DUCKFISHY!

LOL ANYWAYS, I AINT WORKED IN ABOUT A WEEK NOW AND DONE READY FOR ANOTHER VACA...NOT MUCH HAS WENT ON. SHAWNS STEP-DADDY HAD HIS HEART SURG...WENT GREAT!! I RE-PAINTED MY ROOM..PUT MY CAR IN THE SHOP YESTERDAY..

OK SO IM JUST LIKE OUT THERE AND DONT KNOW WAHT TO WRITE...AGH...SO I'M GETTIN OFF HERE TO WASTE TIME UNTIL I GET OFF WORK AND GO HOME AND GET IN THE BED AND AGH SLEEP THE DAY AWAY. MOM'S GOT AN APPT IN THE TOWN WHERE SHE HAD HER SURGERY AND SHANE'S GOT SCHOOL AND IF I CAN KEEP THAT DOG FROM BARKIN WE'LL BE IN TIP TOP SHAPE!!!

IT'S BEEN A WEEK...

WELL, I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOIN TO HAPPEN THIS WEEK BUT I GOT TO SUB AT THE HIGH SCHOOL YESTERDAY. I HAD MY LITTLE BROTHERS CLASS BUT HE WAS SICK SO....ANYWAYS, THAT WAS QUIET AN EXPERIENCE...A GOOD ONE THOUGH. I HOPE TO BE CALL AGAIN SOME TIME SOON!! AND THEN MY BOSS CALLED YESTERDAY AND ASKED A FEW QUESTIONS AND THEN SO I ENDED UP GETTIN WORK TODAY TOO!! WOO HOO I'M ON A ROLL!! WATCH AND SEE I WONT GET ANOTHER DAY FOR WEEKS LOL ANYWAYS, SHAWNS BEEN BUSY WITH WORK. HE STILL HASN'T SOLD THE KLR OR THE LUV TRUCK. SO SAD...
MY MOM IS DOIN WELL, SHE ALMOST BACK TO HER NORMAL OLD SELF AGAIN!!! CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR SHAWNS STEP-DAD HE'S GOT TO HAVE SURGERY AGAIN ON THE 24TH...

I GUESS THATS ALL FOR NOW, UNTIL I GET BORED AGAIN haha

LORD HELP ME...

WELL, IT'S BEEN SUCH A LONG TIME SINCE I'VE GOT ON HERE AND WROTE ANYTHING. SORRY FOR THAT BUT I'VE BEEN BUSY AND I AINT BEEN AT WORK. AGH. I HAVE TOOK A NEW JOB, SUB TEACHIN AT THE HIGH SCHOOL, MIDDLE SCHOOL, AND ELEM. SCHOOL. SO HOPEFULLY I BE DOIN THAT ON SOME OF MY DAYS OFF HERE AT THE OFFICE. I AINT GETTIN THE HOURS THAT I NEED HERE SO I HAD TO DO SOMETHING MY BILLS JUST AINT GETTIN PAID SITTIN AT THE HOUSE. I'M GETTIN WORK AT WHOLE 5 HOURS TONIGHT...WOO HOO!! I'M EXCITED!! I'M STILL NOT FEELIN GOOD PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY I'M ALRIGHT...OTHER THAN BEIN CRAZY! BUT THATS WHAT WORKIN A 911 CENTER DOES....THANKS FOR PRAYIN FOR MY MAMA, THE SURGERY WENT WONDERFUL. SHE'S AT HOME AND DOIN WELL. PLEASE PRAY FOR SHAWNS STEP-DAD, HE'S HAVIN A TRIPLE BY-PASS ON THE 24TH.
THIS YEAR HAS BEEN A ROUGH ONE ON ME AND SHAWN BUT IT'S MADE US SO STRONG AS A COUPLE AND WE'VE GROWN SO MUCH IN THE LORD! DURING THIS TIME I'VE BEEN THINKIN AND I'VE DECIDED TO GO INTO NURSING INSTEAD OF DOIN PARAMEDICS RIGHT NOW. I'M STILL GOIN TO WORK ON THE HELICOPTER. BUT I ALSO WANT TO WORK IN A NICU SOMEWHERE. I'VE SIGNED UP FOR A CNA 1 CLASS STARTIN ON MARCH 23RD AND LASTING UNIL JUNE 1ST. ONE OF THE BEST MEDICAL TEACHERS EVER IS GOIN TO BE TEACHIN CLASS SO I KNOW IT WILL BE BETTER THAN MY EMT-B TEACHER WAS. SO PRAY THAT THIS CLASS WILL BE GREAT AS MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS WAS WITH HER. SHE'S GREAT!!
I HOPE EVERYONE HAD A WONDERFUL VALENTIMES DAY (AS MY DAD CALLS IT). I KNOW I HAD A GREAT ONE!! SHAWN WAS AT MY HOUSE EARLY...HE TOOK ME TO EAT CHINEESE! WE LOVE THAT STUFF! HE GOT ME A STUFFED DOG THAT HAS A LITTLE HEART THAT SAYS LOVE YOU ON IT AND THE BAG IT CAME IN SAYS LOVE YOU ON IT, A CARD, A BOX OF CHOCOLATE CANDY, 2 BOXES OF SWEETHEARTS, AND A TAYLOR SWIFT CD!!!!!! WE WENT TO HIS MAMAS AND SIT THERE FOR A FEW HOURS, THAT WAS GREAT. I LOVE SPENDIN TIME WITH MY MAN!! I GOT HIM: A BIG HUGE BALLOON ( I KNOW HE'S A GUY BUT I LOVE BUYIN BALLOONS FOR SOME REASON LOL), A HARLEY SHIRT, A BIG HUGE CARD, AND HE'S GOT ANOTHER ONE ON THE WAY!!

