!! ANYWAYS, TOMORROW WE'RE GOIN TO OLIVE GARDEN WITH MY MOM AND DAD AND SHANE AND HIS GF...PRAY FOR ME THERE...I DONT LIKE THAT GIRL. ANYWAYS...THEY AINT NO TELLIN WHAT ALL WE'LL GET INTO...

I RECKON THAT'S ALL FOR NOW...I'LL BE BACK SOMETIME LATER...I GET OFF OF WORK NEXT WEEK!!!! YAY!!!!

MY FAVORITES!!!

1. What is your favorite color?
CAMO, BLUE, ORANGE, GREEN AND YELLOW!!!
2. What is your favorite place to shop?
MAXXS!!!!!
3. What is your favorite junk food?
ANYTHING WITH PEANUT BUTTER SOUNDS GREAT TO ME!!!!!
4. What is your favorite thing to do in the summer?
BE AT THE LAKE!!!!
5. What is your favorite dog breed?
JACK RUSSELL
6. What is your favorite flower?
TIGGER LILIES!!!
7. What is your favorite Hair style?
OH I DONT KNOW
8. Favorite thing to wear around the house?
PJs!!!
9. Favorite thing to do with your Family?
JUST SIT AROUND THE HOUSE
10. One of your Bestest friends?
SHAWN!! MOM, DADDY, SHANE....I'VE GOT A LIST...
11. What is your favorite Bible verse?
EPHESIANS 4:5....THERE'S LOTS AND LOTS
12. What is your favorite shoes?
BOOTS OR NIKES!

MORE ABOUT ME!!

What is your occupation right now?
TELECOMMUNICATOR
What color are your socks right now?
WHITE!!
What are you listening to right now?
KAREN TALKIN....
What was the last thing that you ate?
VANILLA PUDDIN...
Can you drive a stick shift?
NO BUT I WANT TO....
Last person you spoke to on the phone?
SHAWN!!!!!!
Do you like the person who sent this to you?
I DONT KNOW HER I STOLE IT FROM HER LOL
How old are you today?
18 AS OF LATE LOL
What is your favorite sport to watch on TV?
BASKETBALL OR FOOTBALL
What is your favorite drink?
WATER OR SUGAR FREE KOOL-AID...AND A GOOD OLE PEANUT BUTTER MILKSHAKE WHEN SHAWN WILL LET ME HAVE IT...
Have you ever dyed your hair?
NAH JUST PUT SOME HIGHLIGHTS IN IT...
Favorite food?
ITIALIN!!!!!
What is the last movie you watched?
I CAN'T REMEMBER
Favorite day of the year?
EVERYDAY I GET TO SPEND WITH SHAWN!!!
How do you vent anger?
CRY CRY CRY AND CRY SOME MORE!!!
What was your favorite toy as a child?
HOTWHEELS AND DIRT!!!!!!
What is your favorite season?
FALL/SPRING
Cherries or Blueberries?
WELL, IF IT'S NOT CHUNKS....CHERRY CANDY AND BLUEBERRY MUFFINS!!
Do you want your friends to e-mail you back?
THEY PROB WONT LOL
Who is the most likely to respond?
NOBODY PROB...I HAVE SOOO MANY READERS LOL
Who is least likely to respond?
EVERYONE!!!
Living arrangements?
WITH ME,MOMMY, DADDY, BROTHER, AND DOGGIE
When was the last time you cried?
THIS EVENIN...
What is on the floor of your closet?
ALOT!!!!!!!!!!
What did you DO last night?
WELL, I WENT TO SHAWNS HOUSE....AND THEN CAME TO WORK!!
What are you most afraid of?
CLOWNS, SNAKES, SPIDERS, THE DARK!!!
Plain, cheese, or spicy hamburgers?
CHEESE!!!!
Favorite dog breed?
JACK RUSSELL!!!
Favorite day of the week?
ANYDAY I GET TO SPEND WITH SHAWN!!!
How many states have you lived in?
JUST THIS ONE!!
Diamonds or pearls?
SHOOT I'VE GOT ALL THE PEARLS I NEED...AND I HAVE ONE DIAMOND...AND I'M WAITIN ON ANOTHER...
What is your favorite flower?
TIGER LILIES!!!

