Everyday Happenings of Shawn and Vanessa

long time again again and again...lol

2009-10-21T18:43:00.000-07:00

yeah i know its been a while. nothings really going on at all. just switched job and thats it...agh kinda aggravted right now.

aghhhhhh

2009-05-31T22:18:00.001-07:00

WELL, WHERE IN THE WORLD DO I EVEN START OFF???????? I'M SO FREKIN TIRED AND SLEEPY RIGHT NOW. I LOVE WORKIN 3RD SHIFT BUT I DONT THINK IT LIKES ME TOO GOOD. LOL IT SOMEHOW ALWAYS ENDS UP KICKIN MY BUTT. I'VE PROBABLY GOT ME A NEW JOB AS A CNA AT A HOSPITAL ABOUT A HOUR FROM HOME. IT'S A FULL TIME 3RD SHIFT MED SURG POS. AND IF I GET THIS ONE THERES MY HEALTH INSURANCE AS WELL AS A NEW TRUCK!!!!! MAYBE LOL
ANYWAYS THERE REALLY AINT BEEN TOO MUCH GOIN ON WITH ME AND SHAWN JUS THE NORMAL....ALTHOUGH SHAWN HAS TOOK UP A NEW HOBBY...CROW HUNTIN lol. HE AINT GOT TO SHOOT ONE JUST YET.

ALSO I'VE GOT A CALL FROM A REALLY FRIEND AND SAID THAT HER BROTHER (A GUY I WENT TO SCHOOL WITH AND WORKED AT INGLES WITH) HAD BEEN HURT. HE'S FIGHTIN THE WAR...DONT KNOW ALL THE DETAILS BUT THIS DOES KINDA HIT HOME. NOBODY IN OUR AREA HAD HURT, PRAISE GOD. BUT NOW THIS, JUST KNOWIN THE FAMILY AND KNOWIN HIM MAKES IT ALOT HARDER TO UNDERSTAND WHY OUR MEN AND WOMEN ARE OVERSEAS.....

FREEZIN COLD!!!!

2009-05-10T21:42:00.000-07:00

1ST OFF I'M FREEZIN COLD!! ANYWAYS WELL, IT'S BEEN A YEAR AND 78 MONTHS SINCE I LAST UPDATED BUT I'VE BEEN REAL BUSY WITH SCHOOL HERE LATELY IT AINT EVEN BEEN FUNNY. I HAVEN'T WORKED IN LIKE 5 WEEKS UNTIL LAST NIGHT AND I WORKED MY 12s. I HAD LAST NIGHT AND TONIGHT (6P-6A) I ALSO HAVE MONDAY/TUESDAY NIGHT (11P-6A) ALONG WITH NEXT SATURDAY/SUNDAY NIGHT...I'M GONNA TURN TO A VAMPIRE BEFORE YOU KNOW IT. lol
NOTHING REALLY HAS BEEN GOING ON EXPECT I'VE BEEN BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND SHAWN'S BEEN WORKIN ALOT. WHICH HAS REALLY BEEN WORKIN OUT GREAT B/C HE'S BEEN WORKIN AND I'VE BEEN GOIN TO SCHOOL BUT WE STILL GET TO SEE EACH OTHER AND I THINK IT'S QUIET ALOT. I'M ALMOST DONE WITH MY CNA CLASS I STARTED BACK IN THE LAST PART OF MARCH. WE'VE GOT JUST A COUPLE OF WEEKS TO GO. SO I'VE APPLIED FOR DIFFERENT JOBS AT DIFFERENT HOSPITALS AROUND, KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED!! I'M REALLY HOPIN TO GET THE ONE JOB AT THE HOSPITAL THAT HAS THE HELICOPTER I WANNA WORK ON....

I GUESS THAT'S ALL FOR NOW....

hummm

2009-03-25T06:06:00.000-07:00

well, it's been a lonnnnnnng time since i last posted. i've been so busy. ive not been workin that much but i've been busy takin care of my little ducks that i got a week ago. i got a little yellow one, named miss. darla and a little black one named mr. alfalfa. they're so cute! i've got them to where when i say "will you please sit down for me?" and they'll sit down and then when i let them out in the yard they'll follow me everywhere i go. i'll have pictures as soon as i get a chance to put them on here. i let them in the house to go swimmin the other day and it was so funny.
today is my first day back at work on day shift and i miss them like everything today. i've gotten used to goin and gettin them out and playin with em and walkin around for a bout 2-3 hours a day. i wont get off til 3. i dont know what i'm goin to do next week. i have to work monday-friday 6-3 and i think i might go crazy not seein them that much. anyways, a few weeks ago we had some real pretty weather about 70 degrees or so, me and mom and dad took off to the lake and shawn went with his daddy. we all had a pretty good day. durin our trips shawn calls me and says that he's goin to cut his hair and asked me what time church took up sunday mornin. i wasn't expectin anything too short with his hair but when i got to his house...it was real real short. and he loves it!! so i'm happy if he is. hes been goin to church with me ever since and seems to be likin it awful good. i have had some problems keepin my car runnin and in the process of tryin to find a new one. the next week is goin to be hard for me and shawn both. i've got to work mon-friday and he's got to fertlize the trees also. so we're both goin to be killed.

MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!! that's right at 332and i feel old already and i'll only be 19. agh. anyways, i just thouht i'd share that to all my readers on here!!

have a great day!!

WILL THIS DAY PLEASE END SOON???

2009-03-02T05:06:00.000-08:00

WELL, I ENDED UP COMING INTO WORK TODAY AND WE'VE GOT ANYWHERE FROM 5-8 INCHES! YEAH I HATE THE SNOW!!! ITS SUPPOSED TO GET UP TO LIKE 45 TODAY, EVERYONE IS GOIN TO BE SICKER THAN A DOG! ANYWAYS THE HEAT IS OUT HERE AT WORK SO WE'VE GOT A LITTLE HEATER BUT IT'S NOT WORKIN TOO SWELL. I'VE GOT A LONG SLEEVE SHIRT, DAD'S SWEATER, AND DAD'S COAT ON AND I'M STILL COLD!! WELL ANYWAYS FRIDAY WAS SPENT SLEEPIN THE DAY AWAY, WELL, TIL LIKE 1130 AND THEN I CALLED SHAWN AND HE WAS ON HIS WAY TO MY TOWN TO GET SOME KIND OF PART OF THE HEATER. SO I MET HIM AT KFC FOR LUNCH AND THEN I CAME HOME FOR A FEW HOURS AND WENT TO HIS HOUSE FOR A WHILE. SATURDAY WAS SPENT SLEEPIN TIL LIKE 10-1030 OR SO AND THEN GETTIN UP AND GETTIN READY AND WAS AT SHAWNS HOUSE AT LIKE 12 OR SO AND I GOT TO SPEND ALL DAY WITH HIM!!! YESTERDAY WE WASN'T SO LUCKY..THEY WENT TO A BIKE SHOP DOWN THE ROAD A WAYS AND ONE OF THE MAIN ROADS WAS CLOSED FOR A WHILE SO THEY HAD TO TURN AROUND AND COME HOME THE LONG WAY, REGARDLESS THEY GOT HOME!! AND I JUST TOLD HIM TO STAY THERE B/C I THINK IT'S BETTER IF WE STAY AT HOME WHEN IT'S BAD OUT, THAN BE OUT ON THE ROADS AND GET KILLED. HOPEFULLY IT WARM UP AND WE WILL GET TO SPEND SOMETIME WITH ONE ANOTHER...
WELL ANYWAY I'M GOING TO GET OFF HERE AND SIT HERE FOR LIKE 9 AND 1/2 HOURS AND I'LL BE WITH SHAWN OR BE HOME!!

UNTIL NEXT TIME, AND IF YOU LIVE NEAR ME...BE CAREFUL TRAVELING OUTSIDE!!

DUCKFISHY!

2009-02-26T23:54:00.000-08:00

LOL ANYWAYS, I AINT WORKED IN ABOUT A WEEK NOW AND DONE READY FOR ANOTHER VACA...NOT MUCH HAS WENT ON. SHAWNS STEP-DADDY HAD HIS HEART SURG...WENT GREAT!! I RE-PAINTED MY ROOM..PUT MY CAR IN THE SHOP YESTERDAY..

OK SO IM JUST LIKE OUT THERE AND DONT KNOW WAHT TO WRITE...AGH...SO I'M GETTIN OFF HERE TO WASTE TIME UNTIL I GET OFF WORK AND GO HOME AND GET IN THE BED AND AGH SLEEP THE DAY AWAY. MOM'S GOT AN APPT IN THE TOWN WHERE SHE HAD HER SURGERY AND SHANE'S GOT SCHOOL AND IF I CAN KEEP THAT DOG FROM BARKIN WE'LL BE IN TIP TOP SHAPE!!!

IT'S BEEN A WEEK...

2009-02-18T06:43:00.000-08:00

WELL, I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOIN TO HAPPEN THIS WEEK BUT I GOT TO SUB AT THE HIGH SCHOOL YESTERDAY. I HAD MY LITTLE BROTHERS CLASS BUT HE WAS SICK SO....ANYWAYS, THAT WAS QUIET AN EXPERIENCE...A GOOD ONE THOUGH. I HOPE TO BE CALL AGAIN SOME TIME SOON!! AND THEN MY BOSS CALLED YESTERDAY AND ASKED A FEW QUESTIONS AND THEN SO I ENDED UP GETTIN WORK TODAY TOO!! WOO HOO I'M ON A ROLL!! WATCH AND SEE I WONT GET ANOTHER DAY FOR WEEKS LOL ANYWAYS, SHAWNS BEEN BUSY WITH WORK. HE STILL HASN'T SOLD THE KLR OR THE LUV TRUCK. SO SAD...
MY MOM IS DOIN WELL, SHE ALMOST BACK TO HER NORMAL OLD SELF AGAIN!!! CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR SHAWNS STEP-DAD HE'S GOT TO HAVE SURGERY AGAIN ON THE 24TH...

I GUESS THATS ALL FOR NOW, UNTIL I GET BORED AGAIN haha

LORD HELP ME...

2009-02-15T16:53:00.000-08:00

WELL, IT'S BEEN SUCH A LONG TIME SINCE I'VE GOT ON HERE AND WROTE ANYTHING. SORRY FOR THAT BUT I'VE BEEN BUSY AND I AINT BEEN AT WORK. AGH. I HAVE TOOK A NEW JOB, SUB TEACHIN AT THE HIGH SCHOOL, MIDDLE SCHOOL, AND ELEM. SCHOOL. SO HOPEFULLY I BE DOIN THAT ON SOME OF MY DAYS OFF HERE AT THE OFFICE. I AINT GETTIN THE HOURS THAT I NEED HERE SO I HAD TO DO SOMETHING MY BILLS JUST AINT GETTIN PAID SITTIN AT THE HOUSE. I'M GETTIN WORK AT WHOLE 5 HOURS TONIGHT...WOO HOO!! I'M EXCITED!! I'M STILL NOT FEELIN GOOD PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY I'M ALRIGHT...OTHER THAN BEIN CRAZY! BUT THATS WHAT WORKIN A 911 CENTER DOES....THANKS FOR PRAYIN FOR MY MAMA, THE SURGERY WENT WONDERFUL. SHE'S AT HOME AND DOIN WELL. PLEASE PRAY FOR SHAWNS STEP-DAD, HE'S HAVIN A TRIPLE BY-PASS ON THE 24TH.
THIS YEAR HAS BEEN A ROUGH ONE ON ME AND SHAWN BUT IT'S MADE US SO STRONG AS A COUPLE AND WE'VE GROWN SO MUCH IN THE LORD! DURING THIS TIME I'VE BEEN THINKIN AND I'VE DECIDED TO GO INTO NURSING INSTEAD OF DOIN PARAMEDICS RIGHT NOW. I'M STILL GOIN TO WORK ON THE HELICOPTER. BUT I ALSO WANT TO WORK IN A NICU SOMEWHERE. I'VE SIGNED UP FOR A CNA 1 CLASS STARTIN ON MARCH 23RD AND LASTING UNIL JUNE 1ST. ONE OF THE BEST MEDICAL TEACHERS EVER IS GOIN TO BE TEACHIN CLASS SO I KNOW IT WILL BE BETTER THAN MY EMT-B TEACHER WAS. SO PRAY THAT THIS CLASS WILL BE GREAT AS MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS WAS WITH HER. SHE'S GREAT!!
I HOPE EVERYONE HAD A WONDERFUL VALENTIMES DAY (AS MY DAD CALLS IT). I KNOW I HAD A GREAT ONE!! SHAWN WAS AT MY HOUSE EARLY...HE TOOK ME TO EAT CHINEESE! WE LOVE THAT STUFF! HE GOT ME A STUFFED DOG THAT HAS A LITTLE HEART THAT SAYS LOVE YOU ON IT AND THE BAG IT CAME IN SAYS LOVE YOU ON IT, A CARD, A BOX OF CHOCOLATE CANDY, 2 BOXES OF SWEETHEARTS, AND A TAYLOR SWIFT CD!!!!!! WE WENT TO HIS MAMAS AND SIT THERE FOR A FEW HOURS, THAT WAS GREAT. I LOVE SPENDIN TIME WITH MY MAN!! I GOT HIM: A BIG HUGE BALLOON ( I KNOW HE'S A GUY BUT I LOVE BUYIN BALLOONS FOR SOME REASON LOL), A HARLEY SHIRT, A BIG HUGE CARD, AND HE'S GOT ANOTHER ONE ON THE WAY!!

