THE NEXT FEW DAYS!!!

LETS SEE WHERE DO I START? WELL, TONIGHT IS MY LAST NIGHT ON AT WORK UNTIL CHRISTMAS EVE NIGHT....SAD....NOT!!!! ANYWAYS, I'LL LEAVE HER AT 6AM AND GET BACK HOME AROUND 630AM AND GO TO BED...WELL, ANYWAYS GET UP WHEN SHAWN CALLS AND SAYS "HEY YOU GET UP!" AND I GUESS I'M COMIN BACK UP TO NEWLAND AND ME AND SHAWN ARE GOIN TO THE BIG TOWN OF JC TO FINISH MY CHRISTMAS SHOPPIN...JUST HIS MOM AND HER HUBBY AND HIS DAD AND HIS GF AND MY BEST FRIEND AND HER HUBBY....AND THEN I'LL BE D-O-N-E...DONE! HAHA...WHO KNOWS, WE MAY END UP BACK AT BRISTOL TO SEE THE LIGHT WITH MINDY, JOSH AND LIL MINDY OR JOSH...(OH YEAH, SHE'S HAVIN US A LITTLE BABY!!!! WOO HOO I'M EXCITED!!) ANYWAYS, SUNDAY WE HAVE CHURCH IN THE MORNIN AND WE'RE HEADED TO PAPAW MIKKIES FOR CHRISTMAS! SHAWN'S GOIN WITH ME!...TOO BAD WE'VE GOT TO PUT UP WITH MY LITTLE BROTHERS GF...WHOM I CAN'T STAND!!!!! ANYWAYS, MONDAY, I'M NOT REAL FOR SURE I MAY END UP GOIN TO THE FD...FOR ONCE IN HOW LONG? I REALLY DONT KNOW. AND TUESDAY....I DONT KNOW EITHER...NO SCHOOL THIS WEEK!! WEDNESDAY IS GOIN WITH SHAWN TO HIS GRANNY'S IN RM! AND TO WORK AT 10PM...AGH...THURSDAY IS OF COURSE CHRISTMAS!! GO HOME SPEND TIME WITH MAMA N DADDY AND SHANE AND THEN SLEEP AND THEN WAIT AROUND FOR SHAWN TO GET TO MY HOUSE AND THEN WE'RE OPENIN PRESENT FROM EACH OTHER I GUESS IDK. AND THEN WE'VE GOT CHRISTMAS AT MAMAWS!! AND THEN I'VE GOT BE AT WORK AT 10PM....LAST NIGHT UNTIL???????????

WELL ANYWAYS I GUESS THAT'S ALL FOR NOW...I'LL TALK TO YOU GUYS LATER...HOPE YOU HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

ME, ME, ME!!!!

I GOT THIS FROM A FRIEND...I'M BORED...LOOKED PRETTY FUN!!

*i am annoyed: BY PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW HOW TO DRIVE THE MTNS!!!
*i want: TO BE SHAWN!
*i have to get ready: FOR CHRISTMAS...
*i miss: SHAWN WHEN I'M NOT WITH HIM...
*i fear SNAKES, SPIDERS, RATS, CLOWNS, AND DYIN' ALONE.
*i hear : KAREN PLAYIN SOME KIND OF MUSIC...
*i search: IDK....
*i wonder: IF I'LL EVER GET OVER THIS BRONCHITIS...AND WHAT IS SHAWN DOIN?
*i regret: ALOT OF THINGS I DID IN MY PAST....
*i love: W. SHAWN S.!!! AND MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS!
*i forgive: MOST OF THE TIME...WHEN I NEED TO
*i ache: RIGHT NOW ITS HARD FOR ME TO BREATHE! BUT NO I WANT TO BE WITH SHAWN ALL THE TIME....
*i alwaysl CRY AND COMPLAIN!
*i try: TO BE UNDERSTANDING
*i seem: TO BE GETTIN VERY VERY SLEEPY....
*i know: THAT I LOVE SHAWN AND HE LOVES ME!
*i feel: SICK....AND LONELY...I MISS YOU BABY
*i dance: WHATS THAT
*i dream: OF THE DAY....WHEN ME AND SHAWN ARE TOGETHER FOREVER AND EVER
*i give: 110%..OR TRY TOO.
*i listen: TO JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING....
*i sing; TO SHANE ALL THE TIME!! HE LOVES IT
*i laugh: AT SHAWN!! HE'S SO FUNNY
*i can't stand: PEOPLE WHO CAN'T DRIVE IN THIS PART OF THE COUNTRY!! MTNS AITN THAT BAD!
*i write: WHEN I NEED TO VENT AND NO ONE IS AROUND.
*i cry: OVER EVERYTING!
*i sleep: ALL THE TIME DONT I BABE!
*i am: AT WORK....35 MORE MINS...READY TO SEE IF I CAN SLEEP SOME TODAY!!!
*i see: 4 COMPUTER SCREENS!!! LOL
*i need: SOME SLEEP REALLY REALLY BAD....I NEED A BACK RUB BABY!!!!
*i should: GO CURL UP IN THE BED WITH SHAWN!!! HE'S MY TEDDY-BEAR!!!! I LOVE YOU BABY

WHAT A BAD WEEK....