IT'S BEEN AWHILE NOW

WELL WELL WELL, IT'S BEEN LIKE A WEEK SINCE I LAST WROTE ANYTHING. I JUST AINT THE TIME NOR HAVE I FELT LIKE IT. I ACUTALLY GET 3 DAYS ON THIS SHIFT! WOO HOO. ANYWAYS, I'VE BEEN TO THE DOCTOR LIKE 3 TIMES OR SO WITH THIS SAME PROBLEM I'VE HAD FOR 2 WEEKS. I HAD AN ULTRASOUND YESTERDAY...THAT WAS PAINFUL I TELL YA. BUT THEY COULDN'T TELL ME ANYTHING SO I GOT TO WAIT UNTIL THEY OPEN UP AT 830 THIS MORNIN TO FIND OUT. I ALSO HAVE COURT TOMORROW FOR THAT WHOLE DEAL WITH MY EX AND MY LITTLE LOVE BUG SHAWN HAS TO GO BACK TO THE DR TOMORROW FOR THE COUGH. HE GOT IT AGAIN YESTERDAY REAL BAD HE SAID. SO PRAY THEY'LL GIVE HIM SOMETHING TO MAKE HIM GET OVER THIS MESS. HE ALSO WENT AND BOUGHT HIM A HARLEY TODAY!! IT'S NICE I LIKE IT. BUT I MADE HIM PROMISE ME THAT HE WOULDN'T GO FAST AND HE'D PLAY SMART WITH IT. AND I KNOW HE WILL B/C HE LOVES ME!! WEDNESDAY NIGHT I WENT TO WALMART AND BOUGHT A RING THAT HAS "SHAWN & VANESSA" ON THE OUTSIDE AND ON THE INSIDE IT'S GOT 09-09-2008 ON IT. I LIKE IT!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO GET HERE. ALSO WEDNESDAY I APPLIED FOR ANOTHER JOB IN A NEIGHBORING CITY. IT PAYS REAL GOOD, FULL TIME SO THERE'S INSURANCE THAT I'LL BE NEEDING. THE ONLY THING MY PARENTS DONT LIKE THE IDEA...I'D BE COMIN HOME ABOUT 2-3 IN THE MORNIN FOR 4 NIGHTS A WEEK. BUT IT'S ONLY LIKE 20 MORE MINS OUT OF MY WAY. SO ITS NOT THAT BAD BUT I HOPE I GET IT...ON THURSDAY THEY FINISHED UP WITH OUR CLASS...WE HAVE PRACTICALS NEXT WEEK. SHOULD BE FUN FUN FUN...NOT REALLY, KINDA NERVOUS ABOUT IT. TOMORROW COULD BE A VERY VERY VERY BUSY DAY...I GET OFF AT 6AM BE HOME BY 630 CALL AND GET SHAWN UP SO HE CAN GET READY FOR THE DR...AND THEN I'M GOIN TO SLEEP FOR A FEW MINS AND THEN GET BACK UP ABOUT 8 OR SO AND CALL THE DR AND FIND OUT ABOUT MY ULTRASOUND AND THEN WE GOT COURT AT 930 AND THEN I'M COMIN HOME AND GOIN TO BED ...HOPFULLY COURT WONT BE THAT LONG...I DIDN'T GET TO SLEEP ALL DAY THURSDAY...HAD TOO MUCH TO DO...AND THEN TOMORROW I'LL GET TO SPEND THE EVENIN WITH SHAWN!! AND THEN BE BACK AT WORK AT 11PM...AND I'M OFF SATURDAY, SUNDAY, MONDAY, AND THEN I GET TO WORK TUESDAY AND OFF THE REST OF THE WEEK LOL...SO THERE'S NO TELLIN WHAT I'LL GET INTO...OR SHOULD I SAY WE? OHHHH YEAH, I FORGOT. I WENT TO THE EYE DR ON MONDAY. MY INSURANCE WILL NOT PAY FOR NEW FRAMES BUT EVERY 2 YEARS SO I JUST GOT NEW LENES AND MY EYES HAVE BEEN TRYIN TO ADJUST ALL DAY AND NIGHT BUT THAT'S NOT GOIN SO WELL LOL...

I GUESS THATS ABOUT IT FOR NOW....I GUESS I'LL GET OFF HERE AND WAIT ON THE PHONE TO RING AGAIN..LOL....WHY DONT YOU LEAVE ME A COMMENT?

ANOTHER DAY...