I GUESS THATS ALL FOR NOW...IDK WHEN I'LL BE POSTIN AGAIN...NEVER KNOW WITH ME!!!

A-Z

2009-02-09T10:04:00.000-08:00

A-Z Give it a try, but you have to do it right. Copy this whole thing, go to your profile/notes/new note, right click and paste, put the subject back in the title line.Then comes the hard part. Replace my answers with your own!

A-
Available: NOPE!!!!
Age: 18 -
Annoyance: ALOT OF THINGS....RIGHT NOW, SHAWNS PHONE CHARGER GOIN BAD...
Animal: SMALL DOGS, DUCKS, CHICKENS!!!!!!!

B-
Beer: NEVER TRIED IT
Birthday: MARCH 26, 1990
Best Friend: SHAWN!!!
Blind or Deaf: WELL, I'M BLIND IN ONE AND CAN'T SEE OUT OF THE OTHER. AND DEAF IN ONE EAR AND CAN'T HEAR OUT OF THE OTHER...SO YOU TELL ME? lol
Best weather: NOT COLD AND NOT TOO HOT
Been in Love: I **AM** IN LOVE
Believe in Magic: IT'S NOT MAGIC..ITS GOD'S WILL
Believe in Santa: NO!! THAT THING WILL **KILL* YOU!

C-
Candy: PEANUT BUTTER!
Color: CAMO, BLUE, YELLOW, GREEN, ORANGE,
Chocolate/Vanilla: VANILLA
Chinese/Mexican Food: CHINEESE!!!!
Cake or pie: I LIKE EM BOTH!!
Continent to visit: IDK I LIKE IT HERE...
Cheese: AMERICAN!!

D-
Day or Night: BOTH...ANYTIME I'M WITH SHAWN
Dancing in the rain: WE DONT DANCE

E-
Eyes: BROWN/HAZEL
Everyone's got: THE MERCY OF GOD!!
Egos- ALOT....I GOT THE HELICOPTER TO COME FOR MY GRADUATION...I MADE THE DECISION TO START DATIN SHAWN!!

F-
First thoughts waking up: "MAN I WANT TO SLEEP MORE!!"
Food: CHINEESE AND ITIALIAN...

G-
Greatest Fear: DYIN ALONE JUST DYING ITSELF....THE DARK!
Goals: GET MARRIED...RAISE SOME KIDS...SPEND MY LIFE WITH SHAWN!
Gum: THIS NEW TRIDENT SPLASH-ORANGE SWIRL...
Get along with your parents: MOST OF THE TIME

H-
Hair Color: DARK BROWN
Height: 5' 5" OR SO
Happy: I SURE AM!!
Holiday: EVERYDAY IS A HOLIDAY!
How do you want to die? : PEACEFULLY...I HOPE I DONT GO BEFORE SHAWN, I COULDN'T TAKE IT....

I-
Ice Cream: PEANUT BUTTER
Instrument: I H-A-T-E HATE THEM!

J-
Jewelry: RINGS AND NECKLACES
Job: TELECOMMUNICATOR (911)

K-
Kids: I LOVE THEM BUT NOT RIGHT NOW...
Kickboxing or karate: I DONT LIKE NEITHER ONE....
Keep a journal: JUST THIS ONE....

L-
Love: THE BEST THING EVER!
Laughed so hard you cried: YEAP!

M-
Milk: WHOLE!
Movies: LADDER 49, FIREPROOF....
Motion sickness: I REALLY DONT GET MOTION SICKNESS
McD’s or BK: BURGER KING!!!!

N-
Number: 09-09-2008

O-
One wish: I KNOW...BUT I DONT WANT TO SAY B/C I DONT KNOW IF SHAWN WOULD LIKE THAT....

P-
Pepsi/Coke: I'M MORE OF A WATER PERSON MYSELF
Perfect Pizza: MUSHROOMS ONIONS AND LOTS OF SAUCE
Piercings: I HAVE MY EARS PIERCED BUT YOU CAN'T TELL IT UNLESS YOU LOOK CLOSE..

Q-
Quail: HUH?

R-
Reality T.V.: IDK
Radio Station: 100.5 & 99.9
Roll your tongue in a circle: I SURE CAN!
Ring size: 8

S-
Song: LOVE STORY!
Shoe size: 8.5-9
Salad Dressing: RANCH PLEASE! :)
Sushi: YUCK...NEVER TRIED IT AND NEVER WILL
Shower: GOTTA LOVE EM!!
trawberries/Blueberries: YUCK NASTY THEM WILL KILL YOU

T-
Tattoos: I WANTED ONE BUT SHAWN WONT LET ME GET ONE...
Thunderstorms: I LOVE THEM!!!

U-
Unpredictable: I DONT LIKE IT

V-
Vacation spot(s): THE LAKE, BEACH, ANYWHERE WITH SHAWN WOULD BE NICE!

W-
Weakness: ALOT....
Which one of your friends acts the most like you: DADDY AND SHANE
Worst feeling: GUILT...BEING LONELY
Worst Weather: ICE AND SNOW...ON THE ROADS

X-
X-Rays: KNEES, CHEST, HAND/ARM

Y-
Year it is now: 2009
Yellow: WITH BLUE WILL BE MY WEDDIN COLORS...HOPEFULLY

Z-
Zoo animal: ELEPHANTS...MONKEYS

6 MONTHS!!!!!

2009-02-09T09:39:00.000-08:00

LORD GOD PLEASE HELP ME I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT TODAY IS MINE AND SHAWNS 6MONTHS OF BEING TOGETHER!!! HOW COULD I?? I JUST AINT BEEN WITH IT TODAY AT ALL. MY MIND SEEMS TO BE WELL...DOWN THE ROAD ABOUT A MILE OR SO....(SHAWNS HOUSE)...HIS PHONE CHARGER QUIT WORKIN SO HE'S HAD TO KEEP IT OFF MOST OF THE DAY SO IT WILL BE GOOD WHEN WE GO SOMEWHERE...AND IN CASE HE NEEDS IT. SO IT'S BEEN KINDA LONELY AROUND HERE TODAY. :( POOR POOR ME...haha...BUT NO ONTO WHAT I WANT TO SAY IN THIS HERE MESSAGE....IT'S BEEN THE BEST 6 MONTHS OF MY LIFE...EVER! SHAWN MEANS SO MUCH TO ME, AND DOES SO MUCH MORE FOR ME THAN I COULD EVER DO FOR HIM. OUR LOVE FOR ONE ANOTHER IS LIKE NO OTHER...gosh i'm a poet and didn't know it! ...see there we go again lol...WITHOUT SHAWN I DONT KNOW WHERE I'D BE TODAY, I KNOW FOR A FACT I WOULDN'T BE SITTING HERE WRITING THIS.

I'M HERE TO SAY TO ALL THE GIRLS THAT DONT HAVE A GUY (THIS CAN ALSO GO TO THE GUYS THAT AINT GOT A GIRL)...AND ARE LOOKIN...I KNOW IT'S REALLY HARD TO WAIT ON GOD BUT REALLY, DO IT. IT'S FOR THE BEST...IF NOT YOUR GOIN TO GET YOURSELF INTO A MESS..A BIG ONE...LIKE I DID 2 TIMES. NOW I WISH 234023432098 TIMES I HAD JUST WAITED ON THE LORD TO SEND ME MY MR. RIGHT...WOULD HAVE SAVED ME ALOT OF TEARS AND HEARTACHE....I KNOW THAT I WANTED TO FIT IN WITH THE REST OF MY FRIENDS AND JUST HAVE A BOYFRIEND. I'M TELLIN YOU NOT JUST ANY BOY WILL WORK..GOD HAS TO BE IN IT BEFORE IT WILL WORK...I HOPE THAT HELPED SOMEONE OUT...

I LOVE YOU BUNCHES SHAWN!!!!

CURRENT HAPPENINGS....

2009-02-09T07:15:00.000-08:00

WELL, WE HAVE HAD A BUSY 9-10DAYS SINCE I LAST UPDATED...I'VE BEEN SICK AND SO WAS SHAWN EARLIER...THE COUGH AGAIN. BUT HE SEEMS TO BE DOIN GREAT! AND I'M WORKIN ON GETTING THERE...ANYWAYS, NOT MUCH HAS REALLY WENT ON. SHAWN HAS HIS KAWASAKI KLR650 UP FOR SALE...IF YOU ARE INTERESTED JUST EMAIL ME OR SOMETHING AND I'LL LET YA TALK TO THE BOSS. HE ALWAYS WENT AND BOUGHT HIM A HARLEY SO HE'S HAVIN FUN WITH THAT...HE'S KINDA DOWN ABOUT NOT SALEING HIS KLR HE'S HAD 3 DIFFERENT PEOPLE TO TELL HIM THEY WERE GOIN TO BUY IT AND NEVER SHOWED UP...PRAY HE SALES IT!!

ME AND SHAWN HAVE HAD A ROUGH WEEK. WE'VE HAD SOMETHING TO HAPPEN THAT CHANGED US COMPLETELY. OUR LOVE FOR ONE ANOTHER HAS GROWN SO MUCH IN JUST A WEEKS TIME. AND OUR FAITH IN THE LORD HAS GOTTEN SO MUCH STRONGER. WE HAVE REALIZED SO MANY THINGS DURING THIS TIME. GUYS I'M TELLIN YOU, THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON. WE MAY NOT KNOW THE REASON RIGHT NOW BUT WE WILL...AND WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR THE BETTER. GOD KNOWS WHAT WE NEED, WHEN WE NEED IT, HOW WE NEED IT, AND WHY WE NEED IT THAT WAY. I READ THIS STATEMENT ON A SITE SOMEWHERE AND IT READS " HE'S NEVER EARLY, HE'S NEVER LATE, BUT HE'S RIGHT ON TIME EVERYTIME..." AND THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT THE MORE I KNOW IT'S TRUE...JUST PRAY THAT WE WILL ALWAYS TRY TO WHAT IS RIGHT...

I DO ASK YOU TO BE PRAYING FOR MY MAMA SHE HAS HAVING SURGERY ON THURSDAY OF THIS WEEK AND SHE WILL BE STAYING OVER NIGHT. WE'VE GOT TO BE THERE AT 630AM SO WE'RE GOIN TO HAVE TO LEAVE ABOUT 5 OR SO...THATS LIKE SUPER EARLY...THAT'S GETTING UP EARLIER THAN WHAT I DO WHEN I COME TO WORK..HAHA BUT IT'S OKAY...AND THEN ALSO BE PRAYING FOR SHAWNS MAMA'S HUSBAND...(WOULDN'T THAT BE HIS STEP-DAD?) ANYWAYS, HE'S GOT TO HAVING SURGERY ON THURSDAY AND AGAIN ON FRIDAY I THINK...I DONT KNOW WHAT TIME THEY HAVE TO BE THERE BUT HE'S HAVIN SURGERY ABOUT 10 MINS AWAY FROM WHERE MAMA IS HAVING HERS SO WE'LL BE IN THE SAME AREA AND MAYBE GET TO EAT LUNCH TOGETHER OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND HOPFULLY GET TO SPEND THE AFTERNOON TOGETHER...THATS ALL FOR THE SURGERY PART BUT I DO ASK THAT YOU BE PRAYING FOR MY DADDY HE'S GOT A WEEK OF DOCTORS APPOINTMENTS...TODAY HE'S GOING TO THE DR THAT DID HIS GASTRIC BYPASS, TOMORROW IS THE DENTIST, WEDNESDAY IS THE EYE DOCTOR, THURSDAY IS MOM'S SURGERY AND HE'S STAYIN THE NIGHT WITH HER..(THE FIRST TIME HE'S DONE THAT...THE HOSPITAL IS NEARLY AN HOUR AWAY FROM HOME..)...SO HE MAY GET TO COME HOME ON FRIDAY AND REST...PRAY THAT THE LORD WILL GIVE US ALL THE TRAVELIN GRACE WE NEED...AND ALSO I THINK SHAWNS DAD HAS TO GO TO THE DOCTOR AS WELL ON FRIDAY....