WELL, I CAN'T REMEMBER IF I TOLD YOU GUYS ABOUT MY ABCESS I HAD EARLY LAST WEEK....ANYWAYS MY UPPER LEFT WISDOM TOOTH GOT ABCESSED AND I WENT TO THE DENTIST AND HE PUT ME ON ANITBIOTICS....THAT GOT BETTER BUT WELL, LATE SATURDAY NIGHT I STARTED GETTIN SICK WITH A COLD...OH NO! SHAWN'S HAD A COLD FOR QUIET SOMETIME NOW...BUT HIS GOT WORSE ON SATURDAY/SUNDAY TOO. BUT MONDAY WE BOTH WERE READY TO GO TO THE DR...HE WENT TO THE OFFICE WHILE I WAS IN THE ER. I GOT TOLD I HAVE BRONCHITIS...AND SHAWN WALKS AWAY WITH A SINUS INFECTION. WE'RE BOTH GIVEN ZPACKS AND COUGH SYURP. WE DIDN'T SEE EACH OTHER UNTIL WEDNESDAY! WE BOTH LAID IN THE BED PRETTY MUCH ALL DAY TUESDAY...AS OF LATE, SHAWN IS FEELIN BETTER AND ME ON THE OTHER HAND NOT SO HOT. IT SEEMS MY AIRWAYS ARE GETTIN' MORE RESTRICTED AS I TYPE. I WAS GIVEN AN INHALER YESTERDAY WHICH MADE IT WORSE AND SO THE DR SAID NOT TO USE IT. SO IT'S KINDA A WAIT AND SEE TYPE THING. IF I'M NOT BETTER BY MONDAY I'M TO REPORT BACK TO THE DR'S OFFICE AND THEN I DONT KNOW WHAT'S NEXT, I'M JUST SICK OF BEING SICK..LOL
I HAVEN'T BEEN TO WORK BUT ONE DAY IN THE PAST 2 WEEKS. I WORKED A WEEK AGO TONIGHT...I THINK. AND THEN I WAS ABLE TO COME BACK TO WORK TONIGHT AND I GET TOMORROW NIGHT. SAID NEWS IS...I GOT TO WORK CHRISTMAS EVE NIGHT AND CHRISTMAS NIGHT...10-6. OH WELL, I'M GETTIN PAID TO SIT HERE AND DO NOTHING...LOL. ATLEAST I'M WORKIN NIGHTS AND ME AND SHAWN STILL GET TO BE TOGETHER BOTH DAYS....

SPEAKIN OF CHRISTMAS..THIS IS A SPECIAL ONE...BUT IT'S ALSO ALWAYS SO SAD AROUND THIS TIME OF YEAR...ON DEC. 24TH, 2000 I LOST MY GREAT-GRANDMA. I REMEMBER IT PLAIN AS DAY. I WAS IN THE BATHROOM TAKIN CARE OF SOMETHINGS AND MY LITTLE BROTHER CAME THROUGH THE HOUSE AND CAME TO THE BATHROOM DOOR AND SAYS "SISSY?" AND I GO "YEAH WHAT'S WRONG?" ( I COULD TELL SOMETHING WAS WRONG, HIS VOICE WAS SHAKY) HE WAS LIKE "GRANDMA DIED." I RUSHED OUT OF THE BATHROOM AND WENT TO MAMA AND DAD'S ROOM...WE ALL GOT TO GRANDMAS AS FAST AS WE COULD....WHEN I GOT THERE...I REMEMBER SEEIN' HER LAYIN THERE ON HER BED...SHE LOOKED SO HAPPY AND PEACEFUL. LATER I LEARNED THAT MY LITTLE BROTHER HAD BEEN SITTIN THERE BESIDE HER TALKIN WITH HER RIGHT BEFORE SHE DIED. IT'S STILL PRETTY HARD ON HIM AT TIMES. OUR COUSINS NOW HAVE HER HOUSE AND HAVE REMODLED IT, BUT IT'S STILL GRANDMAS AND MY BROTHER CAN'T GO IN THERE. PRAY FOR US DURIN THIS TIME....
OKAY BACK THE SPEICAL PART....YOU SEE I AINT NEVER DATED ANYONE DURING CHRISTMAS...SO I GOT TO BUY SHAWN ALL KINDS OF GOOD STUFF...I WOULD TELL YOU GUYS BUT WELL, I'M SURE HE READS THIS..LOL. ANYWAYS, ITS SO NICE TO HAVE SOMEONE ELSE TO BUY FOR BESIDES YOUR FAMILY...I'VE SPENT MORE THIS YEAR THAN I EVER HAVE...IM JUST THANKFUL THE LORD HAS BLEST ME WITH THE JOB I HAVE. IT'S THE BEST BY FAR (CAN ANYONE ELSE GO TO WORK IN THEIR PJS?). I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE EVERYONES FACE WHEN THEY OPEN THEIR PRESENTS!! MOM'S GOT A REALLY NICE ONE FROM ME, DADDY, AND MY BROTHER...DAD'S GOT 2-3 NICE ONES AND SHANE...HE GOT WHAT HE WANTED!! I THINK THAT KID WILL BE SURPRIZE! AND MY LITTLE SHAWNBOY...I THINK HE'LL BE SURPRIZED TOO....I HOPE SO!!

WELL, IVE GOT ABOUT A HOUR AND 5 MINS LEFT HERE AT WORK...I DONT KNOW REALLY WHAT ELSE TO SAY...I'D LOVE SOME COMMENTS...I KNOW THIS STUFF IS PRETTY BORIN, BUT I'VE GOT TO HAVE SOMETHING TO KEEP ME AWAKE AT 458AM...LOL ALL YOU GUYS ARE IN BED...I HOPE TO HEAR FROM SOME OF YA'LL....

HAVE YOU EVER???

Okay so I seen this on someone elses blog and thought I would do it too, I usually don't do these sorta things but it looked fun. Your supposed to copy the list and the highlight the ones you have done. I think I managed 23 out of 99, I better get busy!
Feel free to jump on board, can't wait to read your's!
1. Started your own blog
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland/world
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a praying mantis
10. Sang/played a solo
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
18. Grown your own vegetables..ACTUALLY MY LIL BROTHER DID...HEY THEY WERE IN MY YARD!
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train
21. Had a pillow fight
22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a Marathon
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset
31. Hit a home run
32. Been on a cruise
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Seen an Amish community
36. Taught yourself a new language...SURE HAVE...DISPATCHER LANGUAGE LOL
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
41. Sung karaoke
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance
47. Had your portrait painted
48. Gone deep sea fishing
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business
58. Taken a martial arts class
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies
62. Gone whale watching
63. Gotten flowers for no reason
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
67. Bounced a check
68. Flown in a helicopter...CANT WAIT TO DO IT AGAIN. ALMOST THE BEST THING EVER!
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten Caviar
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
77. Broken a bone
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Read the entire Bible
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
88. Had chickenpox
89. Saved someone’s life
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one
94. Made a baby
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
97. Been involved in a law suit
98. Owned a cell phone
99. Been stung by a bee

WELL....