WELL, IT'S BEEN ANOTHER DAY IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD. ME AND SHAWN TALKED ON THE PHONE LAST NIGHT TIL NEARLY 115 THIS MORNING...WE KNEW HE HAD TO BE UP AROUND 8-830ISH BUT TIME REALLY FLEW BY AND WE BOTH WERE WIDE AWAKE. ANYWAYS, HE TOLD ME THAT HE WAS GOIN TO LET ME SLEEP SINCE I CAME WORK YESTERDAY AND HAD TO BE UP EARLY. HE'S SO SWEET!! WELL, HERE I AM LAYIN IN MY NICE WARM BED SOUND ASLEEP...NEXT THING I KNOW DAD'S SHAKIN MY LEG AND TELLIN ME TO GET UP...I HAVE A PHONE CALL, WHY AM I GETTIN A CALL ON THE HOUSE PHONE????? ANYWAYS IT TURNED OUT I GOT TO COME TO WORK TODAY FOR A LITTLE WHILE. THIS EVENIN SHAWN'S COMIN TO MY HOUSE AND LORD KNOWS WHAT WE'LL GET INTO...BUT I THINK WE'RE GOIN TO EAT AND THEN HE WAS WANTIN TO WATCH SOME SHOW THAT'S COMIN ON TV. I'M SO EXCITED! THIS IS THE FIRST DAY WE'VE GOT TO ACTUALLY SPEND ALOT OF TIME TOGETHER SINCE SATURDAY. I MEAN, WE'VE GOT SEE EACH OTHER MONDAY AND TUESDAY FOR A FEW WHICH IS ALWAYS BETTER THAN NOTHING. ANYWAYS, I DONT KNOW WHEN I GET TO WORK AGAIN, POSSIBLY TOMORROW...I MAY BE FILLIN IN FOR A LADY I DONT KNOW YET. BUT I KNOW I DO HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW NIGHT. ONLY ABOUT A COUPLE OF MORE WEEKS OF CLASS LEFT AND THEN I GOT TO TAKE MY STATE EXAM. I'M REALLY NERVOUS ABOUT THAT TEST. I'M NOT A GOOD TEST TAKER ANYWAYS...BUT THIS IS MY FUTURE WE'RE TALKIN ABOUT SO I'VE GOT TO PASS. SO I CAN GO ONTO MY NEXT CLASS....
THANKS FOR PRAYIN FOR SHAWN, HE DIDN'T HAVE TO GO TO THE DOCTOR AFTER ALL. HE'S NOT COUGHIN NEARLY AS MUCH AND AS BAD. SO THAT'S A BLESSIN IN ITSELF. I'M SO WORRIED ABOUT HIM. I HATE SEEIN' HIM SICK. IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT FOR HIM TO THE SICK ONE. JUST CONTINUE TO PRAY THAT HE'LL GET COMPLETELY BETTER AND WE'LL NEVER HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS AGAIN...ALSO PLEASE CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ME I'M STILL HAVING THAT MEDICAL PROBLEM...I GO BACK TO THE DOCTOR ON FRIDAY....

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SO MUCH...

WELL, IT'S BEEN FOREVER AGO SINCE I POSTED LAST...SO MUCH HAS GONE AND IS GOIN ON WITH ME: PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY, AND EMOTIONALLY. BUT IT'S GOIN TO BE OKAY BECAUSE I HAVE A GUY LIKE SHAWN TO LOVE AND HE LOVES ME!! I DO ASK THAT YOU GUYS BE PRAYIN FOR ME AND SHAWN BOTH, WE'VE BEEN SICK...HE'S HAD BRONCHITIS...STILL GOT THE COUGH PRETTY BAD...AND WELL, I'VE HAD SOME OTHER PROBLEMS WE WONT GO INTO. I'VE ALSO HAD A LOT OF PROBELMS AT WORK...TRYIN TO FIND ANOTHER JOB, WHICH THAT IN ITSELF IS A JOB...THEY AINT NONE TO BE HAD AROUND HERE LOL. ANYWAYS, NOT MUCH HAS CHANGED JUST US BEIN SICK AND ME NOT WORKIN...WE'RE SUPPOSED TO GET LIKE 3-5 INCHES OF SNOW HERE TODAY, PRAYIN IT DONT. SO I JUST HAD DADDY TO BRING ME TO WORK THIS MORNIN AND WHO KNOWS...SHAWN MAY GET TO TAKE ME HOME I DONT KNOW THOUGH....SHAWNS SUPPOSED TO GO BACK TO THE DOCTOR TODAY FOR THE COUGH, PRAY THEY'LL GIVE HIM SOMETHING TO GET RID OF THAT. IT GETS REAL BAD AT TIMES. ...ALSO BE PRAYIN FOR OUR NATION AS WE ENTER THIS NEW PRESIDENCY...I LIKE MANY AROUND HERE JUST DONT LIKE THE FACT. I MEAN MY PROBLEM ISN'T THAT HE'S BLACK...IT'S BECAUSE: HE'S MUSLIM. HOW CAN YOU RUN A COUNTRY THAT WAS FOUNDED UPON GOD'S WORD...WHEN YOU DONT BELIEVE UPON THE WORD OF GOD? I JUST DONT GET IT. BUT WHO KNOWS, PEOPLE CAN CHANGE. MAYBE HE WILL BRING OUR TROOPS BACK HOME. SPEAKIN OF BRINGIN' THEM BACK...WHY IN THE WORLD ARE WE OVER THERE STILL? WHATS THE POINT IN DESTROYIN' A COUNTRY AND THEN HELPIN THEM REBUILD? I'M SORRY I KNOW IM JUST SIMPLE MINDED BUT I DONT GET IT. ANYWAYS, MAYBE THAT WILL HAPPEN...THEN MAYBE OUR GAS PRICES WILL STAY LOW. HONESTLY, I NEVER DID THINK I WOULD LIVE TO SEE THE DAY THAT GAS WAS $1.39 AT WALMART. I KNW IT'S GONE BACK UP A LITTLE BIT BUT I BELIEVE WE CAN HANDLE IT AS LONG AS IT STAYS AROUND THE 2-3 DOLLAR MARK.......ANOTHER THING I DONT GET ABOUT THIS COUNTRY...WHY ARE BAILIN' OUT SO MANY COMPANIES WHEN WE HAVE OUR OWN PEOPLE THAT NEED HELP? ANYWAYS REMEMBER OUR LEADERS THAT THEY WILL HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE TO LEAD US AS A NATION IN SUCH AWAY THATS PLEASIN' TO THE LORD...
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WELL, I GUESS THATS ALL FOR NOW...STAY TUNED!!