I GUESS THAT'S PRETTY MUCH IT FOR THE TIME BEING...WHO KNOWS I MAY GET AROUND TO POSTING ANOTHER ONE TODAY...LOL

FRIDAY JANUARY 30, 2009

2009-01-30T21:02:00.000-08:00

WHERE HAS TIME GONE??? I DONT KNOW ABOUT YOU BUT I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S ALREADY THE 30TH OF JANUARY I MEAN HERE IN A FEW HOURS IT'S GOIN TO ALREADY BE FEB!!! TIMES FLIES BY...OKAY WELL, ONTO TODAY...GET OFF WORK AT 6 HOME BY 630 CALL AND WAKE SHAWN UP GO TO SLEEP...GET REALLY ASLEEP "OH DARLIN I'M GONNA LOVE YOU..." LOL IT WAS SHAWN CALLIN TO WAKE ME UP FOR COURT TODAY...GET TO THE COURTHOUSE...GO UP AND TALK TO THE DA...HE TELLS ME MY CASE AINT EVEN ON THE LIST FOR TODAY. HOW RUDE! DONT THEY KNOW US VAMIPRES LOVE TO SLEEP DURIN THE DAY LOL. TURNS OUT THEM PAPERS HAD BEEN SERVED ON THE 29TH AND THEY HADN'T SENT THE PAPERS BACK TO MY COUNTY YET. SO THE NEXT DATE IS THE 30TH. SO WE'LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS. SO I GET BACK FROM THERE AND GO BACK TO BED TO TRY AND SLEEP SOME MORE AND THEN MY AUNT SENT ME A TEXT, LOOKED AT IT, AND THEN SET THE PHONE BACK DOWN, JUST DOZED BACK OFF TO SLEEP, AND I SWEAR IF SHE DIDN'T DO IT AGAIN, AND THEN I'M WIDE AWAKE SO I SENT SHAWN A TEXT AND WE TEXTED FOR A FEW AND THEN MOM CAME AND ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO GO WITH HER AND DADDY TO GET SOMETHING TO EAT FOR LUNCH SO I DID. AND THEN WE GOT BACK HOME AND I FINALLY WENT TO SLEEP FOR ABOUT 3 HOURS WHICH WAS REALLY ODD SLEEPIN FROM LIKE 6-530-6ISH. I REMEMBER SHANE COMIN IN FROM SCHOOL AND MUST HAVE BEEN COMING TO WAKE ME UP OR SOMETHING AND MAMA SAID "DONT YOU DO IT, SHE AINT SLEPT HARDLY ANY TODAY" AND BACK OFF TO SLEEP I WAS...FINALLY WOKE UP AND CALLED AND TALKED TO SHAWN AND THEN WENT AND ATE SUPPER AND THEN SHAWN CALLED AND ASKED ME TO RUN TO BOJANGLES TO GET THEM SOME SUPPER AND BRING IT AS I COME UP. SO I DID JUST THAT AND THEN WE STAYED AT SHAWNS HOUSE AND JUST TALKED WITH HIS DADDY...I LOVE DOIN THAT JUST SITTIN AROUND THE HOUSE AND TALKIN...ANYWAYS, I HAD TO COME BACK THIS PLACE CALLED WORK...LOL. IT'S BEEN QUIET BORIN...AS ALWAYS WHEN I'M WORKIN AT NIGHT...THATS WHY I HATE IT AND I HOPE THAT I GET THAT OTHER JOB....BIGGER TOWN...MORE STUFF GOIN ON....!!!! ANYWAYS, TOMORROW WE'RE GOIN TO OLIVE GARDEN WITH MY MOM AND DAD AND SHANE AND HIS GF...PRAY FOR ME THERE...I DONT LIKE THAT GIRL. ANYWAYS...THEY AINT NO TELLIN WHAT ALL WE'LL GET INTO...

I RECKON THAT'S ALL FOR NOW...I'LL BE BACK SOMETIME LATER...I GET OFF OF WORK NEXT WEEK!!!! YAY!!!!

MY FAVORITES!!!

2009-01-30T20:36:00.000-08:00

1. What is your favorite color?
CAMO, BLUE, ORANGE, GREEN AND YELLOW!!!
2. What is your favorite place to shop?
MAXXS!!!!!
3. What is your favorite junk food?
ANYTHING WITH PEANUT BUTTER SOUNDS GREAT TO ME!!!!!
4. What is your favorite thing to do in the summer?
BE AT THE LAKE!!!!
5. What is your favorite dog breed?
JACK RUSSELL
6. What is your favorite flower?
TIGGER LILIES!!!
7. What is your favorite Hair style?
OH I DONT KNOW
8. Favorite thing to wear around the house?
PJs!!!
9. Favorite thing to do with your Family?
JUST SIT AROUND THE HOUSE
10. One of your Bestest friends?
SHAWN!! MOM, DADDY, SHANE....I'VE GOT A LIST...
11. What is your favorite Bible verse?
EPHESIANS 4:5....THERE'S LOTS AND LOTS
12. What is your favorite shoes?
BOOTS OR NIKES!

MORE ABOUT ME!!

2009-01-29T23:47:00.000-08:00

What is your occupation right now?
TELECOMMUNICATOR
What color are your socks right now?
WHITE!!
What are you listening to right now?
KAREN TALKIN....
What was the last thing that you ate?
VANILLA PUDDIN...
Can you drive a stick shift?
NO BUT I WANT TO....
Last person you spoke to on the phone?
SHAWN!!!!!!
Do you like the person who sent this to you?
I DONT KNOW HER I STOLE IT FROM HER LOL
How old are you today?
18 AS OF LATE LOL
What is your favorite sport to watch on TV?
BASKETBALL OR FOOTBALL
What is your favorite drink?
WATER OR SUGAR FREE KOOL-AID...AND A GOOD OLE PEANUT BUTTER MILKSHAKE WHEN SHAWN WILL LET ME HAVE IT...
Have you ever dyed your hair?
NAH JUST PUT SOME HIGHLIGHTS IN IT...
Favorite food?
ITIALIN!!!!!
What is the last movie you watched?
I CAN'T REMEMBER
Favorite day of the year?
EVERYDAY I GET TO SPEND WITH SHAWN!!!
How do you vent anger?
CRY CRY CRY AND CRY SOME MORE!!!
What was your favorite toy as a child?
HOTWHEELS AND DIRT!!!!!!
What is your favorite season?
FALL/SPRING
Cherries or Blueberries?
WELL, IF IT'S NOT CHUNKS....CHERRY CANDY AND BLUEBERRY MUFFINS!!
Do you want your friends to e-mail you back?
THEY PROB WONT LOL
Who is the most likely to respond?
NOBODY PROB...I HAVE SOOO MANY READERS LOL
Who is least likely to respond?
EVERYONE!!!
Living arrangements?
WITH ME,MOMMY, DADDY, BROTHER, AND DOGGIE
When was the last time you cried?
THIS EVENIN...
What is on the floor of your closet?
ALOT!!!!!!!!!!
What did you DO last night?
WELL, I WENT TO SHAWNS HOUSE....AND THEN CAME TO WORK!!
What are you most afraid of?
CLOWNS, SNAKES, SPIDERS, THE DARK!!!
Plain, cheese, or spicy hamburgers?
CHEESE!!!!
Favorite dog breed?
JACK RUSSELL!!!
Favorite day of the week?
ANYDAY I GET TO SPEND WITH SHAWN!!!
How many states have you lived in?
JUST THIS ONE!!
Diamonds or pearls?
SHOOT I'VE GOT ALL THE PEARLS I NEED...AND I HAVE ONE DIAMOND...AND I'M WAITIN ON ANOTHER...
What is your favorite flower?
TIGER LILIES!!!

IT'S BEEN AWHILE NOW

2009-01-29T23:16:00.000-08:00

WELL WELL WELL, IT'S BEEN LIKE A WEEK SINCE I LAST WROTE ANYTHING. I JUST AINT THE TIME NOR HAVE I FELT LIKE IT. I ACUTALLY GET 3 DAYS ON THIS SHIFT! WOO HOO. ANYWAYS, I'VE BEEN TO THE DOCTOR LIKE 3 TIMES OR SO WITH THIS SAME PROBLEM I'VE HAD FOR 2 WEEKS. I HAD AN ULTRASOUND YESTERDAY...THAT WAS PAINFUL I TELL YA. BUT THEY COULDN'T TELL ME ANYTHING SO I GOT TO WAIT UNTIL THEY OPEN UP AT 830 THIS MORNIN TO FIND OUT. I ALSO HAVE COURT TOMORROW FOR THAT WHOLE DEAL WITH MY EX AND MY LITTLE LOVE BUG SHAWN HAS TO GO BACK TO THE DR TOMORROW FOR THE COUGH. HE GOT IT AGAIN YESTERDAY REAL BAD HE SAID. SO PRAY THEY'LL GIVE HIM SOMETHING TO MAKE HIM GET OVER THIS MESS. HE ALSO WENT AND BOUGHT HIM A HARLEY TODAY!! IT'S NICE I LIKE IT. BUT I MADE HIM PROMISE ME THAT HE WOULDN'T GO FAST AND HE'D PLAY SMART WITH IT. AND I KNOW HE WILL B/C HE LOVES ME!! WEDNESDAY NIGHT I WENT TO WALMART AND BOUGHT A RING THAT HAS "SHAWN & VANESSA" ON THE OUTSIDE AND ON THE INSIDE IT'S GOT 09-09-2008 ON IT. I LIKE IT!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO GET HERE. ALSO WEDNESDAY I APPLIED FOR ANOTHER JOB IN A NEIGHBORING CITY. IT PAYS REAL GOOD, FULL TIME SO THERE'S INSURANCE THAT I'LL BE NEEDING. THE ONLY THING MY PARENTS DONT LIKE THE IDEA...I'D BE COMIN HOME ABOUT 2-3 IN THE MORNIN FOR 4 NIGHTS A WEEK. BUT IT'S ONLY LIKE 20 MORE MINS OUT OF MY WAY. SO ITS NOT THAT BAD BUT I HOPE I GET IT...ON THURSDAY THEY FINISHED UP WITH OUR CLASS...WE HAVE PRACTICALS NEXT WEEK. SHOULD BE FUN FUN FUN...NOT REALLY, KINDA NERVOUS ABOUT IT. TOMORROW COULD BE A VERY VERY VERY BUSY DAY...I GET OFF AT 6AM BE HOME BY 630 CALL AND GET SHAWN UP SO HE CAN GET READY FOR THE DR...AND THEN I'M GOIN TO SLEEP FOR A FEW MINS AND THEN GET BACK UP ABOUT 8 OR SO AND CALL THE DR AND FIND OUT ABOUT MY ULTRASOUND AND THEN WE GOT COURT AT 930 AND THEN I'M COMIN HOME AND GOIN TO BED ...HOPFULLY COURT WONT BE THAT LONG...I DIDN'T GET TO SLEEP ALL DAY THURSDAY...HAD TOO MUCH TO DO...AND THEN TOMORROW I'LL GET TO SPEND THE EVENIN WITH SHAWN!! AND THEN BE BACK AT WORK AT 11PM...AND I'M OFF SATURDAY, SUNDAY, MONDAY, AND THEN I GET TO WORK TUESDAY AND OFF THE REST OF THE WEEK LOL...SO THERE'S NO TELLIN WHAT I'LL GET INTO...OR SHOULD I SAY WE? OHHHH YEAH, I FORGOT. I WENT TO THE EYE DR ON MONDAY. MY INSURANCE WILL NOT PAY FOR NEW FRAMES BUT EVERY 2 YEARS SO I JUST GOT NEW LENES AND MY EYES HAVE BEEN TRYIN TO ADJUST ALL DAY AND NIGHT BUT THAT'S NOT GOIN SO WELL LOL...

I GUESS THATS ABOUT IT FOR NOW....I GUESS I'LL GET OFF HERE AND WAIT ON THE PHONE TO RING AGAIN..LOL....WHY DONT YOU LEAVE ME A COMMENT?

ANOTHER DAY...