TO ALL MY LOVELY READERS, I MUST SAY THAT I'M SORRY I AIN'T POSTED IN A FEW DAYS...HOW SAD...LOL. MY WEEK STARTED OUT BAD...BUT NOW IS GREAT! MONDAY I NOTICED I WAS GETTIN AN ABCESSED TOOTH. PAINFUL LET ME TELL YOU. SO TUESDAY AFTERNOON I WENT TO THE DENTIST AND IT WAS CONFIRMED I DO HAVE AN ABCESSED WISDOM TOOTH. AGH.
ANYWAYS, NOT MUCH HAS WENT ON THIS WEEK...WELL, I'VE BEEN ILL AND CRANKY FOR BOUT THE PAST COUPLE OF WEEKS AND HONESTLY I DONT KNOW WHY...BUT LAST NIGHT FIXED IT EVERY BIT. I DIDN'T REALIZE HOW BAD I WAS HURTIN' SHAWN UNTIL LAST NIGHT. BUT HE MADE IT ALL BETTER..AINT THAT RIGHT BABYDOLL!!
I HAD TO COME TO THE OFFICE TO TAKE MY EMERGENCY MEDICAL DISPATCHER TEST AGAIN..LOL FAILED IT THE 1ST TIME BY 5 QUESTIONS BUT I PASSED IT TODAY!!! SO I'M NOW CERTIFIED...YAY! AND THEN I DID GET TO SHAWN FOR A FEW MINUTES BEFORE HE AND CHRIS WENT CHRISTMAS SHOPPIN....CAN'T WAIT...13 MORE DAYS!! I'M SO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT HE GOT ME!! WE DIDN'T GET TO SEE EACH OTHER TOO LONG TODAY MAYBE 15-20 MINUTES BUT THATS BETTER THAN NOTHING...TOMORROW'S NOT LOOKIN TOO PROMISIN TO GET TO SEE HIM. BUT THATS FINE B/C I GET HIM ALL DAY SATURDAY AND MAYBE SUNDAY... :) TOMORROW IM GOING HOME TO SLEEP AND THEN IVE GOT TO GET UP AND MAYBE GO SHOPPIN, IDK YET. BUT THEN I THINK ME, MAMA, DADDY, AND SHANE ARE GOIN OUT TO EAT WITH MAMA'S FRIEND FOR CHRISTMAS..AND LITTLE SHAWN IS WORKIN TOMORROW AND THEN GOIN TO HIS MAMA'S CHRISTMAS PARTY AT HER WORK...KEEP IN MIND ALL THIS IS WEATHER PERMITTIN'.... :)
SATURDAY: SLEEP IN!! I HOPE TO HAVE SHAWN AT THE HOUSE BY ATLEAST 10-11ISH SO WE CAN HIT THE ROAD. I WANT TO TAKE HIM AND LET HIM MEET MY GREAT AUNT AND UNCLE AND THEN MAYBE MY NEIGHBOURS AND GO SPEND THE EVENIN AT MAMAW AND PAPAWS SINCE I AINT BEEN OUT THERE SINCE THANKSGIVIN.
SUNDAY: I KNOW I'VE GOT CHURCH BUT I HOPE THAT I'LL GET TO SHAWN BETWEEN TIMES...IF WE DO, I KNOW WHAT I WANT TO BE DOIN' BUT I DONT KNOW IF THAT WILL HAPPEN..LOL IT'S NOT THAT HE DONT WANT IT TOO, IT'S THE PLACE THATS THE THING HAHAHAHA.
I AINT GOT TO BE BACK AT WORK UNTIL MONDAY NIGHT AT 11...I DO HOPE I GET TO GO TO SHAWNS BEFORE I COME IN FOR A LITTLE BIT...TUESDAY: SLEEP, SCHOOL, HOPEFULLY SHAWNS, AND THEN WORK AT 11. NEEDLESS TO SAY I'M PRETTY BUSY!!
I WILL GET BACK TO POSTIN' PROBABLY ON MONDAY NIGHT...UNTIL THEN...TAKE CARE AND THANKS FOR STOPPIN BY!!

I LOVE YOU BABY!!