I GUESS THATS ALL FOR NOW...IDK WHEN I'LL BE POSTIN AGAIN...NEVER KNOW WITH ME!!!

A-Z

A-Z Give it a try, but you have to do it right. Copy this whole thing, go to your profile/notes/new note, right click and paste, put the subject back in the title line.Then comes the hard part. Replace my answers with your own!


A-
Available: NOPE!!!!
Age: 18 -
Annoyance: ALOT OF THINGS....RIGHT NOW, SHAWNS PHONE CHARGER GOIN BAD...
Animal: SMALL DOGS, DUCKS, CHICKENS!!!!!!!

B-
Beer: NEVER TRIED IT
Birthday: MARCH 26, 1990
Best Friend: SHAWN!!!
Blind or Deaf: WELL, I'M BLIND IN ONE AND CAN'T SEE OUT OF THE OTHER. AND DEAF IN ONE EAR AND CAN'T HEAR OUT OF THE OTHER...SO YOU TELL ME? lol
Best weather: NOT COLD AND NOT TOO HOT
Been in Love: I **AM** IN LOVE
Believe in Magic: IT'S NOT MAGIC..ITS GOD'S WILL
Believe in Santa: NO!! THAT THING WILL **KILL* YOU!

C-
Candy: PEANUT BUTTER!
Color: CAMO, BLUE, YELLOW, GREEN, ORANGE,
Chocolate/Vanilla: VANILLA
Chinese/Mexican Food: CHINEESE!!!!
Cake or pie: I LIKE EM BOTH!!
Continent to visit: IDK I LIKE IT HERE...
Cheese: AMERICAN!!

D-
Day or Night: BOTH...ANYTIME I'M WITH SHAWN
Dancing in the rain: WE DONT DANCE

E-
Eyes: BROWN/HAZEL
Everyone's got: THE MERCY OF GOD!!
Egos- ALOT....I GOT THE HELICOPTER TO COME FOR MY GRADUATION...I MADE THE DECISION TO START DATIN SHAWN!!

F-
First thoughts waking up: "MAN I WANT TO SLEEP MORE!!"
Food: CHINEESE AND ITIALIAN...

G-
Greatest Fear: DYIN ALONE JUST DYING ITSELF....THE DARK!
Goals: GET MARRIED...RAISE SOME KIDS...SPEND MY LIFE WITH SHAWN!
Gum: THIS NEW TRIDENT SPLASH-ORANGE SWIRL...
Get along with your parents: MOST OF THE TIME

H-
Hair Color: DARK BROWN
Height: 5' 5" OR SO
Happy: I SURE AM!!
Holiday: EVERYDAY IS A HOLIDAY!
How do you want to die? : PEACEFULLY...I HOPE I DONT GO BEFORE SHAWN, I COULDN'T TAKE IT....

I-
Ice Cream: PEANUT BUTTER
Instrument: I H-A-T-E HATE THEM!

J-
Jewelry: RINGS AND NECKLACES
Job: TELECOMMUNICATOR (911)

K-
Kids: I LOVE THEM BUT NOT RIGHT NOW...
Kickboxing or karate: I DONT LIKE NEITHER ONE....
Keep a journal: JUST THIS ONE....

L-
Love: THE BEST THING EVER!
Laughed so hard you cried: YEAP!