2009-01-21T10:54:00.000-08:00

WELL, IT'S BEEN ANOTHER DAY IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD. ME AND SHAWN TALKED ON THE PHONE LAST NIGHT TIL NEARLY 115 THIS MORNING...WE KNEW HE HAD TO BE UP AROUND 8-830ISH BUT TIME REALLY FLEW BY AND WE BOTH WERE WIDE AWAKE. ANYWAYS, HE TOLD ME THAT HE WAS GOIN TO LET ME SLEEP SINCE I CAME WORK YESTERDAY AND HAD TO BE UP EARLY. HE'S SO SWEET!! WELL, HERE I AM LAYIN IN MY NICE WARM BED SOUND ASLEEP...NEXT THING I KNOW DAD'S SHAKIN MY LEG AND TELLIN ME TO GET UP...I HAVE A PHONE CALL, WHY AM I GETTIN A CALL ON THE HOUSE PHONE????? ANYWAYS IT TURNED OUT I GOT TO COME TO WORK TODAY FOR A LITTLE WHILE. THIS EVENIN SHAWN'S COMIN TO MY HOUSE AND LORD KNOWS WHAT WE'LL GET INTO...BUT I THINK WE'RE GOIN TO EAT AND THEN HE WAS WANTIN TO WATCH SOME SHOW THAT'S COMIN ON TV. I'M SO EXCITED! THIS IS THE FIRST DAY WE'VE GOT TO ACTUALLY SPEND ALOT OF TIME TOGETHER SINCE SATURDAY. I MEAN, WE'VE GOT SEE EACH OTHER MONDAY AND TUESDAY FOR A FEW WHICH IS ALWAYS BETTER THAN NOTHING. ANYWAYS, I DONT KNOW WHEN I GET TO WORK AGAIN, POSSIBLY TOMORROW...I MAY BE FILLIN IN FOR A LADY I DONT KNOW YET. BUT I KNOW I DO HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW NIGHT. ONLY ABOUT A COUPLE OF MORE WEEKS OF CLASS LEFT AND THEN I GOT TO TAKE MY STATE EXAM. I'M REALLY NERVOUS ABOUT THAT TEST. I'M NOT A GOOD TEST TAKER ANYWAYS...BUT THIS IS MY FUTURE WE'RE TALKIN ABOUT SO I'VE GOT TO PASS. SO I CAN GO ONTO MY NEXT CLASS....
THANKS FOR PRAYIN FOR SHAWN, HE DIDN'T HAVE TO GO TO THE DOCTOR AFTER ALL. HE'S NOT COUGHIN NEARLY AS MUCH AND AS BAD. SO THAT'S A BLESSIN IN ITSELF. I'M SO WORRIED ABOUT HIM. I HATE SEEIN' HIM SICK. IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT FOR HIM TO THE SICK ONE. JUST CONTINUE TO PRAY THAT HE'LL GET COMPLETELY BETTER AND WE'LL NEVER HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS AGAIN...ALSO PLEASE CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ME I'M STILL HAVING THAT MEDICAL PROBLEM...I GO BACK TO THE DOCTOR ON FRIDAY....

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SO MUCH...

2009-01-20T03:50:00.000-08:00

WELL, IT'S BEEN FOREVER AGO SINCE I POSTED LAST...SO MUCH HAS GONE AND IS GOIN ON WITH ME: PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY, AND EMOTIONALLY. BUT IT'S GOIN TO BE OKAY BECAUSE I HAVE A GUY LIKE SHAWN TO LOVE AND HE LOVES ME!! I DO ASK THAT YOU GUYS BE PRAYIN FOR ME AND SHAWN BOTH, WE'VE BEEN SICK...HE'S HAD BRONCHITIS...STILL GOT THE COUGH PRETTY BAD...AND WELL, I'VE HAD SOME OTHER PROBLEMS WE WONT GO INTO. I'VE ALSO HAD A LOT OF PROBELMS AT WORK...TRYIN TO FIND ANOTHER JOB, WHICH THAT IN ITSELF IS A JOB...THEY AINT NONE TO BE HAD AROUND HERE LOL. ANYWAYS, NOT MUCH HAS CHANGED JUST US BEIN SICK AND ME NOT WORKIN...WE'RE SUPPOSED TO GET LIKE 3-5 INCHES OF SNOW HERE TODAY, PRAYIN IT DONT. SO I JUST HAD DADDY TO BRING ME TO WORK THIS MORNIN AND WHO KNOWS...SHAWN MAY GET TO TAKE ME HOME I DONT KNOW THOUGH....SHAWNS SUPPOSED TO GO BACK TO THE DOCTOR TODAY FOR THE COUGH, PRAY THEY'LL GIVE HIM SOMETHING TO GET RID OF THAT. IT GETS REAL BAD AT TIMES. ...ALSO BE PRAYIN FOR OUR NATION AS WE ENTER THIS NEW PRESIDENCY...I LIKE MANY AROUND HERE JUST DONT LIKE THE FACT. I MEAN MY PROBLEM ISN'T THAT HE'S BLACK...IT'S BECAUSE: HE'S MUSLIM. HOW CAN YOU RUN A COUNTRY THAT WAS FOUNDED UPON GOD'S WORD...WHEN YOU DONT BELIEVE UPON THE WORD OF GOD? I JUST DONT GET IT. BUT WHO KNOWS, PEOPLE CAN CHANGE. MAYBE HE WILL BRING OUR TROOPS BACK HOME. SPEAKIN OF BRINGIN' THEM BACK...WHY IN THE WORLD ARE WE OVER THERE STILL? WHATS THE POINT IN DESTROYIN' A COUNTRY AND THEN HELPIN THEM REBUILD? I'M SORRY I KNOW IM JUST SIMPLE MINDED BUT I DONT GET IT. ANYWAYS, MAYBE THAT WILL HAPPEN...THEN MAYBE OUR GAS PRICES WILL STAY LOW. HONESTLY, I NEVER DID THINK I WOULD LIVE TO SEE THE DAY THAT GAS WAS $1.39 AT WALMART. I KNW IT'S GONE BACK UP A LITTLE BIT BUT I BELIEVE WE CAN HANDLE IT AS LONG AS IT STAYS AROUND THE 2-3 DOLLAR MARK.......ANOTHER THING I DONT GET ABOUT THIS COUNTRY...WHY ARE BAILIN' OUT SO MANY COMPANIES WHEN WE HAVE OUR OWN PEOPLE THAT NEED HELP? ANYWAYS REMEMBER OUR LEADERS THAT THEY WILL HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE TO LEAD US AS A NATION IN SUCH AWAY THATS PLEASIN' TO THE LORD...
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WELL, I GUESS THATS ALL FOR NOW...STAY TUNED!!

DOES IT GET ANY BETTER?

2009-01-09T21:21:00.000-08:00

COULD MY LIFE GET ANY BETTER? ONLY IN ONE WAY...FOR ME AND SHAWN TO BE TOGETHER EVERY SINGLE NIGHT CUDDLED UP TO EACH OTHER...ON THE 9TH OF THIS MONTH (YESTERDAY) ME AND SHAWN HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 4 MONTHS. IT'S BEEN THE BEST FOUR MONTHS OF MY LIFE AND IT'S ALSO BEEN SOME OF THE TRYIN MONTHS I'VE BEEN THROUGH. BUT I CAN'T COMPLAIN B/C I'VE GOT ALL I NEED AND MORE. YESTERDAY WAS ONE OF THE BEST DAYS I HAD HAD IN MONTHS. I MEAN, ME AND DADDY WEREN'T FUSSIN, ME AND MY BROTHER JOKED ALL DAY, AND WHEN MAMA CAME HOME WE TALKED. AND OF COURSE I TALKED TO SHAWN ALL DAY LONG, WHICH IS HOW I GET THROUGH MY DAY ANYWAYS. ANYHOW, THERE'S A CERTAIN MAN RIGHT WHOM I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND. HE TELLS ME ONE THING AND THEN **CALLS** MY PARENTS (KEEP IN MIND, I'M 18 NOW AND I'M ADULT AND I DO THINK THAT I CAN BE RESPONSIBLE FOR A FEW THINGS IN MY LIFE..) AND ASKS THEM HOW I'M DOIN SINCE I'VE BEEN IN A WRECK? (WHEN WAS I EVER IN THIS WRECK I DONT KNOW?) ANYWAYS SO MY PARENTS BELIEVE THIS ONE CERTAIN MAN. WHICH TICKS ME OFF B/C ME AND DADDY FINALLY MADE IT A DAY WITHOUT FUSSIN AND THEN ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE. ANYWAYS, I'VE GOT TO BE BACK UP HERE AT THE DAMN OFFICE ON MONDAY MORNIN AT 11AM TO TALK TO THIS FREAKIN MAN. I DONT WANT TO BUT HE NEEDS TO KNOW WHERE I STAND ON A FEW THINGS AND HE NEEDS TO LEARN NOT TO LIE ALL THE FREAKIN TIME!! ANYWAYS, SORRY I JUST HAD TO GET THAT OFF MY MIND FOR A MINUTE. ANYWAYS, AFTER EVERYTHING WAS KINDA OKAY ME AND SHAWN RODE UP TO A NEIGHTBORING STATE TO THE PETERBILT PLACE FOR HIS DADDY. IT WAS QUIET INTERESTING. I HAVE FIGURED OUT HOW I WANT TO DO THE FIRE PLACE IN OUR HOUSE!!! JUST LIKE A BIG TRUCK IT'S SO FREAKIN SWEET!! YOU GUYS ARE GOIN TO FALL IN LOVE WITH IT...I DID..LOL. ANYWAYS, WE HEADED BACK THIS WAY AND HE TOOK ME TO FATZ TO EAT WHICH WAS GREAT! AND THEN WE CAME BACK TO HIS HOUSE FOR A MINUTE AND I TOOK A LITTLE 15 MINUTE NAP LAID OVER ON HIS CHEST. IT WAS SOOO NICE. I WISHED I COULD HAVE SLEPT FOR LONGER BUT THATS OKAY!! THEY'LL BE MORE TIMES I'M SURE. HOPEFULLY TONIGHT WILL BE MY LAST NIGHT WORKIN NIGHTS IF I CAN GET THINGS WORKED OUT. BUT DONT WORRY I'LL STILL TRY AND WRITE...
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SHAWN,
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY! I JUST WANT YOU KNOW THAT YOUR SO SPEICAL TO ME. WITHOUT YOU I DONT KNOW WHERE I'D BE WITHOUT YOU THERE TO HELP ME THROUGH MY EVERY PROBLEMS. YOU ALWAYS SEEM TO HAVE ANSWER TO WHATEVER IT MAY BE, AND WHATEVER YOU TELL ME IS ALWAYS THE BEST FOR ME. YOU HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME WHEN NO ONE ELSE WAS/IS YOU HAVE LOVED ME WHEN I DIDN'T THINK ANYONE COULD LOVE ME. I WAKE UP EVERY SINGLE MORNIN WAITIN TO TALK TO YOU, I LOVE TALKING TO YOU EVERY CHANCE WE GET, I LOVE HUGGIN YOU EVERY CHANCE I GET, I LOVE KISSIN YOU EVERY CHANCE I GET, I LOVE HOLDIN YOUR HAND EVERY CHANCE I GET, I LOVE LAYIN IN YOUR ARMS EVERY CHANCE I GET, I LOVE BEING WITH YOU, YOUR THE MAN THAT I GO TO SLEEP THINKIN ABOUT, YOUR THE MAN OF MY DREAMS, AND THE MAN THAT HOLDS MY HEART......I JUST LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING IN ME. YOUR THE BEST THATS EVERY BEEN, ARE, AND WILL BE. YOURE MY EVERYTHING AND I NEVER WANTED NOTHING MORE....
~I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD....~LOVE YOUR BABYGIRL
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I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR SOME COMMENTS IF YOU GUYS HAVE ANY...