DOES IT GET ANY BETTER?

COULD MY LIFE GET ANY BETTER? ONLY IN ONE WAY...FOR ME AND SHAWN TO BE TOGETHER EVERY SINGLE NIGHT CUDDLED UP TO EACH OTHER...ON THE 9TH OF THIS MONTH (YESTERDAY) ME AND SHAWN HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 4 MONTHS. IT'S BEEN THE BEST FOUR MONTHS OF MY LIFE AND IT'S ALSO BEEN SOME OF THE TRYIN MONTHS I'VE BEEN THROUGH. BUT I CAN'T COMPLAIN B/C I'VE GOT ALL I NEED AND MORE. YESTERDAY WAS ONE OF THE BEST DAYS I HAD HAD IN MONTHS. I MEAN, ME AND DADDY WEREN'T FUSSIN, ME AND MY BROTHER JOKED ALL DAY, AND WHEN MAMA CAME HOME WE TALKED. AND OF COURSE I TALKED TO SHAWN ALL DAY LONG, WHICH IS HOW I GET THROUGH MY DAY ANYWAYS. ANYHOW, THERE'S A CERTAIN MAN RIGHT WHOM I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND. HE TELLS ME ONE THING AND THEN **CALLS** MY PARENTS (KEEP IN MIND, I'M 18 NOW AND I'M ADULT AND I DO THINK THAT I CAN BE RESPONSIBLE FOR A FEW THINGS IN MY LIFE..) AND ASKS THEM HOW I'M DOIN SINCE I'VE BEEN IN A WRECK? (WHEN WAS I EVER IN THIS WRECK I DONT KNOW?) ANYWAYS SO MY PARENTS BELIEVE THIS ONE CERTAIN MAN. WHICH TICKS ME OFF B/C ME AND DADDY FINALLY MADE IT A DAY WITHOUT FUSSIN AND THEN ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE. ANYWAYS, I'VE GOT TO BE BACK UP HERE AT THE DAMN OFFICE ON MONDAY MORNIN AT 11AM TO TALK TO THIS FREAKIN MAN. I DONT WANT TO BUT HE NEEDS TO KNOW WHERE I STAND ON A FEW THINGS AND HE NEEDS TO LEARN NOT TO LIE ALL THE FREAKIN TIME!! ANYWAYS, SORRY I JUST HAD TO GET THAT OFF MY MIND FOR A MINUTE. ANYWAYS, AFTER EVERYTHING WAS KINDA OKAY ME AND SHAWN RODE UP TO A NEIGHTBORING STATE TO THE PETERBILT PLACE FOR HIS DADDY. IT WAS QUIET INTERESTING. I HAVE FIGURED OUT HOW I WANT TO DO THE FIRE PLACE IN OUR HOUSE!!! JUST LIKE A BIG TRUCK IT'S SO FREAKIN SWEET!! YOU GUYS ARE GOIN TO FALL IN LOVE WITH IT...I DID..LOL. ANYWAYS, WE HEADED BACK THIS WAY AND HE TOOK ME TO FATZ TO EAT WHICH WAS GREAT! AND THEN WE CAME BACK TO HIS HOUSE FOR A MINUTE AND I TOOK A LITTLE 15 MINUTE NAP LAID OVER ON HIS CHEST. IT WAS SOOO NICE. I WISHED I COULD HAVE SLEPT FOR LONGER BUT THATS OKAY!! THEY'LL BE MORE TIMES I'M SURE. HOPEFULLY TONIGHT WILL BE MY LAST NIGHT WORKIN NIGHTS IF I CAN GET THINGS WORKED OUT. BUT DONT WORRY I'LL STILL TRY AND WRITE...
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SHAWN,
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY! I JUST WANT YOU KNOW THAT YOUR SO SPEICAL TO ME. WITHOUT YOU I DONT KNOW WHERE I'D BE WITHOUT YOU THERE TO HELP ME THROUGH MY EVERY PROBLEMS. YOU ALWAYS SEEM TO HAVE ANSWER TO WHATEVER IT MAY BE, AND WHATEVER YOU TELL ME IS ALWAYS THE BEST FOR ME. YOU HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME WHEN NO ONE ELSE WAS/IS YOU HAVE LOVED ME WHEN I DIDN'T THINK ANYONE COULD LOVE ME. I WAKE UP EVERY SINGLE MORNIN WAITIN TO TALK TO YOU, I LOVE TALKING TO YOU EVERY CHANCE WE GET, I LOVE HUGGIN YOU EVERY CHANCE I GET, I LOVE KISSIN YOU EVERY CHANCE I GET, I LOVE HOLDIN YOUR HAND EVERY CHANCE I GET, I LOVE LAYIN IN YOUR ARMS EVERY CHANCE I GET, I LOVE BEING WITH YOU, YOUR THE MAN THAT I GO TO SLEEP THINKIN ABOUT, YOUR THE MAN OF MY DREAMS, AND THE MAN THAT HOLDS MY HEART......I JUST LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING IN ME. YOUR THE BEST THATS EVERY BEEN, ARE, AND WILL BE. YOURE MY EVERYTHING AND I NEVER WANTED NOTHING MORE....
~I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD....~LOVE YOUR BABYGIRL
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I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR SOME COMMENTS IF YOU GUYS HAVE ANY...