M-
Milk: WHOLE!
Movies: LADDER 49, FIREPROOF....
Motion sickness: I REALLY DONT GET MOTION SICKNESS
McD’s or BK: BURGER KING!!!!

N-
Number: 09-09-2008

O-
One wish: I KNOW...BUT I DONT WANT TO SAY B/C I DONT KNOW IF SHAWN WOULD LIKE THAT....

P-
Pepsi/Coke: I'M MORE OF A WATER PERSON MYSELF
Perfect Pizza: MUSHROOMS ONIONS AND LOTS OF SAUCE
Piercings: I HAVE MY EARS PIERCED BUT YOU CAN'T TELL IT UNLESS YOU LOOK CLOSE..


Q-
Quail: HUH?

R-
Reality T.V.: IDK
Radio Station: 100.5 & 99.9
Roll your tongue in a circle: I SURE CAN!
Ring size: 8

S-
Song: LOVE STORY!
Shoe size: 8.5-9
Salad Dressing: RANCH PLEASE! :)
Sushi: YUCK...NEVER TRIED IT AND NEVER WILL
Shower: GOTTA LOVE EM!!
trawberries/Blueberries: YUCK NASTY THEM WILL KILL YOU

T-
Tattoos: I WANTED ONE BUT SHAWN WONT LET ME GET ONE...
Thunderstorms: I LOVE THEM!!!

U-
Unpredictable: I DONT LIKE IT

V-
Vacation spot(s): THE LAKE, BEACH, ANYWHERE WITH SHAWN WOULD BE NICE!

W-
Weakness: ALOT....
Which one of your friends acts the most like you: DADDY AND SHANE
Worst feeling: GUILT...BEING LONELY
Worst Weather: ICE AND SNOW...ON THE ROADS

X-
X-Rays: KNEES, CHEST, HAND/ARM

Y-
Year it is now: 2009
Yellow: WITH BLUE WILL BE MY WEDDIN COLORS...HOPEFULLY

Z-
Zoo animal: ELEPHANTS...MONKEYS

6 MONTHS!!!!!

LORD GOD PLEASE HELP ME I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT TODAY IS MINE AND SHAWNS 6MONTHS OF BEING TOGETHER!!! HOW COULD I?? I JUST AINT BEEN WITH IT TODAY AT ALL. MY MIND SEEMS TO BE WELL...DOWN THE ROAD ABOUT A MILE OR SO....(SHAWNS HOUSE)...HIS PHONE CHARGER QUIT WORKIN SO HE'S HAD TO KEEP IT OFF MOST OF THE DAY SO IT WILL BE GOOD WHEN WE GO SOMEWHERE...AND IN CASE HE NEEDS IT. SO IT'S BEEN KINDA LONELY AROUND HERE TODAY. :( POOR POOR ME...haha...BUT NO ONTO WHAT I WANT TO SAY IN THIS HERE MESSAGE....IT'S BEEN THE BEST 6 MONTHS OF MY LIFE...EVER! SHAWN MEANS SO MUCH TO ME, AND DOES SO MUCH MORE FOR ME THAN I COULD EVER DO FOR HIM. OUR LOVE FOR ONE ANOTHER IS LIKE NO OTHER...gosh i'm a poet and didn't know it! ...see there we go again lol...WITHOUT SHAWN I DONT KNOW WHERE I'D BE TODAY, I KNOW FOR A FACT I WOULDN'T BE SITTING HERE WRITING THIS.

I'M HERE TO SAY TO ALL THE GIRLS THAT DONT HAVE A GUY (THIS CAN ALSO GO TO THE GUYS THAT AINT GOT A GIRL)...AND ARE LOOKIN...I KNOW IT'S REALLY HARD TO WAIT ON GOD BUT REALLY, DO IT. IT'S FOR THE BEST...IF NOT YOUR GOIN TO GET YOURSELF INTO A MESS..A BIG ONE...LIKE I DID 2 TIMES. NOW I WISH 234023432098 TIMES I HAD JUST WAITED ON THE LORD TO SEND ME MY MR. RIGHT...WOULD HAVE SAVED ME ALOT OF TEARS AND HEARTACHE....I KNOW THAT I WANTED TO FIT IN WITH THE REST OF MY FRIENDS AND JUST HAVE A BOYFRIEND. I'M TELLIN YOU NOT JUST ANY BOY WILL WORK..GOD HAS TO BE IN IT BEFORE IT WILL WORK...I HOPE THAT HELPED SOMEONE OUT...

I LOVE YOU BUNCHES SHAWN!!!!