I'M TELLIN' YOU WHATS THE TRUTH

2009-01-06T23:49:00.000-08:00

OH ITS BEEN A GREAT DAY!!!!! THIS MORNIN I WALKED OUT OF THE OFFICE, GOT EVERYTHING I WALKED IN WITH, BUT MY CELL PHONE CHARGER...YEAH I BRING MINE TO WORK SO IT CAN CHARGE BEFORE I HEAD HOME. I GOT ALL THE WAY DOWN THE GAS STATION AND REALIZED I HAVE FORGOTTEN IT SO, WELL, IF YOU KNOW ME, I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT MY CELL!! SO FINALLY I GOT IT AND THEN I GOT TO HEAD HOME...MADE IT HOME, MAMA AND DADDY WERE UP...I WAS SURPRIZED THAT MOM WAS UP ALREADY ANYWAYS, SO I HAD TO STOP AND TALK TO THEM FOR A MINUTE OR TWO, HALF ASLEEP AND HALF AWAKE...FINALLY MAKE IT TO BED..HAD TO FIX THE COVERS...CHANGE PJS CAUSE THE BOTTOMS OF THE ONES I HAD ONE WERE WET FROM THE RAIN. I FINALLY GET IN THE BED AND GET COMFY AND FALL FAST ALSEEP!! I GUESS I HAD BEEN ASLEEP FOR LIKE A HOUR AND HALF AND MY LITTLE MISTER SHAWNBOY CALLS...I JUST LOVE HEARIN HIS VOICE EARLY IN THE MORNIN...ANYWAYS, I REMEMBER HEARIN SHAWN SAY "GOOD MORNIN BEAUTIFUL!!!" AND CHRIS..HIS BEST FRIEND ALSO HIS CO-WORKER SAY " GOOD MORNIN SUNSHINE!!!" I WAS LIKE "DID I JUST HEAR THAT RIGHT"...ANYWAYS I FELL ASLEEP ON THE PHONE AND I REMEMBER HEARIN SHAWN SAY"WELL HONEY I'M GOIN TO LET YOU GO BACK TO SLEEP...I LOVE YOU AND LET ME KNOW WHEN YOUR UP.." ANYWAYS, I DIDN'T END UP WAKIN BACK UP UNTIL LIKE 1230 OR SO...TO MY MAMAWS VOICE WHICH I WAS CAUGHT OFF-GAURD BY...IM NOT USED TO WAKIN UP TO ANYONE ELSE BESIDES, SHAWN, DADDY, MAMA, OR MY BROTHER...ANYWAYS, I CALLED SHAWN AND TALKED TO HIM FOR A FEW...ATE LUNCH AND I HAD TO CALL THE OFFICE IN THE COUNTY OF WHICH I LIVE, TO GET A OFFICER GIVE ME A CALL REGAURDIN COMMUNICATIN THREATS AND HARRASSIN PHONE CALLS BY A GUY WHOM I JUST CAN'T STAND! NO KIDDIN 39 CALLS WITHIN LIKE 20 MINUTES OR SO...ANYWAYS, I ENDED UP GOIN TO THE MAGISTRATE'S OFFICE AND HAVIN A WARRENT TOOK OUT ON HIM...AND I'VE GOT TO GO TO COURT...WHICH I DONT WANT TO DO BUT IF IT'S GOING TO STOP HIM, I'LL DO ANYTHING! OKAY OKAY OKAY ANYWAYS, SO I CAME HOME FROM THAT AND TALKED TO DADDY AND MAMA ABOUT IT, THEN I WENT CHECKED MY EMAIL AND THEN I WENT BACK TO SLEEP...SHAWN CALLED...WE TALKED FOR A LITTLE WHILE...AND THEN I FELL ASLEEP ON SHAWN AGAIN...HE AGAIN SAID "HONEY I'M GOIN TO LET YOU GO AND GET SOME MORE SLEEP...I LOVE YOU" SO HE HUNG UP AND I WENT BACK TO SLEEP FOR ABOUT 45 MINUTES OR SO AND THEN DADDY CAME IN MY ROOM WITH THE PHONE AND IT WAS THE HOSPITAL CALLING TO SCHEDULE MY SLEEP STUDY FOR NEXT TUESDAY NIGHT. I GOT TO BE AT THE HOSPITAL AT 10:15....I REALLY DONT WANT TO DO THIS BUT IF I HAVE TO, I WILL. I AINT REALLY BEEN SLEEPIN THAT GOOD. WHEN I DO SLEEP, I CAN SLEEP ALL NIGHT...GET UP STAY UP FOR 2 HOURS AND I'LL BE READY FOR BED AGAIN. ANYWAYS, SO I LEFT HOME AND WENT TO SHAWNS HOUSE BEFORE CLASS...WENT TO CLASS..SAT THERE SAT THERE AND SAT THERE SOME MORE...ITS SO BORING!! ANYWAYS, SO I WENT TO THE G-STORE AND THEN BACK TO SHAWNS HOUSE TIL WORK...WE WENT AND GOT ANOTHER MOVIE...I WATCHED LIKE 15-20 MINUTES OF IT FELL ASLEEP ON SHAWN...HE WOKE ME UP NUMEROUS TIMES LOL BY WAY OF TICKLIN...I DID FIND HIS TICKLISH SPOT DIDN'T I BABE!! I WAS RUBBIN HIS KNEE...HE GOES "STOP THATS ANNOYING..." I JUST LAID MY HAND DOWN ON IT A LITTLE WHILE LATER...HE WENT ALL TO PEICES!! OKAY SO A FEW MORE MINUTES ROLLED BY...HE ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO GO BACK TO SLEEP FOR A LITTLE BIT...DID HE HONESTLY THINK *I* WAS GOIN TO TURN DOWN?!?! UM AH NO!! SO I JUST LEANED BACK OVER AND LAID MY HEAD ON HIS CHEST AND HE PUT HIS ARM AROUND ME AND I FELL ASLEEP FOR ANOTHER 45 MINUTES OR SO...HONESTLY THATS THE BEST SLEEP I GET...SO HE WOKE ME UP SO I COULD GET GOOD AND AWAKE BEFORE WORK....I LEFT HIS HOUSE AND CAME TO WORK...WE'VE HAD A GREAT NIGHT! WE'VE LAUGHED LIKE NO OTHER...
I GUESS THAT'S ALL FOR NOW...I DONT GOT TO WORK AGAIN UNTIL THURSDAY NIGHT...SO YOU CAN BET YOU'LL HEAR FROM THEN.....

IT WAS A DAY....

2009-01-05T22:19:00.000-08:00

WELL WELL WELL,
LET SEE, SATURDAY NIGHT WAS SPENT: SHAWN CAME TO PICK ME UP FROM WORK...WE WENT BACK TO HIS HOUSE FOR A MINUTE AND THEN WENT TO EAT WITH HIS DAD AND HIS GF AND THEN ME AND SHAWN WENT TO HIS MAMA'S. WE WALK IN THE DOOR...EVERYONE SAYS HOWDY..THIS GIRL FROM THE BACK COMES RUNNIN UP TO HUG SHAWN!?!?! HE LOOKED AT ME LIKE "WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED" THE WHOLE TIME WE WERE DOWN THERE SHE STARRED US DOWN...LET IT BE KNOWN, THIS GIRL WAS ONE SHAWN HAD TALKED TO WAY BEFORE ME AND HIM STARTED TALKING...I'M NOT A JEALOUS PERSON...MOST OF THE TIME, BUT THAT GIRL JUST DID IT...I CAME ONE ACE OF HITTIN HER. ..ANYWAYS, WE LEFT THERE AND HE TOOK ME HOME..WE BOTH PASSED OUT AS SOON AS WE GOT HOME...BOTH OF US WERE KILLED!...ANYWAYS SUNDAY WAS SPENT: ME GOIN TO CHURCH, COMIN HOME GETTIN READY AND DRIVIN REALLY FAST TO SHAWNS SO I COULD GO OUT AND EAT WITH HIM AND HIS FAMILY...THEN WE GOT BACK I HAD TO RACE BACK HOME AND GET RE-READY FOR CHURCH AGAIN...FLY TO CHURCH...AND WA-LA...FINALLY GOT A MINUTE TO REST LOL...ANYWAYS, I DID GO HOME AFTERWARDS AND SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP..LOL
YESTERDAY WAS ONE MORE DAY FOR BOTH ME AND SHAWN! I DIDN'T GET UP TIL LIKE 12 OR SO-ISH. I HADN'T SLEPT THAT LONG IN I DONT KNOW WHEN. IT WAS REALLY NICE. I FEEL ASLEEP ABOUT 1AM!! I WISH I COULD DO THAT MORE OFTEN...ANYWAYS, SHAWN WAS STACKIN WOOD AT THE HOUSE TODAY AND THEN HE WAS GOIN THROUGH SOME STUFF AT THE PLANT..TOOK ALL DAY. ANYWAYS, IT WAS TIME FOR HIM TO GET OFF, THEY TOOK A MOTOR TO HIS HOUSE FOR SOMETHING AND THEN HAD TO TAKE IT BACK TO THE PLANT...COME TO FIND OUT SHAWN FORGOT HIS KEYS IN ANOTHER TRUCK WHICH WAS IN THE TRAILOR BUT HE FORGOT HIS KEYS TO THE TRAILOR AT THE HOUSE...ANYWAYS, HE CALLS ME AND TELLS ME TO COME ON UP...SO HERE I SET OUT...lol...I GET TO TOWN BEFORE HE GOT DONE WITH THE SHOWER AND EVERYTHING SO I WAITED FOR A FEW...AND THEN WE WENT TO A JAPANESSE PLACE FOR HIM TO EAT ( I ATE AT HOME..)...AND THEN WE WENT BACK TO HIS HOUSE...HE DECIDES HE WANTS TO WATCH A MOVIE...WE GO BACK OUT TO GET ONE...COME BACK HOME..PUTS IT IN AND IT STARTS DOIN STRANGE THINGS SO HE TAKES IT OUT AND BACK TO THE MOVIE PLACE WE GO...lol....AND THEN WE CAME BACK HOME AND SAT THERE UNTIL IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO COME TO WORK...DURIN THE TIME OF US GOIN TO THE MOVIE PLACE THE FIRST TIME...AND UP UNTIL I LEFT...I RECIEVED 39 CALLS FROM MY EX, WHOM I **HATE** VERY MUCH. IT GOT ME ALL UPSET AND I DONT THINK IT DID TOO MUCH FOR SHAWN EITHER...

I HOPE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF MY EVER-SO-MANY READERS HAD A BLAST READIN THIS....UNTIL NEXT TIME...

WOW!