I'M TELLIN' YOU WHATS THE TRUTH

OH ITS BEEN A GREAT DAY!!!!! THIS MORNIN I WALKED OUT OF THE OFFICE, GOT EVERYTHING I WALKED IN WITH, BUT MY CELL PHONE CHARGER...YEAH I BRING MINE TO WORK SO IT CAN CHARGE BEFORE I HEAD HOME. I GOT ALL THE WAY DOWN THE GAS STATION AND REALIZED I HAVE FORGOTTEN IT SO, WELL, IF YOU KNOW ME, I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT MY CELL!! SO FINALLY I GOT IT AND THEN I GOT TO HEAD HOME...MADE IT HOME, MAMA AND DADDY WERE UP...I WAS SURPRIZED THAT MOM WAS UP ALREADY ANYWAYS, SO I HAD TO STOP AND TALK TO THEM FOR A MINUTE OR TWO, HALF ASLEEP AND HALF AWAKE...FINALLY MAKE IT TO BED..HAD TO FIX THE COVERS...CHANGE PJS CAUSE THE BOTTOMS OF THE ONES I HAD ONE WERE WET FROM THE RAIN. I FINALLY GET IN THE BED AND GET COMFY AND FALL FAST ALSEEP!! I GUESS I HAD BEEN ASLEEP FOR LIKE A HOUR AND HALF AND MY LITTLE MISTER SHAWNBOY CALLS...I JUST LOVE HEARIN HIS VOICE EARLY IN THE MORNIN...ANYWAYS, I REMEMBER HEARIN SHAWN SAY "GOOD MORNIN BEAUTIFUL!!!" AND CHRIS..HIS BEST FRIEND ALSO HIS CO-WORKER SAY " GOOD MORNIN SUNSHINE!!!" I WAS LIKE "DID I JUST HEAR THAT RIGHT"...ANYWAYS I FELL ASLEEP ON THE PHONE AND I REMEMBER HEARIN SHAWN SAY"WELL HONEY I'M GOIN TO LET YOU GO BACK TO SLEEP...I LOVE YOU AND LET ME KNOW WHEN YOUR UP.." ANYWAYS, I DIDN'T END UP WAKIN BACK UP UNTIL LIKE 1230 OR SO...TO MY MAMAWS VOICE WHICH I WAS CAUGHT OFF-GAURD BY...IM NOT USED TO WAKIN UP TO ANYONE ELSE BESIDES, SHAWN, DADDY, MAMA, OR MY BROTHER...ANYWAYS, I CALLED SHAWN AND TALKED TO HIM FOR A FEW...ATE LUNCH AND I HAD TO CALL THE OFFICE IN THE COUNTY OF WHICH I LIVE, TO GET A OFFICER GIVE ME A CALL REGAURDIN COMMUNICATIN THREATS AND HARRASSIN PHONE CALLS BY A GUY WHOM I JUST CAN'T STAND! NO KIDDIN 39 CALLS WITHIN LIKE 20 MINUTES OR SO...ANYWAYS, I ENDED UP GOIN TO THE MAGISTRATE'S OFFICE AND HAVIN A WARRENT TOOK OUT ON HIM...AND I'VE GOT TO GO TO COURT...WHICH I DONT WANT TO DO BUT IF IT'S GOING TO STOP HIM, I'LL DO ANYTHING! OKAY OKAY OKAY ANYWAYS, SO I CAME HOME FROM THAT AND TALKED TO DADDY AND MAMA ABOUT IT, THEN I WENT CHECKED MY EMAIL AND THEN I WENT BACK TO SLEEP...SHAWN CALLED...WE TALKED FOR A LITTLE WHILE...AND THEN I FELL ASLEEP ON SHAWN AGAIN...HE AGAIN SAID "HONEY I'M GOIN TO LET YOU GO AND GET SOME MORE SLEEP...I LOVE YOU" SO HE HUNG UP AND I WENT BACK TO SLEEP FOR ABOUT 45 MINUTES OR SO AND THEN DADDY CAME IN MY ROOM WITH THE PHONE AND IT WAS THE HOSPITAL CALLING TO SCHEDULE MY SLEEP STUDY FOR NEXT TUESDAY NIGHT. I GOT TO BE AT THE HOSPITAL AT 10:15....I REALLY DONT WANT TO DO THIS BUT IF I HAVE TO, I WILL. I AINT REALLY BEEN SLEEPIN THAT GOOD. WHEN I DO SLEEP, I CAN SLEEP ALL NIGHT...GET UP STAY UP FOR 2 HOURS AND I'LL BE READY FOR BED AGAIN. ANYWAYS, SO I LEFT HOME AND WENT TO SHAWNS HOUSE BEFORE CLASS...WENT TO CLASS..SAT THERE SAT THERE AND SAT THERE SOME MORE...ITS SO BORING!! ANYWAYS, SO I WENT TO THE G-STORE AND THEN BACK TO SHAWNS HOUSE TIL WORK...WE WENT AND GOT ANOTHER MOVIE...I WATCHED LIKE 15-20 MINUTES OF IT FELL ASLEEP ON SHAWN...HE WOKE ME UP NUMEROUS TIMES LOL BY WAY OF TICKLIN...I DID FIND HIS TICKLISH SPOT DIDN'T I BABE!! I WAS RUBBIN HIS KNEE...HE GOES "STOP THATS ANNOYING..." I JUST LAID MY HAND DOWN ON IT A LITTLE WHILE LATER...HE WENT ALL TO PEICES!! OKAY SO A FEW MORE MINUTES ROLLED BY...HE ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO GO BACK TO SLEEP FOR A LITTLE BIT...DID HE HONESTLY THINK *I* WAS GOIN TO TURN DOWN?!?! UM AH NO!! SO I JUST LEANED BACK OVER AND LAID MY HEAD ON HIS CHEST AND HE PUT HIS ARM AROUND ME AND I FELL ASLEEP FOR ANOTHER 45 MINUTES OR SO...HONESTLY THATS THE BEST SLEEP I GET...SO HE WOKE ME UP SO I COULD GET GOOD AND AWAKE BEFORE WORK....I LEFT HIS HOUSE AND CAME TO WORK...WE'VE HAD A GREAT NIGHT! WE'VE LAUGHED LIKE NO OTHER...
I GUESS THAT'S ALL FOR NOW...I DONT GOT TO WORK AGAIN UNTIL THURSDAY NIGHT...SO YOU CAN BET YOU'LL HEAR FROM THEN.....