DECEMBER 9TH, 2008

IT'S ONLY 1:48AM BUT I'M AT WORK AND THIS DAY MEANS SO MUCH TO ME. IT'S MINE AND SHAWNS 3 MONTH ANNIVERSARY. I KNOW THIS MAY NOT SEEM MUCH TO YOU GUYS BUT IT DOES TO ME B/C I KNOW WHERE WE WERE AT LITTLE OVER 3 MONTHS AGO. TIME HAS FLOWN BY. I JUST WISH SOMEHOW I COULD FREEZE TIME AND STAY IN HIS ARMS THE WHOLE TIME. BUT I KNOW THATS NOT POSSIBLE SO I'M JUST GOING TO ENJOY EVERY SECOND THAT I HAVE WITH HIM.
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SHAWN,
I LOVE YOU!! SWEETY I JUST WANTED TO MAKE THIS LITTLE PART A LITTLE TO YOU. I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. YOUR THE MOST AMAZING, LOVING, CARING, PERSON I KNOW OF. I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D DATE ME AFTER THE WAY I DID YOU AT WALMART AND AT THE CARNIVAL. I NEVER REALLY THOUGHT YOU'D EVEN ANSWER THE PHONE WHEN I CALLED YOU BACK. BUT YOU NEVER STOPPED TALKING TO ME. I DONT UNDERSTAND IT BUT I'M GLAD THAT WE ARE WHERE WE ARE RIGHT NOW. YOUR MY EVERYTHING AND AS LONG AS I'M AROUND THERE AINT NOBODY GOING TO LAY A HAND ON YOU TO HURT YOU OR EVEN RAISE THEIR VOICE TO HURT YOU IN ANYWAY. BABY I PROMISE TO SUPPORT YOU 110% IN EVERYTHING YOU DO, EVEN IF ITS NOT SOMETHING I WANT TO HAPPEN. YOURE' THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME AND I DONT WANT TO EVER DO OR SAY ANYTHING TO HURT YOU, LET ALONE SOMEONE ELSE DOING THAT. I WISH I HAD THE WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND HOW I EXACTLY FEEL ABOUT YOU, BUT THE WORDS AINT THERE...YOUR JUST WOW. SHAWN I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU DECIDED TO ADD ME TO MYSPACE THAT DAY AND I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU EMAILED ME AND THEN I NEVER THOUGHT I'D GET A PHONE CALL FROM YOU. I THINK MAYBE THERE WAS LIKE 5 DAYS SINCE THEN THAT WE DIDN'T TALK. I KNOW OF ATLEAST 2 BECAUSE OF MY SURGERY AND YOU DIDN'T WANT TO BOTHER ME AND WELL, I WAS TOO OUT OF IT TO CALL...LOL. I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY TODAY AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU....
LOVE YOUR, BABYGIRL
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WELL, GUYS I'M NOT GOING TO SAY THAT I'M SORRY FOR THAT LITTLE LETTER TO SHAWN B/C I FEEL LIKE YOU GUYS NEED TO KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM. AND JUST FOR ANY OTHER GIRLS OUT THERE...SORRY HE'S TAKEN...ALL MINE.....!!! I GUESS THATS ABOUT IT FOR NOW....
AGAIN THANKS FOR TAKIN' THE TIME TO READ.....

WOW IT'S DECEMBER ALREADY?!?

IT'S BEEN A WEEKEND I TELL YA...
I FINALLY GOT TO LEAVE WORK HERE AT 6AM AND HAD TO GO TO SPRUCE PINE AND GET BREAKFAST FOR THE GUYS AT THE MITCHELL OFFICE AND WORKED FOR A HOUR OR SO THERE AND WENT HOME AROUND 9 AND WENT TO BED AND WOKE BACK UP AT 1130 (PLEASE KEEP IN MIND THAT I'VE NOT BEEN TO BE SINCE LIKE 9 ON FRIDAY SATURDAY MORNIN...) AND GOT READY TO WITH SHAWN TO HIS GRANDMAS HOUSE FOR THANKSGIVIN' DINNER...WE DID THAT AND THEN HE WAS GOIN TO DRIVE A TRUCK THEY WERE THINKIN ABOUT BUYIN' BUT THEY GUY WOULDN'T ANSWER THE PHONE. SO WE LEFT AND HEADED BACK TO HIS HOUSE....IN THE MEANTIME I REMEMBER LAYIN MY HEAD OVER ON SHAWN AND THAT'S THE LAST THING I REMEMBER UNTIL WE GOT TO HIS HOUSE AND HE GOES "HONEY! HONEY! HONEY! WAKE UP WERE HOME..." I FINALLY MANAGED TO GET UP AND THEN WE GOT IN THE HOUSE MADEIT TO THE LIVIN' ROOM AND TALKED TO HIS FOR A MINTUE AND THEN THAT'S ALL I CAN TELL YOU...HE WOKE ME UP ABOUT 5 OR SO...(SO I GOT ABOUT ANOTHER HR AND 1/2 OF SLEEP IN...!!!!) ANYWAY SO AT LIKE 550 I LEFT HIS HOUSE FOR WORK....I GOT HERE AND THATS WHERE I'VE BEEN EVER SINCE...IT'S NOT BEEN BUSY AT ALL TONIGHT. KINDA WISH IS WAS B/C THAT MAKES TIME GO BY SO MUCH FASTER....LOL IT'S SUPPOSED TO GET PRETTY SLICK LATER THIS MORNIN AND DURIN THE DAY TOMORROW. PLEASE PRAY THAT I'LL MAKE IT HOME SAFE AND SOUND...LOL YOU MIGHT WANT TO PRAY THAT I CAN JUST STAY UP ANOTHER 5 HRS AND 53MINS....LOL

TOMORROWS PLANS ARE: GO HOME AND SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP AND MORE SLEEP LOL YEAH I'M VERY VERY VERY VERY TIRED...AND THEN I'LL GET UP AND COME UP TO SHAWNS HOUSE AND SPEND THE EVENIN WITH HIM AND THEN I'LL COME INTO WORK AT 11PM AND WORK TO 6AM....

I HOPE THAT ALL YOU GUYS HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT A NIGHT/MORNIN....