2009-01-03T05:38:00.000-08:00

WELL, AGAIN I MUST SAY THAT I'M SORRY FOR NOT WRITTIN' IN A SUCH A LONG WHILE. BUT I SHALL EXPLAIN!!!! I HAVEN'T WORKED A SINCE THE 18TH OF DECEMBER OR SO...I HAD A WONDERFUL CHIRSTMAS!! WE WENT TO PAPAW MIKKIES FOR CHRISTMAS THE 21ST....SHAWN GAVE ME MY HELICOPTER THEN!!! I'M SURE THE GOOD TASTED GREAT, I COULDN'T TASTE B/C OF THE COLLD/BRONCHITIS. I GOT A NEW BLANKET (THAT MICRO PLUSH STUFF), AND FIRETRUCK PICTURE FRAME FROM PAPAW MIKKIE AND FROM NANNY: A SHAMPOO/CONDITIONER SET (THANK GOD, I AINT GOT TO BUY NONE FOR ANOTHER MONTH NOW!!!), MONEY!!, AND I KNOW THERE WAS SOMETHING ELSE I JUST DONT REMEMBER AT THE MOMENT LOL. THEN I THINK THE NEXT DAY...SHAWN CAME DOWN AND HE GAVE ME MY NEW JOHN DEERE COMFORTER!! IT'S SO PRETTY.....ON CHRISTMAS EVE I WENT SHAWNS HOUSE WHERE I OPENED THE REST OF PRESENTS...I GOT A CHICKEN CALENDER...A NECKLACE THAT SAYS "I LOVE U" ON IT...A JOHN DEERE CLOCK THAT LIGHTS UP!!! AND THEN I WENT WITH SHAWN TO HIS GRANNY'S IN HE BIG RM. WE HAD A GREAT TIME!! THEY GOT ME ADDICTED TO HAM ROLL UPS!! (SLICE OF HAM, CREAM CHESSE, AND ONIONS....I KNOW IT DONT SOUND TOO GOOD BUT IT'S WONDERFUL...I'VE MADE LIKE 4 THINGS OF THEM ALREADY!!!). ANYWAYS I GOT HOME...AND AFTER DADDY AND MAMA GOT UN-MAD AT ME...WE DECIDED TO OPEN ALL OF OUR PRESENTS....I GOT: A FEW CLOTHES (WHICH I NEEDED!) TWO OF THEM MICRO PLUSH PILLOWS....A JOHN DEERE DOLL...AND AGAIN I KNOW THERE WAS MORE STUFF BUT I JUST CAN'T REMEMBER LOL I'M SORRY!!...ME AND DADDY AND SHANE GOT MAMA A MOTHERS RING THAT HAS OUR NAMES AND BIRTHSTONES ON IT...AND ME, MAMA, AND SHANE GOT DADDY A NEW KOBALT TOOLBAG AND A GPS..THEY BOTH LOVED THEIR PRESENTS!! AND THEN SHANE GOT ME A CAROLINA GIRL HOODIE AND SOMETHING ELSE..IDK GOD I CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING TODAY...AH...OH WELL...NOT ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT...ANYWHO...I GOT SHANE A CAMO BLANKET...HE THOUGHT THATS ALL HE GOT...WE WENT TO WALMART ONE DAY THAT WEEK AND THEN HE SAW A HARNESS THING FOR A TREE STAND...AND SOME FOOT WARMERS FOR HUNTIN SEASON....COME CHRISTMAS MORNIN....THERE WAS ONE BOX SITTIN ON THE TV WHEN SHANE GOT UP...I TOLD HIM TO GET IT...IT HAD OLD WRAPPIN PAPER IN IT...BUT AT THE BOTTOM IT HAD HIS CLUES TO THE TREE STAND IN NANNYS BUILDING....HE HAD NO IDEA...HE WAS SHOCKED....IT WAS GREAT THOUGH....AND LAST I GOT SHAWN: OVERALLS, CAMO LONG-SLEEVE SHIRT, CHROME SHOP MAFIA SHIRT, PETERBILT CLOCK, A THERMAL LINED COAT, SHEETS FOR HIS BED, AND A LITTLE CHRYSTAL TRACTOR....HE SEEMS TO LIKE THEM ALL...IM GALD THAT KID IS HARD TO BUY FOR...LOL
OKAY MOVIN ON...DURIN THIS WHOLE TIME I'VE STILL HAD THE BRONCHITIS JUNK...I FINALLY STARTED GETTIN OVER IT AFTER I WENT BACK TO THE ER AND THEY PUT ME ON SOME KIND OF STERIOD...HAD STANGE SIDE EFFECTS AND HAD TO STOP TAKIN IT....RED ITCHY SPOTS...HICCUPS FOR LIKE 3 DAYS....ANYWAYS, I'M OKAY FOR NOW...IT FEELS LIKE ITS TRYIN TO COME BACK BUT I'VE BEEN TAKIN SOME MEDS FOR IT. SO HOPE IT DONT COME BACK...I HATE BEIN SICK...
ON TUESDAY OF THIS WEEK...THE 30TH OF DECEMBER...I WAS COMIN UP TO SHAWNS FOR THE EVENIN...I WAS HONESTLY PAYIN ATTENTION THIS TIME...JUST CAUGHT A GLIMPSE OF SOMETHING COMIN TOWARD MY CAR...SO I GOT MY BRACED WITH THE SEAT AND STEERIN WHEEL...SEEN THIS BIG FURRY ANIMAL HIT MY WINDSHIELD AND BUST IT...GUESS WHAT....THAT STUPID DEER HIT MY CAR!!!! ANYWAYS, I ADMIT I WAS FREAKIN OUT..PULLED OFF THE ROAD, CALLED DADDY TO TELL HIM WHAT HAPPENED...HE TOLD ME HE AND MAMA AND SHANE WERE ON THEIR WAY...I CALLED SHAWN TOLD HIM...HIM AND A GUY THAT WORKS WITH HIM CAME DOWN...I CALLED MY OFFICE AND HAD A COWORKER SEND AN OFFICER DOWN TO MAKE THE REPORT...AFTER ALL WAS SAID AND DONE....TURNS OUT MY INSURANCE AINT GOIN TO PAY A BIT! SO..I'M GOIN TO BE OUT LIKE 177 DOLLARS BUT HEY...THATS NOT BAD IT COULD BE WORSE...HOPEFULLY THEY'LL GET TO IT MONDAY OR WEDNESDAY...FOR NOW MAMA AND DADDY DONT WANT ME DRIVIN IT B/C THE WINDSHIELD IS SO BAD SO I'M DRIVIN THE PICKLE...LOL
ALRIGHT NEW YEARS EVE, ME AND SHAWN WENT TO JC...lol HAD MY FIRST EXPERIENCE IN A STORE...WE WERE GOIN TO TRY AND EAT AT OLIVE GARDEN OR RED LOBSTER BUT THEY WERE PACKED OUT...SO WE SETTLED FOR LOGAN'S..IT WAS GREAT...THANKS BABY!!...THEN WE WENT TO WALMART IN JC....CAME BACK THROUGH THIS TOWN...WENT TO A SPECIAL PLACE...THEN WENT TO WALMART IN MY TOWN...AND YEAH I DID GET MY NEW YEARS KISS AND HUG AT 12...IN WALMART IN THE SPORTIN GOOD DEPT!!!....HE DROPPED ME OFF AT MY HOUSE..MADE IT HOME...WE TALKED FOR LIKE 37 SECS AND THEN WENT TO SLEEP lol SUCH NIGHT OWLS...ANYWAYS...HE CAME DOWN TO SEE ME YESTERDAY WHICH WAS NICE AND WE HAD US ANOTHER GREAT TIME...AS ALWAYS!!! TODAY IS GOIN OKAY...I'M AT WORK...WORKIN MY 12 HR SHIFT TODAY...SHAWN HAS GONE TO EAT BREAKFAST WITH HIS DADDY AND A FEW OTHER FRIENDS...I HOPE THEIR HAVIN A GOOD TIME...AFTER WORK SHAWN IS COMIN TO GET ME AND WE'RE GOIN TO MARION I THINK...I WAS HOPIN TO GET SOMETIME TO CUDDLE MORE...IVE FALLEN IN WITH THAT..ANYWAYS...I GUESS THATS ALL FOR NOW...

I'M SORRY THIS WAS LONG BUT I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO DO...haha AND I NEEDED TO FILL ALL MY READERS IN ON THIS...

THE NEXT FEW DAYS!!!

2008-12-19T23:11:00.000-08:00

LETS SEE WHERE DO I START? WELL, TONIGHT IS MY LAST NIGHT ON AT WORK UNTIL CHRISTMAS EVE NIGHT....SAD....NOT!!!! ANYWAYS, I'LL LEAVE HER AT 6AM AND GET BACK HOME AROUND 630AM AND GO TO BED...WELL, ANYWAYS GET UP WHEN SHAWN CALLS AND SAYS "HEY YOU GET UP!" AND I GUESS I'M COMIN BACK UP TO NEWLAND AND ME AND SHAWN ARE GOIN TO THE BIG TOWN OF JC TO FINISH MY CHRISTMAS SHOPPIN...JUST HIS MOM AND HER HUBBY AND HIS DAD AND HIS GF AND MY BEST FRIEND AND HER HUBBY....AND THEN I'LL BE D-O-N-E...DONE! HAHA...WHO KNOWS, WE MAY END UP BACK AT BRISTOL TO SEE THE LIGHT WITH MINDY, JOSH AND LIL MINDY OR JOSH...(OH YEAH, SHE'S HAVIN US A LITTLE BABY!!!! WOO HOO I'M EXCITED!!) ANYWAYS, SUNDAY WE HAVE CHURCH IN THE MORNIN AND WE'RE HEADED TO PAPAW MIKKIES FOR CHRISTMAS! SHAWN'S GOIN WITH ME!...TOO BAD WE'VE GOT TO PUT UP WITH MY LITTLE BROTHERS GF...WHOM I CAN'T STAND!!!!! ANYWAYS, MONDAY, I'M NOT REAL FOR SURE I MAY END UP GOIN TO THE FD...FOR ONCE IN HOW LONG? I REALLY DONT KNOW. AND TUESDAY....I DONT KNOW EITHER...NO SCHOOL THIS WEEK!! WEDNESDAY IS GOIN WITH SHAWN TO HIS GRANNY'S IN RM! AND TO WORK AT 10PM...AGH...THURSDAY IS OF COURSE CHRISTMAS!! GO HOME SPEND TIME WITH MAMA N DADDY AND SHANE AND THEN SLEEP AND THEN WAIT AROUND FOR SHAWN TO GET TO MY HOUSE AND THEN WE'RE OPENIN PRESENT FROM EACH OTHER I GUESS IDK. AND THEN WE'VE GOT CHRISTMAS AT MAMAWS!! AND THEN I'VE GOT BE AT WORK AT 10PM....LAST NIGHT UNTIL???????????

WELL ANYWAYS I GUESS THAT'S ALL FOR NOW...I'LL TALK TO YOU GUYS LATER...HOPE YOU HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

ME, ME, ME!!!!

2008-12-19T02:11:00.000-08:00

I GOT THIS FROM A FRIEND...I'M BORED...LOOKED PRETTY FUN!!

*i am annoyed: BY PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW HOW TO DRIVE THE MTNS!!!
*i want: TO BE SHAWN!
*i have to get ready: FOR CHRISTMAS...
*i miss: SHAWN WHEN I'M NOT WITH HIM...
*i fear SNAKES, SPIDERS, RATS, CLOWNS, AND DYIN' ALONE.
*i hear : KAREN PLAYIN SOME KIND OF MUSIC...
*i search: IDK....
*i wonder: IF I'LL EVER GET OVER THIS BRONCHITIS...AND WHAT IS SHAWN DOIN?
*i regret: ALOT OF THINGS I DID IN MY PAST....
*i love: W. SHAWN S.!!! AND MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS!
*i forgive: MOST OF THE TIME...WHEN I NEED TO
*i ache: RIGHT NOW ITS HARD FOR ME TO BREATHE! BUT NO I WANT TO BE WITH SHAWN ALL THE TIME....
*i alwaysl CRY AND COMPLAIN!
*i try: TO BE UNDERSTANDING
*i seem: TO BE GETTIN VERY VERY SLEEPY....
*i know: THAT I LOVE SHAWN AND HE LOVES ME!
*i feel: SICK....AND LONELY...I MISS YOU BABY
*i dance: WHATS THAT
*i dream: OF THE DAY....WHEN ME AND SHAWN ARE TOGETHER FOREVER AND EVER
*i give: 110%..OR TRY TOO.
*i listen: TO JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING....
*i sing; TO SHANE ALL THE TIME!! HE LOVES IT
*i laugh: AT SHAWN!! HE'S SO FUNNY
*i can't stand: PEOPLE WHO CAN'T DRIVE IN THIS PART OF THE COUNTRY!! MTNS AITN THAT BAD!
*i write: WHEN I NEED TO VENT AND NO ONE IS AROUND.
*i cry: OVER EVERYTING!
*i sleep: ALL THE TIME DONT I BABE!
*i am: AT WORK....35 MORE MINS...READY TO SEE IF I CAN SLEEP SOME TODAY!!!
*i see: 4 COMPUTER SCREENS!!! LOL
*i need: SOME SLEEP REALLY REALLY BAD....I NEED A BACK RUB BABY!!!!
*i should: GO CURL UP IN THE BED WITH SHAWN!!! HE'S MY TEDDY-BEAR!!!! I LOVE YOU BABY

WHAT A BAD WEEK....

2008-12-19T01:30:00.000-08:00

WELL, I CAN'T REMEMBER IF I TOLD YOU GUYS ABOUT MY ABCESS I HAD EARLY LAST WEEK....ANYWAYS MY UPPER LEFT WISDOM TOOTH GOT ABCESSED AND I WENT TO THE DENTIST AND HE PUT ME ON ANITBIOTICS....THAT GOT BETTER BUT WELL, LATE SATURDAY NIGHT I STARTED GETTIN SICK WITH A COLD...OH NO! SHAWN'S HAD A COLD FOR QUIET SOMETIME NOW...BUT HIS GOT WORSE ON SATURDAY/SUNDAY TOO. BUT MONDAY WE BOTH WERE READY TO GO TO THE DR...HE WENT TO THE OFFICE WHILE I WAS IN THE ER. I GOT TOLD I HAVE BRONCHITIS...AND SHAWN WALKS AWAY WITH A SINUS INFECTION. WE'RE BOTH GIVEN ZPACKS AND COUGH SYURP. WE DIDN'T SEE EACH OTHER UNTIL WEDNESDAY! WE BOTH LAID IN THE BED PRETTY MUCH ALL DAY TUESDAY...AS OF LATE, SHAWN IS FEELIN BETTER AND ME ON THE OTHER HAND NOT SO HOT. IT SEEMS MY AIRWAYS ARE GETTIN' MORE RESTRICTED AS I TYPE. I WAS GIVEN AN INHALER YESTERDAY WHICH MADE IT WORSE AND SO THE DR SAID NOT TO USE IT. SO IT'S KINDA A WAIT AND SEE TYPE THING. IF I'M NOT BETTER BY MONDAY I'M TO REPORT BACK TO THE DR'S OFFICE AND THEN I DONT KNOW WHAT'S NEXT, I'M JUST SICK OF BEING SICK..LOL
I HAVEN'T BEEN TO WORK BUT ONE DAY IN THE PAST 2 WEEKS. I WORKED A WEEK AGO TONIGHT...I THINK. AND THEN I WAS ABLE TO COME BACK TO WORK TONIGHT AND I GET TOMORROW NIGHT. SAID NEWS IS...I GOT TO WORK CHRISTMAS EVE NIGHT AND CHRISTMAS NIGHT...10-6. OH WELL, I'M GETTIN PAID TO SIT HERE AND DO NOTHING...LOL. ATLEAST I'M WORKIN NIGHTS AND ME AND SHAWN STILL GET TO BE TOGETHER BOTH DAYS....