CURRENT HAPPENINGS....

WELL, WE HAVE HAD A BUSY 9-10DAYS SINCE I LAST UPDATED...I'VE BEEN SICK AND SO WAS SHAWN EARLIER...THE COUGH AGAIN. BUT HE SEEMS TO BE DOIN GREAT! AND I'M WORKIN ON GETTING THERE...ANYWAYS, NOT MUCH HAS REALLY WENT ON. SHAWN HAS HIS KAWASAKI KLR650 UP FOR SALE...IF YOU ARE INTERESTED JUST EMAIL ME OR SOMETHING AND I'LL LET YA TALK TO THE BOSS. HE ALWAYS WENT AND BOUGHT HIM A HARLEY SO HE'S HAVIN FUN WITH THAT...HE'S KINDA DOWN ABOUT NOT SALEING HIS KLR HE'S HAD 3 DIFFERENT PEOPLE TO TELL HIM THEY WERE GOIN TO BUY IT AND NEVER SHOWED UP...PRAY HE SALES IT!!

ME AND SHAWN HAVE HAD A ROUGH WEEK. WE'VE HAD SOMETHING TO HAPPEN THAT CHANGED US COMPLETELY. OUR LOVE FOR ONE ANOTHER HAS GROWN SO MUCH IN JUST A WEEKS TIME. AND OUR FAITH IN THE LORD HAS GOTTEN SO MUCH STRONGER. WE HAVE REALIZED SO MANY THINGS DURING THIS TIME. GUYS I'M TELLIN YOU, THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON. WE MAY NOT KNOW THE REASON RIGHT NOW BUT WE WILL...AND WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR THE BETTER. GOD KNOWS WHAT WE NEED, WHEN WE NEED IT, HOW WE NEED IT, AND WHY WE NEED IT THAT WAY. I READ THIS STATEMENT ON A SITE SOMEWHERE AND IT READS " HE'S NEVER EARLY, HE'S NEVER LATE, BUT HE'S RIGHT ON TIME EVERYTIME..." AND THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT THE MORE I KNOW IT'S TRUE...JUST PRAY THAT WE WILL ALWAYS TRY TO WHAT IS RIGHT...

I DO ASK YOU TO BE PRAYING FOR MY MAMA SHE HAS HAVING SURGERY ON THURSDAY OF THIS WEEK AND SHE WILL BE STAYING OVER NIGHT. WE'VE GOT TO BE THERE AT 630AM SO WE'RE GOIN TO HAVE TO LEAVE ABOUT 5 OR SO...THATS LIKE SUPER EARLY...THAT'S GETTING UP EARLIER THAN WHAT I DO WHEN I COME TO WORK..HAHA BUT IT'S OKAY...AND THEN ALSO BE PRAYING FOR SHAWNS MAMA'S HUSBAND...(WOULDN'T THAT BE HIS STEP-DAD?) ANYWAYS, HE'S GOT TO HAVING SURGERY ON THURSDAY AND AGAIN ON FRIDAY I THINK...I DONT KNOW WHAT TIME THEY HAVE TO BE THERE BUT HE'S HAVIN SURGERY ABOUT 10 MINS AWAY FROM WHERE MAMA IS HAVING HERS SO WE'LL BE IN THE SAME AREA AND MAYBE GET TO EAT LUNCH TOGETHER OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND HOPFULLY GET TO SPEND THE AFTERNOON TOGETHER...THATS ALL FOR THE SURGERY PART BUT I DO ASK THAT YOU BE PRAYING FOR MY DADDY HE'S GOT A WEEK OF DOCTORS APPOINTMENTS...TODAY HE'S GOING TO THE DR THAT DID HIS GASTRIC BYPASS, TOMORROW IS THE DENTIST, WEDNESDAY IS THE EYE DOCTOR, THURSDAY IS MOM'S SURGERY AND HE'S STAYIN THE NIGHT WITH HER..(THE FIRST TIME HE'S DONE THAT...THE HOSPITAL IS NEARLY AN HOUR AWAY FROM HOME..)...SO HE MAY GET TO COME HOME ON FRIDAY AND REST...PRAY THAT THE LORD WILL GIVE US ALL THE TRAVELIN GRACE WE NEED...AND ALSO I THINK SHAWNS DAD HAS TO GO TO THE DOCTOR AS WELL ON FRIDAY....

I GUESS THAT'S PRETTY MUCH IT FOR THE TIME BEING...WHO KNOWS I MAY GET AROUND TO POSTING ANOTHER ONE TODAY...LOL