ALRIGHT GUYS MARK MY WORDS...THIS NIGHT WILL GO DOWN IN HISTORY! YET ANOTHER FIRE IN SPRUCE PINE! ONLY THIS TIME IT'S MORE SERIOUS. YOU SEE THIS AREA ESP. MITCHELL COUNTY IS FAMOUS FOR MINING. WELL, UNIMIN A MAJOR MINING COMPANY WENT UP IN FLAMES LATE SATURDAY NIGHT ON NOV. 29, 2008. I KNOW OF TWO BUILDINGS THAT HAVE EXPLOXED AND PROBABLY JUST ABOUT ALL OF THEM HAVE CAUGHT FIRE. I'M CURRENTLY WORKIN AVERY EOC AND IT'S BEEN BUSY HERE HELPIN WITH THE FIRE. THEY'VE CALLED IN ALL OF MITCHELL, AVERY, YANCEY,MADISON, MCDOWELL, AND BURKE COUNTIES. I DONT THINK I'VE EVER HEARD OF A FIRE THIS BIG IN MY LIFE. YOU SEE THIS IS GOING TO HAVE A MAJOR IMPACT ON OUR COUNTY B/C THAT'S ALL WE HAVE IN MITCHELL IS THE MINES AND WALMART. WELL, INGLES AND FEW MORE BUT NOT MANY MOST OF OUR PEOPLE WERE EMPLOYED BY UNIMIN CORP. I'VE GOT FAMILY AND LOTS OF FRIENDS OUT THERE FIGHTIN THIS FIRE RIGHT NOW. SO PLEASE PRAY FOR THE SAFTY. PRAY FOR ME, I GET OFF WORK HERE AT 6 AND WILL PROBABLY HEAD TO MITCHELL COUNTY TO HELP WORK THERE UNTIL ABOUT 12-1230 LATER THIS MORNIN.

PLEASE PRAY FOR FIREFIGHTERS, EMS, LEO, COMMUNICATIONS AND ALL PERSONELL BEING INVOLVED.

THE REST OF MY WEEK

DONT YOU FEEL SPECIAL TO BE READIN MY EXTRA SUPER LONG POST?? I TRUST THAT ALL OF MY READERS (AS FAR AS I KNOW HONEY YOUR THE ONLY ONE LOL) HAD A WONDERFUL SUPER AWESOME THANKSGIVING DAY ~THURSDAY WELL, I MADE IT HOME BOUT 630 OR SO AND THEN TALKED TO DAD FOR A LITTLE WHILE AND THE HIT THE BED RUNNIN LOL. I FELL ASLEEP AS SOON AS MY HEAD HIT THE PILLER. I GOT UP BOUT 12 OR SO SHAWN WAS SUPPOSED TO CALL BEFORE HE WENT TO GRANNY'S HOUSE FOR LUNCH BUT I NEVER GOT THAT CALL. SO HERE I WOKE UP LOOKED AT THE CLOCK AND "OH MY LORD SHAWNS TO BE @ GRANNY'S @ 12 I BET HE'S OVERSLEPT..I BETTER" I CALL HE DONT ANSWER. IM THINKIN "WELL HES OVERSLEPT AND AINT GOIN TO MAKE IT TO GRANNYS" SHORTLY AFTER THINKIN THAT HE SENT ME A TXT SAYIN HE WAS THERE N WAS OKAY...I WAS WORRIED..LOL ANYWAY I GOT UP AND HE WAS AT THE HOUSE BY AROUND 3 OR SO. MY HAND/ARM WAS STILL HURTIN PRETTY BAD...I KNOW THAT'S FRACTURED, SO SHAWN MADE ME PUT A SPLINT ON IT, WHICH IS HELPIN THEN WE WENT TO MAMAWS BOUT 430 AND HE GOT TO MEET MY MOM'S "DARLIN' LOVABLE" FAMILY. ANYWAYS WE ACTUALLY GOT THE HOUSE TO OURSELVES FOR BOUT A HR OR SO AFRER WE GOT BACK AINT ALWAYS NICE 2 GET SOME ALONE TIME?? ~FRIDAY WHOA GLAD THATS OVER!!! LET ME JUST TELL YOU THIS MUCH...YOU'D EITHER HAVE TO LOVE SO MUCH YOUD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM OR YOUR JUST DOWNRIGHT CRAZY TO FIGHT THE CROWDS ON BLACK FRIDAY I WAS UP @ 330 TO GET READY TO GO TO WALMART TO GET MY DADDYS BIG PRESENT. GOT THERE AT 15 TIL 4 AND THERE WASN'T THAT MANY PEOPLE THERE. BY 430 EVERYONE HAD ARRIVED. NOTHING BUT A MAD HOUSE I TELL YOU. ANYWAYS, I GOT WHAT I WENT THERE FOR AND LEFT AND CAME BACK HOME WENT BACK TO BED AND SLEPT TIL LIKE 9 OR SO. GOT UP WALKED TO TALK TO DADDY "WHAT YOU GET ME AT WALMART?" " I DIDN'T BUY ANYTHING FOR YOU" "WELL, LET ME SEE WHAT YOU GOT" " NO I CAN'T" "IF IT AINT FOR ME YEAH YOU CAN " "NO IF EVERYONE ELSE HAS TO WAIT SO DO YOU!!!" JUST BOUT THE SAME CONVERSTATION HAS WENT ON SINCE THEN ANYWAYS, FRIDAY NIGHT WAS A BLAST...ME AND SHAWN AND CLAY WENT TO BRISTOL TO SEE THE LIGHTS I LOVE GOIN!! THE BEST PART OF IT ALL WAS GETTIN TO GO ON THE TRACK. THIS TIME WE ACTUALLY WENT AND WALKED AROUND DOWN IN THE MIDDLE THEY'VE GOT ALL KINDS OF LITTLE SHOPS I GOT TO WALK OUT ON PIT ROAD!!! TO BE EXACT PIT NUMBER 11 IS WHERE I WAS. RIGHT THERE AT THE START/FINISH LINE!!!! ANYWAYS I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HOME AT 1030 BUT I DIDN'T MAKE IT HOME TIL LIKE SOMETHING TIL 12 YEAH MAMA AND DAD WERE A TAD UPSET. ANYWAYS I THEN WENT STRAIGHT TO BED ~SATURDAY...TODAY WAS THE DAY SHAWN AND I PARTED WAYS...HAHA NO I'D NEVER EVEN THINK ABOUT LEAVIN' MY BABYDOLL. BUT I WILL TELL YOU LATER WHERE I WENT AND THEN HE WENT TO WHITE PINES TO DELIEVER SOME TREES WHICH TOOK ALL DAY ANYWAYS I WOKE UP ABOUT 9 IN HOPES OF GOIN BACK TO SLEEP SO I COULD STAY UP ALL NIGH AND WORK BUT WELL, I WENT TO SEE NAN AND SHE GOES " HEY SIS, LETS GO TO THE HARLEY STORE AND GET MIKEYS CHRISTMAS..." SO OFF CHRISTMAS SHOPPIN' WE GO!! WOO HOO NOT! ANYWAY WE DIDN'T GET BACK TIL LIKE 3 AND I HAD TO BE AT WORK AT 6. SO I THOUGHT MAYBE I'D GET A QUICK NAP IN BUT WELL, SHAWN CALLED AND SAID HE WAS BACK FROM WHITE PINE. SO HERE I JUMMPED OUT OF BED AND HEADED FOR SHAWNS, I'VE MISSED HIM BAD TODAY SO I GOT THERE AND WE TALKED FOR ABOUT 25 MINS AND I HAD TO LEAVE FOR WORK I WAS HERE ABOUT 4 HRS AND HE CAME UP TO SEE ME...WE SPENT ABOUT ANOTHER 20 MINS TOGETHER. **IT'S SO HARD ON DAYS LIKE TODAY WHERE WE ONLY GET TO SPEND LIKE 40-45 MINS WITH EACH OTHER BUT I'M SURE THIS WONT BE THE ONLY TIME. BUT IT'S JUST HARD BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND EVERY SECOND THAT GOES BY IS TIME THAT WE MISSED AND CAN'T GET BACK. BUT THAT'S HOW LIFE GOES** ANYWAYS, I'M SITTIN HERE AT WORK AGAIN SURPRIZE SURPRIZE SURPRIZE!! ANYWAY I HATE THIS WAS SO LONG BUT IT WELL, I'VE GOT A VERY DETAILED LIFE AND IDK HOW LONG IT TOOK YOU TO READ THIS IT TOOK ME 4 HRS TO TYPE THIS ITS VERY HARD TO TYPE WITH ONE HAND AND LIKE 2 FINGERS THAT YOU CAN MOVE ON THE OTHER LOL WELL, I GUESS THATS ALL FOLKS