SPEAKIN OF CHRISTMAS..THIS IS A SPECIAL ONE...BUT IT'S ALSO ALWAYS SO SAD AROUND THIS TIME OF YEAR...ON DEC. 24TH, 2000 I LOST MY GREAT-GRANDMA. I REMEMBER IT PLAIN AS DAY. I WAS IN THE BATHROOM TAKIN CARE OF SOMETHINGS AND MY LITTLE BROTHER CAME THROUGH THE HOUSE AND CAME TO THE BATHROOM DOOR AND SAYS "SISSY?" AND I GO "YEAH WHAT'S WRONG?" ( I COULD TELL SOMETHING WAS WRONG, HIS VOICE WAS SHAKY) HE WAS LIKE "GRANDMA DIED." I RUSHED OUT OF THE BATHROOM AND WENT TO MAMA AND DAD'S ROOM...WE ALL GOT TO GRANDMAS AS FAST AS WE COULD....WHEN I GOT THERE...I REMEMBER SEEIN' HER LAYIN THERE ON HER BED...SHE LOOKED SO HAPPY AND PEACEFUL. LATER I LEARNED THAT MY LITTLE BROTHER HAD BEEN SITTIN THERE BESIDE HER TALKIN WITH HER RIGHT BEFORE SHE DIED. IT'S STILL PRETTY HARD ON HIM AT TIMES. OUR COUSINS NOW HAVE HER HOUSE AND HAVE REMODLED IT, BUT IT'S STILL GRANDMAS AND MY BROTHER CAN'T GO IN THERE. PRAY FOR US DURIN THIS TIME....
OKAY BACK THE SPEICAL PART....YOU SEE I AINT NEVER DATED ANYONE DURING CHRISTMAS...SO I GOT TO BUY SHAWN ALL KINDS OF GOOD STUFF...I WOULD TELL YOU GUYS BUT WELL, I'M SURE HE READS THIS..LOL. ANYWAYS, ITS SO NICE TO HAVE SOMEONE ELSE TO BUY FOR BESIDES YOUR FAMILY...I'VE SPENT MORE THIS YEAR THAN I EVER HAVE...IM JUST THANKFUL THE LORD HAS BLEST ME WITH THE JOB I HAVE. IT'S THE BEST BY FAR (CAN ANYONE ELSE GO TO WORK IN THEIR PJS?). I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE EVERYONES FACE WHEN THEY OPEN THEIR PRESENTS!! MOM'S GOT A REALLY NICE ONE FROM ME, DADDY, AND MY BROTHER...DAD'S GOT 2-3 NICE ONES AND SHANE...HE GOT WHAT HE WANTED!! I THINK THAT KID WILL BE SURPRIZE! AND MY LITTLE SHAWNBOY...I THINK HE'LL BE SURPRIZED TOO....I HOPE SO!!

WELL, IVE GOT ABOUT A HOUR AND 5 MINS LEFT HERE AT WORK...I DONT KNOW REALLY WHAT ELSE TO SAY...I'D LOVE SOME COMMENTS...I KNOW THIS STUFF IS PRETTY BORIN, BUT I'VE GOT TO HAVE SOMETHING TO KEEP ME AWAKE AT 458AM...LOL ALL YOU GUYS ARE IN BED...I HOPE TO HEAR FROM SOME OF YA'LL....

HAVE YOU EVER???

2008-12-12T01:16:00.000-08:00

Okay so I seen this on someone elses blog and thought I would do it too, I usually don't do these sorta things but it looked fun. Your supposed to copy the list and the highlight the ones you have done. I think I managed 23 out of 99, I better get busy!
Feel free to jump on board, can't wait to read your's!
1. Started your own blog
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland/world
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a praying mantis
10. Sang/played a solo
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
18. Grown your own vegetables..ACTUALLY MY LIL BROTHER DID...HEY THEY WERE IN MY YARD!
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train
21. Had a pillow fight
22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a Marathon
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset
31. Hit a home run
32. Been on a cruise
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Seen an Amish community
36. Taught yourself a new language...SURE HAVE...DISPATCHER LANGUAGE LOL
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
41. Sung karaoke
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance
47. Had your portrait painted
48. Gone deep sea fishing
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business
58. Taken a martial arts class
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies
62. Gone whale watching
63. Gotten flowers for no reason
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
67. Bounced a check
68. Flown in a helicopter...CANT WAIT TO DO IT AGAIN. ALMOST THE BEST THING EVER!
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten Caviar
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
77. Broken a bone
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Read the entire Bible
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
88. Had chickenpox
89. Saved someone’s life
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one
94. Made a baby
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
97. Been involved in a law suit
98. Owned a cell phone
99. Been stung by a bee

WELL....

2008-12-11T21:49:00.000-08:00

TO ALL MY LOVELY READERS, I MUST SAY THAT I'M SORRY I AIN'T POSTED IN A FEW DAYS...HOW SAD...LOL. MY WEEK STARTED OUT BAD...BUT NOW IS GREAT! MONDAY I NOTICED I WAS GETTIN AN ABCESSED TOOTH. PAINFUL LET ME TELL YOU. SO TUESDAY AFTERNOON I WENT TO THE DENTIST AND IT WAS CONFIRMED I DO HAVE AN ABCESSED WISDOM TOOTH. AGH.
ANYWAYS, NOT MUCH HAS WENT ON THIS WEEK...WELL, I'VE BEEN ILL AND CRANKY FOR BOUT THE PAST COUPLE OF WEEKS AND HONESTLY I DONT KNOW WHY...BUT LAST NIGHT FIXED IT EVERY BIT. I DIDN'T REALIZE HOW BAD I WAS HURTIN' SHAWN UNTIL LAST NIGHT. BUT HE MADE IT ALL BETTER..AINT THAT RIGHT BABYDOLL!!
I HAD TO COME TO THE OFFICE TO TAKE MY EMERGENCY MEDICAL DISPATCHER TEST AGAIN..LOL FAILED IT THE 1ST TIME BY 5 QUESTIONS BUT I PASSED IT TODAY!!! SO I'M NOW CERTIFIED...YAY! AND THEN I DID GET TO SHAWN FOR A FEW MINUTES BEFORE HE AND CHRIS WENT CHRISTMAS SHOPPIN....CAN'T WAIT...13 MORE DAYS!! I'M SO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT HE GOT ME!! WE DIDN'T GET TO SEE EACH OTHER TOO LONG TODAY MAYBE 15-20 MINUTES BUT THATS BETTER THAN NOTHING...TOMORROW'S NOT LOOKIN TOO PROMISIN TO GET TO SEE HIM. BUT THATS FINE B/C I GET HIM ALL DAY SATURDAY AND MAYBE SUNDAY... :) TOMORROW IM GOING HOME TO SLEEP AND THEN IVE GOT TO GET UP AND MAYBE GO SHOPPIN, IDK YET. BUT THEN I THINK ME, MAMA, DADDY, AND SHANE ARE GOIN OUT TO EAT WITH MAMA'S FRIEND FOR CHRISTMAS..AND LITTLE SHAWN IS WORKIN TOMORROW AND THEN GOIN TO HIS MAMA'S CHRISTMAS PARTY AT HER WORK...KEEP IN MIND ALL THIS IS WEATHER PERMITTIN'.... :)
SATURDAY: SLEEP IN!! I HOPE TO HAVE SHAWN AT THE HOUSE BY ATLEAST 10-11ISH SO WE CAN HIT THE ROAD. I WANT TO TAKE HIM AND LET HIM MEET MY GREAT AUNT AND UNCLE AND THEN MAYBE MY NEIGHBOURS AND GO SPEND THE EVENIN AT MAMAW AND PAPAWS SINCE I AINT BEEN OUT THERE SINCE THANKSGIVIN.
SUNDAY: I KNOW I'VE GOT CHURCH BUT I HOPE THAT I'LL GET TO SHAWN BETWEEN TIMES...IF WE DO, I KNOW WHAT I WANT TO BE DOIN' BUT I DONT KNOW IF THAT WILL HAPPEN..LOL IT'S NOT THAT HE DONT WANT IT TOO, IT'S THE PLACE THATS THE THING HAHAHAHA.
I AINT GOT TO BE BACK AT WORK UNTIL MONDAY NIGHT AT 11...I DO HOPE I GET TO GO TO SHAWNS BEFORE I COME IN FOR A LITTLE BIT...TUESDAY: SLEEP, SCHOOL, HOPEFULLY SHAWNS, AND THEN WORK AT 11. NEEDLESS TO SAY I'M PRETTY BUSY!!
I WILL GET BACK TO POSTIN' PROBABLY ON MONDAY NIGHT...UNTIL THEN...TAKE CARE AND THANKS FOR STOPPIN BY!!

I LOVE YOU BABY!!

DECEMBER 9TH, 2008

2008-12-08T21:48:00.000-08:00

IT'S ONLY 1:48AM BUT I'M AT WORK AND THIS DAY MEANS SO MUCH TO ME. IT'S MINE AND SHAWNS 3 MONTH ANNIVERSARY. I KNOW THIS MAY NOT SEEM MUCH TO YOU GUYS BUT IT DOES TO ME B/C I KNOW WHERE WE WERE AT LITTLE OVER 3 MONTHS AGO. TIME HAS FLOWN BY. I JUST WISH SOMEHOW I COULD FREEZE TIME AND STAY IN HIS ARMS THE WHOLE TIME. BUT I KNOW THATS NOT POSSIBLE SO I'M JUST GOING TO ENJOY EVERY SECOND THAT I HAVE WITH HIM.
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SHAWN,
I LOVE YOU!! SWEETY I JUST WANTED TO MAKE THIS LITTLE PART A LITTLE TO YOU. I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. YOUR THE MOST AMAZING, LOVING, CARING, PERSON I KNOW OF. I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D DATE ME AFTER THE WAY I DID YOU AT WALMART AND AT THE CARNIVAL. I NEVER REALLY THOUGHT YOU'D EVEN ANSWER THE PHONE WHEN I CALLED YOU BACK. BUT YOU NEVER STOPPED TALKING TO ME. I DONT UNDERSTAND IT BUT I'M GLAD THAT WE ARE WHERE WE ARE RIGHT NOW. YOUR MY EVERYTHING AND AS LONG AS I'M AROUND THERE AINT NOBODY GOING TO LAY A HAND ON YOU TO HURT YOU OR EVEN RAISE THEIR VOICE TO HURT YOU IN ANYWAY. BABY I PROMISE TO SUPPORT YOU 110% IN EVERYTHING YOU DO, EVEN IF ITS NOT SOMETHING I WANT TO HAPPEN. YOURE' THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME AND I DONT WANT TO EVER DO OR SAY ANYTHING TO HURT YOU, LET ALONE SOMEONE ELSE DOING THAT. I WISH I HAD THE WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND HOW I EXACTLY FEEL ABOUT YOU, BUT THE WORDS AINT THERE...YOUR JUST WOW. SHAWN I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU DECIDED TO ADD ME TO MYSPACE THAT DAY AND I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU EMAILED ME AND THEN I NEVER THOUGHT I'D GET A PHONE CALL FROM YOU. I THINK MAYBE THERE WAS LIKE 5 DAYS SINCE THEN THAT WE DIDN'T TALK. I KNOW OF ATLEAST 2 BECAUSE OF MY SURGERY AND YOU DIDN'T WANT TO BOTHER ME AND WELL, I WAS TOO OUT OF IT TO CALL...LOL. I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY TODAY AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU....
LOVE YOUR, BABYGIRL
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WELL, GUYS I'M NOT GOING TO SAY THAT I'M SORRY FOR THAT LITTLE LETTER TO SHAWN B/C I FEEL LIKE YOU GUYS NEED TO KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM. AND JUST FOR ANY OTHER GIRLS OUT THERE...SORRY HE'S TAKEN...ALL MINE.....!!! I GUESS THATS ABOUT IT FOR NOW....
AGAIN THANKS FOR TAKIN' THE TIME TO READ.....