IT WAS A DAY....

WELL WELL WELL,
LET SEE, SATURDAY NIGHT WAS SPENT: SHAWN CAME TO PICK ME UP FROM WORK...WE WENT BACK TO HIS HOUSE FOR A MINUTE AND THEN WENT TO EAT WITH HIS DAD AND HIS GF AND THEN ME AND SHAWN WENT TO HIS MAMA'S. WE WALK IN THE DOOR...EVERYONE SAYS HOWDY..THIS GIRL FROM THE BACK COMES RUNNIN UP TO HUG SHAWN!?!?! HE LOOKED AT ME LIKE "WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED" THE WHOLE TIME WE WERE DOWN THERE SHE STARRED US DOWN...LET IT BE KNOWN, THIS GIRL WAS ONE SHAWN HAD TALKED TO WAY BEFORE ME AND HIM STARTED TALKING...I'M NOT A JEALOUS PERSON...MOST OF THE TIME, BUT THAT GIRL JUST DID IT...I CAME ONE ACE OF HITTIN HER. ..ANYWAYS, WE LEFT THERE AND HE TOOK ME HOME..WE BOTH PASSED OUT AS SOON AS WE GOT HOME...BOTH OF US WERE KILLED!...ANYWAYS SUNDAY WAS SPENT: ME GOIN TO CHURCH, COMIN HOME GETTIN READY AND DRIVIN REALLY FAST TO SHAWNS SO I COULD GO OUT AND EAT WITH HIM AND HIS FAMILY...THEN WE GOT BACK I HAD TO RACE BACK HOME AND GET RE-READY FOR CHURCH AGAIN...FLY TO CHURCH...AND WA-LA...FINALLY GOT A MINUTE TO REST LOL...ANYWAYS, I DID GO HOME AFTERWARDS AND SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP..LOL
YESTERDAY WAS ONE MORE DAY FOR BOTH ME AND SHAWN! I DIDN'T GET UP TIL LIKE 12 OR SO-ISH. I HADN'T SLEPT THAT LONG IN I DONT KNOW WHEN. IT WAS REALLY NICE. I FEEL ASLEEP ABOUT 1AM!! I WISH I COULD DO THAT MORE OFTEN...ANYWAYS, SHAWN WAS STACKIN WOOD AT THE HOUSE TODAY AND THEN HE WAS GOIN THROUGH SOME STUFF AT THE PLANT..TOOK ALL DAY. ANYWAYS, IT WAS TIME FOR HIM TO GET OFF, THEY TOOK A MOTOR TO HIS HOUSE FOR SOMETHING AND THEN HAD TO TAKE IT BACK TO THE PLANT...COME TO FIND OUT SHAWN FORGOT HIS KEYS IN ANOTHER TRUCK WHICH WAS IN THE TRAILOR BUT HE FORGOT HIS KEYS TO THE TRAILOR AT THE HOUSE...ANYWAYS, HE CALLS ME AND TELLS ME TO COME ON UP...SO HERE I SET OUT...lol...I GET TO TOWN BEFORE HE GOT DONE WITH THE SHOWER AND EVERYTHING SO I WAITED FOR A FEW...AND THEN WE WENT TO A JAPANESSE PLACE FOR HIM TO EAT ( I ATE AT HOME..)...AND THEN WE WENT BACK TO HIS HOUSE...HE DECIDES HE WANTS TO WATCH A MOVIE...WE GO BACK OUT TO GET ONE...COME BACK HOME..PUTS IT IN AND IT STARTS DOIN STRANGE THINGS SO HE TAKES IT OUT AND BACK TO THE MOVIE PLACE WE GO...lol....AND THEN WE CAME BACK HOME AND SAT THERE UNTIL IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO COME TO WORK...DURIN THE TIME OF US GOIN TO THE MOVIE PLACE THE FIRST TIME...AND UP UNTIL I LEFT...I RECIEVED 39 CALLS FROM MY EX, WHOM I **HATE** VERY MUCH. IT GOT ME ALL UPSET AND I DONT THINK IT DID TOO MUCH FOR SHAWN EITHER...