WHAT I'M THANKFUL FOR....

WELL, SINCE IT'S THANKSGIVIN' I FIGURED I'D WRITE A POST ON WHAT I'M MOST THANKFUL FOR....
FIRST AND FORMOST I'M THANKFUL FOR THE CHUCH WHERE I GO B/C I KNOW WITHOUT ALL OF THEM PEOPLE DOWN THERE I DONT KNOW WHERE I'D BE OR WHERE MY FAMILY WOULD BE. THOSE PEOPLE ARE THE REASON OUR FAMILY IS SO STRONG. THEY ARE THE REASON I'M HERE TODAY. THEY ARE THE REASON THAT I DID GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL AND NOW A COLLEGE STUDENT. THEY ARE THE REASON THAT MY PARENTS WILL HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 20 YEARS IN MAY. THEY ARE THE REASON I'VE FOUND MY MISTER RIGHT. THEY ARE THE REASON I'VE BECOME THE GIRL I AM TODAY. I JUST THANK GOD FOR ALLOWIN' EACH AND EVERYONE ON OF THEM TO COME INTO MY LIFE. I LOVE YOU SBBC
NUMBER 2- I AM SO THANKFUL FOR MY DADDY, MAMA, AND BROTHER. THEY ARE SO AMAZIN' AND I DONT THINK I COULD LIVE ONE DAY WITHOUT THEM. THEY'VE PUT UP WITH ME FOR 18 YRS NOW. IT'S BEEN ROUGH BUT THEY STILL LOVE ME. I'VE DONE THINGS I SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE AND BEEN PLACES I SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN BUT THEY NEVER ONCE EVEN THREATENED TO KICK ME OUT. THEY HAVE LOVED ME WHEN I WAS UNLOVABLE. MY MAMA, DADDY, AND BROTHER ARE ANOTHER PART OF THE REASON I'M WHERE I AM TODAY. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!
NUMBER 3- I'M SO THANKFUL FOR SUMMER OF 2008 AND MYSPACE!! IT WAS THEN I STARTED TALKIN TO SHAWN. YEAH JUNE WAS A HARD MONTH B/C OF MY KNEE SURGERY AND SOME OTHER ISSUES THAT I HAD GOIN ON BUT NO MATTER WHAT THE PROBLEM WAS (AND HE'S STILL THIS WAY) HE NEVER SAID "HOLD ON, IM BUSY" OR "I'M BUSY ILL CALL YOU LATER". HE ALWAYS MADE TIME FOR ME. HE TREATS ME LIKE A QUEEN. THERE'S HARDLY EVER A DAY I DONT GET TO SEE HIM. AND THERE'S NEVER EVER A DAY THAT I DONT GET TO TALK TO HIM. SHAWN BECAME MY VERY BEST FRIEND AND NOW HE'S MY WORLD AND MY EVERYTHING. I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHY HE LOVES ME LIKE HE DOES BUT I WOULDN'T HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY. I KNOW SOMETIMES I COMPLAIN A LOT OR GET ILL AND SHOR WITH HIM BUT HE ALWAYS LOVES ME THE SAME NO MATTER WHAT. **SHAWN-BABY I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND EVERYTHING IN ME. I REALLY HOPE YOU KNOW THAT. YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING, MY WORLD, THE GUY I WANT TO SPEND FOREVER WITH, THE GUY I WANT TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNIN, THE GUY I WANT TO LAY DOWN BESIDE AT NIGHT AND FALL ASLEEP IN HIS ARMS. BABY YOUR AMAZIN AND PLEASE DONT EVER CHANGE. I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. I LOVE YOU W. SHAWN S. **
NUMBER 4- TWO OF MY BEST FRIENDS...MINDY AND JOSH. THESE TWO PEOPLE KNOW ALOT ABOUT ME. PROBABLY MORE THAN MY FAMILY DOES. ME AND MINDY TELL EACH OTHER EVERYTHING. SHE'S BEEN MY BEST FRIEND SINCE ABOUT 8TH GRADE. HER AND JOSH GOT MARRIED ON SEPT. 6, 08. HE TOO (LIKE MY BABY) TREATS HER LIKE A QUEEN. AND I THANK HIM FOR THAT B/C IF HE DIDN'T I'D HAVE TO LAY IT ON HIM....LOL. THANKS GUYS FOR ALWAYS BEIN THERE FOR ME!!!