I HOPE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF MY EVER-SO-MANY READERS HAD A BLAST READIN THIS....UNTIL NEXT TIME...

WOW!

WELL, AGAIN I MUST SAY THAT I'M SORRY FOR NOT WRITTIN' IN A SUCH A LONG WHILE. BUT I SHALL EXPLAIN!!!! I HAVEN'T WORKED A SINCE THE 18TH OF DECEMBER OR SO...I HAD A WONDERFUL CHIRSTMAS!! WE WENT TO PAPAW MIKKIES FOR CHRISTMAS THE 21ST....SHAWN GAVE ME MY HELICOPTER THEN!!! I'M SURE THE GOOD TASTED GREAT, I COULDN'T TASTE B/C OF THE COLLD/BRONCHITIS. I GOT A NEW BLANKET (THAT MICRO PLUSH STUFF), AND FIRETRUCK PICTURE FRAME FROM PAPAW MIKKIE AND FROM NANNY: A SHAMPOO/CONDITIONER SET (THANK GOD, I AINT GOT TO BUY NONE FOR ANOTHER MONTH NOW!!!), MONEY!!, AND I KNOW THERE WAS SOMETHING ELSE I JUST DONT REMEMBER AT THE MOMENT LOL. THEN I THINK THE NEXT DAY...SHAWN CAME DOWN AND HE GAVE ME MY NEW JOHN DEERE COMFORTER!! IT'S SO PRETTY.....ON CHRISTMAS EVE I WENT SHAWNS HOUSE WHERE I OPENED THE REST OF PRESENTS...I GOT A CHICKEN CALENDER...A NECKLACE THAT SAYS "I LOVE U" ON IT...A JOHN DEERE CLOCK THAT LIGHTS UP!!! AND THEN I WENT WITH SHAWN TO HIS GRANNY'S IN HE BIG RM. WE HAD A GREAT TIME!! THEY GOT ME ADDICTED TO HAM ROLL UPS!! (SLICE OF HAM, CREAM CHESSE, AND ONIONS....I KNOW IT DONT SOUND TOO GOOD BUT IT'S WONDERFUL...I'VE MADE LIKE 4 THINGS OF THEM ALREADY!!!). ANYWAYS I GOT HOME...AND AFTER DADDY AND MAMA GOT UN-MAD AT ME...WE DECIDED TO OPEN ALL OF OUR PRESENTS....I GOT: A FEW CLOTHES (WHICH I NEEDED!) TWO OF THEM MICRO PLUSH PILLOWS....A JOHN DEERE DOLL...AND AGAIN I KNOW THERE WAS MORE STUFF BUT I JUST CAN'T REMEMBER LOL I'M SORRY!!...ME AND DADDY AND SHANE GOT MAMA A MOTHERS RING THAT HAS OUR NAMES AND BIRTHSTONES ON IT...AND ME, MAMA, AND SHANE GOT DADDY A NEW KOBALT TOOLBAG AND A GPS..THEY BOTH LOVED THEIR PRESENTS!! AND THEN SHANE GOT ME A CAROLINA GIRL HOODIE AND SOMETHING ELSE..IDK GOD I CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING TODAY...AH...OH WELL...NOT ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT...ANYWHO...I GOT SHANE A CAMO BLANKET...HE THOUGHT THATS ALL HE GOT...WE WENT TO WALMART ONE DAY THAT WEEK AND THEN HE SAW A HARNESS THING FOR A TREE STAND...AND SOME FOOT WARMERS FOR HUNTIN SEASON....COME CHRISTMAS MORNIN....THERE WAS ONE BOX SITTIN ON THE TV WHEN SHANE GOT UP...I TOLD HIM TO GET IT...IT HAD OLD WRAPPIN PAPER IN IT...BUT AT THE BOTTOM IT HAD HIS CLUES TO THE TREE STAND IN NANNYS BUILDING....HE HAD NO IDEA...HE WAS SHOCKED....IT WAS GREAT THOUGH....AND LAST I GOT SHAWN: OVERALLS, CAMO LONG-SLEEVE SHIRT, CHROME SHOP MAFIA SHIRT, PETERBILT CLOCK, A THERMAL LINED COAT, SHEETS FOR HIS BED, AND A LITTLE CHRYSTAL TRACTOR....HE SEEMS TO LIKE THEM ALL...IM GALD THAT KID IS HARD TO BUY FOR...LOL