I'M SORRY IT'S TOOK SUCH A LONG POST BUT DONT THEY ALL. I'M JUST SO THANKFUL FOR SO MUCH. I COULD ON AND ON AND ON BUT I WONT B/C MY FINGERS ARE GETTIN TIRED NOW...LOL AND I KNOW YOUR EYEBALLS ARE ABOUT TO FALL OUT.

HAPPY THANKSGIVIN'!!!!

WELL THIS WEEK HAS BEEN ONE MORE WEEK...
~SUNDAY= I WENT HOME AND WENT STRAIGHT TO BED....SLEPT TIL ABOUT 10-1030 OR SO. I CALLED SHAWN. THEN WE WENT TO HIS MAMAS AND SPENT A FEW WITH HER AND THEN WENT DOWNTOWN TO WATCH THE CHRISTMAS PARADE THERE...I MUST SAY IT'S WAY BETTER THAN OURS IN MY LITTLE SMALL TOWN. ANYWAYS AFTER WE GOT BACK FROM THE PARADE AND WENT BACK TO MY HOUSE AND SPENT A FEW MINUTES THERE **THANK YOU BABYDOLL!!** AND THEN OFF TO CHUCH I WENT...
~MONDAY...OH WHAT A DAY...WELL, I MAKE IT UP OUT OF BED ABOUT 8-ISH...WENT TO THE WASHER GOT MY CLOTHES CAME BACK AND WELL, KINDA HIT THE WALL ON MY WAY BACK TO MY BEDROOM. YEAH THAT HURT LIKE EVERYTHING. I ENDED UP GOING TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM ABOUT 130ISH THEY DONE AN XRAY AND IT SHOWED NOTHING. SO THE DR SAID IT WAS JUST BRUISED REAL BAD. LOTS OF PAIN. SHAWN DIDN'T GET TO COME B/C OF POSSIBLE FREEZIN RAIN AND I DIDN'T WANT HIM OUT AND IT GET BACK.
~TUESDAY=STILL IN LOTS OF PAIN...WAIT ALL DAY ON SHAWN TO GET TO MY HOUSE. I CALLED AND MADE ME ANOTHER DR'S APPT B/C IT WAS STILL HURTIN AN AWFUL LOT AND IT WAS LIKE THE BONE WAS CRACKIN'. HE DIDN'T DO ANOTHER XRAY. BUT LATER THAT NIGHT HE CALLED TO TELL ME IT WAS A LITTLE FRACTURE REALLY SMALL.
~WEDNESDAY= SOMEHOW WOKE UP WITH MY ARM BTWN MY BED AND WALL AND THEN I WOKE UP AGAIN AND HAD BEEN SLEEPIN ON THAT SAME ARM. SO NOW MY ARM AND HAND HURT LIKE EVERYTHING. OH WELL, WHAT CAN YOU DO?? LOL TONIGHT I'M WORKIN AGAIN....
~THURSDAY= SLEEPIN UNTIL SHAWN-BABY CALLS AND GETS ME UP AFTER HE GETS DONE AT GRANNYS. AND THEN HE'S COMIN' TO MY HOUSE AND WE'RE GOIN' TO MY MAMAWS FOR SUPPER!! IN AWAY I KINDA DREAD IT...AGH. THAT'S A WHOLE NOTHER STORY.

WELL, KIDS THERE'S MY WHOLE WEEK THUS FAR....IF I DON'T TALK TO YOU GUYS UNTIL LATER...BE SURE AND STUFF THE TURKEY!!! HAHA NO REALLY HAPPY THANKSGIVIN'

THE PAST TWO WEEKS...

I'M REALLY NOT FOR SURE IF ANYONE ACTUALLY READS THIS OR NOT BUT ANYWAYS I'M GOING TO WRITE ABOUT MY LAST TWO WEEKS.
WEEK #1 OF THE LAST 2 WEEKS....FOR WORK I HAD TO TAKE A EMD (EMERGENCY MEDICAL DISPATCH) CLASS IN A NEIGHBORING TOWN. THAT WAS AN OKAY CLASS, I JUST HOPE I PASSED MY TEST. I HAD TO DRIVE MY CAR AND HAD TO PICK UP 2 OTHER PEOPLE SO THEY COULD RIDE WITH ME. AND ALL I HEARD WAS COMPLAINT AFTER COMPLAINT AFTER COMPLAINT. ONE GOT UPSET B/C SHE HAD TO GET UP SO EARLY AND THE OTHER JUST COMPLAINED ABOUT WHAT A SMALL TOWN WE HAVE COMPARED TO HIS HOME BACK IN NEW JERSEY. **NO OFFENSE TO SOME YANKEES..BUT PRETTY MUCH ALL MY ENCOUNTERS WITH YANKEES AINT BEEN TOO GREAT, MOST OF THEM ARE HATEFUL AND ALL THEY KNOW HOW TO DO IS COMPLAIN**
WEEK 2 OF THE LAST 2 WEEKS...I HAD TO TAKE ANOTHER CLASS IN ANOTHER NEIGHBORING TOWN...NOW I'M TELLIN YOU WHAT THAT CLASS WAS MORE BORIN THAN ANY OTHER CLASS I'VE EVER BEEN IN BEFORE...EVEN MY GEOMERTY CLASS IN HS. LOL MY BOOK LOOKS LIKE A BLOOMIN CARTOON BOOK B/C I DRAWED ON EVERY SINGLE PAGE OF THE SUCKER. ANYWAYS, I HAD THAT SAME GUY FROM NEW JERSEY GOING WTIH ME AND ANOTHER GIRL FROM MARYLAND. SHE DIDN'T COMPLAIN TOO AWFUL MUCH BUT I STILL HAD TO PUT UP WITH...."THIS AINT LIKE HOW WE DO IT BACK HOME" "WE DO IT SO MUCH DIFFERENT BACK HOME.." I'VE HAD MY FAIR SHARE OF COMPLAININ' YANKEES FOR THE TIME BEING LOL. **NO OFFENSE**

ANYWAYS, WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL SHAWN AND HIS FAMILY GET THE CHRISTMAS TREES CUT AND ON THEIR WAY OUT TO WHERE EVER. I WAS REAL WORRIED ABOUT THE PAST 2 WEEKS BECAUSE I DIDN'T THINK I'D GET TO SEE SHAWN AT ALL B/C OF MY SCHOOL AND HIM HAVING TO WORK THE TREES. BUT GUESS WHAT, WE GOT TO SEE EACH OTHER EVERY SINGLE DAY...ONE DAY THIS WEEK WE ONLY GOT TO LAY EYES ON EACH OTHER FOR LIKE 20 MINS BUT HEY THAT'S BETTER THAN NOTHING.

WELL, FOR ABOUT THE PAST YEAR OR SO I'VE BEEN TOLD EVERYTIME I GO TO THE DENTIST I NEED TO HAVE MY WISDOM TEETH CUT OUT. THEY AINT REALLY BEEN BOTHER ME UP UNTIL ABOUT THE LAST 2 MONTHS AND IT'S JUST GETTIN' WORSE SO I GUESS I HAVE ANOTHER SURGERY AWAITIN' LOL. IT WONT BE AS BAD AS MY KNEE SURGERIES...AT THIS POINT IN MY LIFE I'M MAXED OUT ON SURGERIES THOUGH...HAHA. TUBES IN MY EARS AND TONSILS OUT WHEN I WAS 5 THEN MY KNEE SURGERY ON JUNE 13, 2007 AND THEN MY OTHER ONE ON JUNE 26, 2008. AND I'M ONLY 18...AGH. OH WELL. WHAT CAN YA DO?!?
OH YEAH, ABOUT THIS TIME LAST WEEK SHAWN WAS WORKIN ON REPLACING THE BACK STEPS AT HIS HOUSE AND WAS TRYIN TO GET THE CONCRETE BUSTED UP AND A PEICE OF IT CAME BACK AND HIT HIM IN THE HEAD...HE WASN'T HURT...TOLD ME HE HAD A HARD HEAD...THAT PROVED HIS POINT...THEN WHEN HE WAS WORKIN THE TREES I THINK HE SAID HE HAD TWO OF THEM FALL ON HIM OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. THAT DIDN'T HURT HIM EITHER THANK GOD...ALL I CAN SAY IS ONE TOUGH KID HE IS...LOL
WELL I GUESS THAT'S ALL FOLKS....FOR RIGHT NOW ANYWAYS....YOU MAY SEE MORE POST THROUGH OUT THE NIGHT B/C I'M REALLY BORED HERE AT WORK AND I'VE GOT LIKE 6 HOURS AND 52 MINUTES TO GO...LOL

THANKS FOR STOPPING BYE AND READIN'...YALL COME BACK NOW....(GOTTA LOVE PAULA DEAN)

THIS BLOG....

Well, I have decided to start a blog about mine and shawns life....it maybe boring at times but oh well. This will give me time to post our everyday happenings...as well as keep me sane while I'm here at work or at home...I would like to try and keep this g-rated...never know who will stop by and read.

Okay to get started:

I guess it was about late May-early June when I first started talking to Shawn. We actually met through myspace...I saw his profile and thought it looked nice so I sent a friends request. I never thought he'd add me. Well, you guessed it, he did. He sent me a msg sayin hey and thanks for the add. I sent him back a msg or two and then I decided I would give him my cell #. I didn't actually think he'd call me. One day I was sitting there in the kitchen talking to Mama and my phone started ringing....IT WAS SHAWN!! I got nervous and excited. We have been talking pretty much everyday since then. I had a major knee surgery on June 26th of this year. He was great although I was dating some other guy. Shawn would always call and talk and ask how I was and if I needed anything...THEN, my and my feller at the time started having problems...it got to where I couldn't trust him so I said the heck with it and left him. I would call Shawn cryin my eyes out. He never said "do i sound like i care?". He'd always say.."it'll be alright it's all going to work out for you" I had no idea what he had up his sleeve. Okay so time goes on....remember now I've had the knee surgery and can't walk on my leg let alone drive for 8 weeks. But after I got to where I could drive...the vol. fire & rescue where I'm a vol. at was havin a carnival...so Me and Shawn had arragned to meet at walmart...so we did. and then I got a call...went on it and sorry baby but I forgot about you...went to the carnival and worked it...then the next day Shawn and Clay were coming to the carnival and well, i got scared and nervous and wouldn't talk. A fews later I got the nerve up to meet Shawn up here at where I work....and then the next day he was like..."do you wanna ride to ____ to take the puppies to the vet?" and i'm like "YEAH SURE" so that was very first date.....On Sept 9th, 2008 I had the best day of my life....Shawn wrote me a note...stuck it in my gas tank...yeah i said that..lol. and then later that night while i was workin...he sent me a text and asked me to be his girlfriend...wow....who would have though...it will have been 2 months tomorrow.....
That's just a little bit of how me and shawn got together....i know it was long but that's our story and we're stickin to it..lol

Thanks for reading this and stoppin by!!!!


~Vanessa & Shawn