OKAY MOVIN ON...DURIN THIS WHOLE TIME I'VE STILL HAD THE BRONCHITIS JUNK...I FINALLY STARTED GETTIN OVER IT AFTER I WENT BACK TO THE ER AND THEY PUT ME ON SOME KIND OF STERIOD...HAD STANGE SIDE EFFECTS AND HAD TO STOP TAKIN IT....RED ITCHY SPOTS...HICCUPS FOR LIKE 3 DAYS....ANYWAYS, I'M OKAY FOR NOW...IT FEELS LIKE ITS TRYIN TO COME BACK BUT I'VE BEEN TAKIN SOME MEDS FOR IT. SO HOPE IT DONT COME BACK...I HATE BEIN SICK...
ON TUESDAY OF THIS WEEK...THE 30TH OF DECEMBER...I WAS COMIN UP TO SHAWNS FOR THE EVENIN...I WAS HONESTLY PAYIN ATTENTION THIS TIME...JUST CAUGHT A GLIMPSE OF SOMETHING COMIN TOWARD MY CAR...SO I GOT MY BRACED WITH THE SEAT AND STEERIN WHEEL...SEEN THIS BIG FURRY ANIMAL HIT MY WINDSHIELD AND BUST IT...GUESS WHAT....THAT STUPID DEER HIT MY CAR!!!! ANYWAYS, I ADMIT I WAS FREAKIN OUT..PULLED OFF THE ROAD, CALLED DADDY TO TELL HIM WHAT HAPPENED...HE TOLD ME HE AND MAMA AND SHANE WERE ON THEIR WAY...I CALLED SHAWN TOLD HIM...HIM AND A GUY THAT WORKS WITH HIM CAME DOWN...I CALLED MY OFFICE AND HAD A COWORKER SEND AN OFFICER DOWN TO MAKE THE REPORT...AFTER ALL WAS SAID AND DONE....TURNS OUT MY INSURANCE AINT GOIN TO PAY A BIT! SO..I'M GOIN TO BE OUT LIKE 177 DOLLARS BUT HEY...THATS NOT BAD IT COULD BE WORSE...HOPEFULLY THEY'LL GET TO IT MONDAY OR WEDNESDAY...FOR NOW MAMA AND DADDY DONT WANT ME DRIVIN IT B/C THE WINDSHIELD IS SO BAD SO I'M DRIVIN THE PICKLE...LOL
ALRIGHT NEW YEARS EVE, ME AND SHAWN WENT TO JC...lol HAD MY FIRST EXPERIENCE IN A STORE...WE WERE GOIN TO TRY AND EAT AT OLIVE GARDEN OR RED LOBSTER BUT THEY WERE PACKED OUT...SO WE SETTLED FOR LOGAN'S..IT WAS GREAT...THANKS BABY!!...THEN WE WENT TO WALMART IN JC....CAME BACK THROUGH THIS TOWN...WENT TO A SPECIAL PLACE...THEN WENT TO WALMART IN MY TOWN...AND YEAH I DID GET MY NEW YEARS KISS AND HUG AT 12...IN WALMART IN THE SPORTIN GOOD DEPT!!!....HE DROPPED ME OFF AT MY HOUSE..MADE IT HOME...WE TALKED FOR LIKE 37 SECS AND THEN WENT TO SLEEP lol SUCH NIGHT OWLS...ANYWAYS...HE CAME DOWN TO SEE ME YESTERDAY WHICH WAS NICE AND WE HAD US ANOTHER GREAT TIME...AS ALWAYS!!! TODAY IS GOIN OKAY...I'M AT WORK...WORKIN MY 12 HR SHIFT TODAY...SHAWN HAS GONE TO EAT BREAKFAST WITH HIS DADDY AND A FEW OTHER FRIENDS...I HOPE THEIR HAVIN A GOOD TIME...AFTER WORK SHAWN IS COMIN TO GET ME AND WE'RE GOIN TO MARION I THINK...I WAS HOPIN TO GET SOMETIME TO CUDDLE MORE...IVE FALLEN IN WITH THAT..ANYWAYS...I GUESS THATS ALL FOR NOW...

I'M SORRY THIS WAS LONG BUT I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO DO...haha AND I NEEDED TO FILL ALL MY READERS IN ON THIS...