WOW IT'S DECEMBER ALREADY?!?

2008-11-30T19:41:00.000-08:00

IT'S BEEN A WEEKEND I TELL YA...
I FINALLY GOT TO LEAVE WORK HERE AT 6AM AND HAD TO GO TO SPRUCE PINE AND GET BREAKFAST FOR THE GUYS AT THE MITCHELL OFFICE AND WORKED FOR A HOUR OR SO THERE AND WENT HOME AROUND 9 AND WENT TO BED AND WOKE BACK UP AT 1130 (PLEASE KEEP IN MIND THAT I'VE NOT BEEN TO BE SINCE LIKE 9 ON FRIDAY SATURDAY MORNIN...) AND GOT READY TO WITH SHAWN TO HIS GRANDMAS HOUSE FOR THANKSGIVIN' DINNER...WE DID THAT AND THEN HE WAS GOIN TO DRIVE A TRUCK THEY WERE THINKIN ABOUT BUYIN' BUT THEY GUY WOULDN'T ANSWER THE PHONE. SO WE LEFT AND HEADED BACK TO HIS HOUSE....IN THE MEANTIME I REMEMBER LAYIN MY HEAD OVER ON SHAWN AND THAT'S THE LAST THING I REMEMBER UNTIL WE GOT TO HIS HOUSE AND HE GOES "HONEY! HONEY! HONEY! WAKE UP WERE HOME..." I FINALLY MANAGED TO GET UP AND THEN WE GOT IN THE HOUSE MADEIT TO THE LIVIN' ROOM AND TALKED TO HIS FOR A MINTUE AND THEN THAT'S ALL I CAN TELL YOU...HE WOKE ME UP ABOUT 5 OR SO...(SO I GOT ABOUT ANOTHER HR AND 1/2 OF SLEEP IN...!!!!) ANYWAY SO AT LIKE 550 I LEFT HIS HOUSE FOR WORK....I GOT HERE AND THATS WHERE I'VE BEEN EVER SINCE...IT'S NOT BEEN BUSY AT ALL TONIGHT. KINDA WISH IS WAS B/C THAT MAKES TIME GO BY SO MUCH FASTER....LOL IT'S SUPPOSED TO GET PRETTY SLICK LATER THIS MORNIN AND DURIN THE DAY TOMORROW. PLEASE PRAY THAT I'LL MAKE IT HOME SAFE AND SOUND...LOL YOU MIGHT WANT TO PRAY THAT I CAN JUST STAY UP ANOTHER 5 HRS AND 53MINS....LOL

TOMORROWS PLANS ARE: GO HOME AND SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP AND MORE SLEEP LOL YEAH I'M VERY VERY VERY VERY TIRED...AND THEN I'LL GET UP AND COME UP TO SHAWNS HOUSE AND SPEND THE EVENIN WITH HIM AND THEN I'LL COME INTO WORK AT 11PM AND WORK TO 6AM....

I HOPE THAT ALL YOU GUYS HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT A NIGHT/MORNIN....

2008-11-30T01:17:00.000-08:00

ALRIGHT GUYS MARK MY WORDS...THIS NIGHT WILL GO DOWN IN HISTORY! YET ANOTHER FIRE IN SPRUCE PINE! ONLY THIS TIME IT'S MORE SERIOUS. YOU SEE THIS AREA ESP. MITCHELL COUNTY IS FAMOUS FOR MINING. WELL, UNIMIN A MAJOR MINING COMPANY WENT UP IN FLAMES LATE SATURDAY NIGHT ON NOV. 29, 2008. I KNOW OF TWO BUILDINGS THAT HAVE EXPLOXED AND PROBABLY JUST ABOUT ALL OF THEM HAVE CAUGHT FIRE. I'M CURRENTLY WORKIN AVERY EOC AND IT'S BEEN BUSY HERE HELPIN WITH THE FIRE. THEY'VE CALLED IN ALL OF MITCHELL, AVERY, YANCEY,MADISON, MCDOWELL, AND BURKE COUNTIES. I DONT THINK I'VE EVER HEARD OF A FIRE THIS BIG IN MY LIFE. YOU SEE THIS IS GOING TO HAVE A MAJOR IMPACT ON OUR COUNTY B/C THAT'S ALL WE HAVE IN MITCHELL IS THE MINES AND WALMART. WELL, INGLES AND FEW MORE BUT NOT MANY MOST OF OUR PEOPLE WERE EMPLOYED BY UNIMIN CORP. I'VE GOT FAMILY AND LOTS OF FRIENDS OUT THERE FIGHTIN THIS FIRE RIGHT NOW. SO PLEASE PRAY FOR THE SAFTY. PRAY FOR ME, I GET OFF WORK HERE AT 6 AND WILL PROBABLY HEAD TO MITCHELL COUNTY TO HELP WORK THERE UNTIL ABOUT 12-1230 LATER THIS MORNIN.

PLEASE PRAY FOR FIREFIGHTERS, EMS, LEO, COMMUNICATIONS AND ALL PERSONELL BEING INVOLVED.

THE REST OF MY WEEK

2008-11-29T19:39:00.001-08:00

DONT YOU FEEL SPECIAL TO BE READIN MY EXTRA SUPER LONG POST?? I TRUST THAT ALL OF MY READERS (AS FAR AS I KNOW HONEY YOUR THE ONLY ONE LOL) HAD A WONDERFUL SUPER AWESOME THANKSGIVING DAY ~THURSDAY WELL, I MADE IT HOME BOUT 630 OR SO AND THEN TALKED TO DAD FOR A LITTLE WHILE AND THE HIT THE BED RUNNIN LOL. I FELL ASLEEP AS SOON AS MY HEAD HIT THE PILLER. I GOT UP BOUT 12 OR SO SHAWN WAS SUPPOSED TO CALL BEFORE HE WENT TO GRANNY'S HOUSE FOR LUNCH BUT I NEVER GOT THAT CALL. SO HERE I WOKE UP LOOKED AT THE CLOCK AND "OH MY LORD SHAWNS TO BE @ GRANNY'S @ 12 I BET HE'S OVERSLEPT..I BETTER" I CALL HE DONT ANSWER. IM THINKIN "WELL HES OVERSLEPT AND AINT GOIN TO MAKE IT TO GRANNYS" SHORTLY AFTER THINKIN THAT HE SENT ME A TXT SAYIN HE WAS THERE N WAS OKAY...I WAS WORRIED..LOL ANYWAY I GOT UP AND HE WAS AT THE HOUSE BY AROUND 3 OR SO. MY HAND/ARM WAS STILL HURTIN PRETTY BAD...I KNOW THAT'S FRACTURED, SO SHAWN MADE ME PUT A SPLINT ON IT, WHICH IS HELPIN THEN WE WENT TO MAMAWS BOUT 430 AND HE GOT TO MEET MY MOM'S "DARLIN' LOVABLE" FAMILY. ANYWAYS WE ACTUALLY GOT THE HOUSE TO OURSELVES FOR BOUT A HR OR SO AFRER WE GOT BACK AINT ALWAYS NICE 2 GET SOME ALONE TIME?? ~FRIDAY WHOA GLAD THATS OVER!!! LET ME JUST TELL YOU THIS MUCH...YOU'D EITHER HAVE TO LOVE SO MUCH YOUD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM OR YOUR JUST DOWNRIGHT CRAZY TO FIGHT THE CROWDS ON BLACK FRIDAY I WAS UP @ 330 TO GET READY TO GO TO WALMART TO GET MY DADDYS BIG PRESENT. GOT THERE AT 15 TIL 4 AND THERE WASN'T THAT MANY PEOPLE THERE. BY 430 EVERYONE HAD ARRIVED. NOTHING BUT A MAD HOUSE I TELL YOU. ANYWAYS, I GOT WHAT I WENT THERE FOR AND LEFT AND CAME BACK HOME WENT BACK TO BED AND SLEPT TIL LIKE 9 OR SO. GOT UP WALKED TO TALK TO DADDY "WHAT YOU GET ME AT WALMART?" " I DIDN'T BUY ANYTHING FOR YOU" "WELL, LET ME SEE WHAT YOU GOT" " NO I CAN'T" "IF IT AINT FOR ME YEAH YOU CAN " "NO IF EVERYONE ELSE HAS TO WAIT SO DO YOU!!!" JUST BOUT THE SAME CONVERSTATION HAS WENT ON SINCE THEN ANYWAYS, FRIDAY NIGHT WAS A BLAST...ME AND SHAWN AND CLAY WENT TO BRISTOL TO SEE THE LIGHTS I LOVE GOIN!! THE BEST PART OF IT ALL WAS GETTIN TO GO ON THE TRACK. THIS TIME WE ACTUALLY WENT AND WALKED AROUND DOWN IN THE MIDDLE THEY'VE GOT ALL KINDS OF LITTLE SHOPS I GOT TO WALK OUT ON PIT ROAD!!! TO BE EXACT PIT NUMBER 11 IS WHERE I WAS. RIGHT THERE AT THE START/FINISH LINE!!!! ANYWAYS I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HOME AT 1030 BUT I DIDN'T MAKE IT HOME TIL LIKE SOMETHING TIL 12 YEAH MAMA AND DAD WERE A TAD UPSET. ANYWAYS I THEN WENT STRAIGHT TO BED ~SATURDAY...TODAY WAS THE DAY SHAWN AND I PARTED WAYS...HAHA NO I'D NEVER EVEN THINK ABOUT LEAVIN' MY BABYDOLL. BUT I WILL TELL YOU LATER WHERE I WENT AND THEN HE WENT TO WHITE PINES TO DELIEVER SOME TREES WHICH TOOK ALL DAY ANYWAYS I WOKE UP ABOUT 9 IN HOPES OF GOIN BACK TO SLEEP SO I COULD STAY UP ALL NIGH AND WORK BUT WELL, I WENT TO SEE NAN AND SHE GOES " HEY SIS, LETS GO TO THE HARLEY STORE AND GET MIKEYS CHRISTMAS..." SO OFF CHRISTMAS SHOPPIN' WE GO!! WOO HOO NOT! ANYWAY WE DIDN'T GET BACK TIL LIKE 3 AND I HAD TO BE AT WORK AT 6. SO I THOUGHT MAYBE I'D GET A QUICK NAP IN BUT WELL, SHAWN CALLED AND SAID HE WAS BACK FROM WHITE PINE. SO HERE I JUMMPED OUT OF BED AND HEADED FOR SHAWNS, I'VE MISSED HIM BAD TODAY SO I GOT THERE AND WE TALKED FOR ABOUT 25 MINS AND I HAD TO LEAVE FOR WORK I WAS HERE ABOUT 4 HRS AND HE CAME UP TO SEE ME...WE SPENT ABOUT ANOTHER 20 MINS TOGETHER. **IT'S SO HARD ON DAYS LIKE TODAY WHERE WE ONLY GET TO SPEND LIKE 40-45 MINS WITH EACH OTHER BUT I'M SURE THIS WONT BE THE ONLY TIME. BUT IT'S JUST HARD BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND EVERY SECOND THAT GOES BY IS TIME THAT WE MISSED AND CAN'T GET BACK. BUT THAT'S HOW LIFE GOES** ANYWAYS, I'M SITTIN HERE AT WORK AGAIN SURPRIZE SURPRIZE SURPRIZE!! ANYWAY I HATE THIS WAS SO LONG BUT IT WELL, I'VE GOT A VERY DETAILED LIFE AND IDK HOW LONG IT TOOK YOU TO READ THIS IT TOOK ME 4 HRS TO TYPE THIS ITS VERY HARD TO TYPE WITH ONE HAND AND LIKE 2 FINGERS THAT YOU CAN MOVE ON THE OTHER LOL WELL, I GUESS THATS ALL FOLKS

WHAT I'M THANKFUL FOR....

2008-11-27T01:22:00.000-08:00

WELL, SINCE IT'S THANKSGIVIN' I FIGURED I'D WRITE A POST ON WHAT I'M MOST THANKFUL FOR....
FIRST AND FORMOST I'M THANKFUL FOR THE CHUCH WHERE I GO B/C I KNOW WITHOUT ALL OF THEM PEOPLE DOWN THERE I DONT KNOW WHERE I'D BE OR WHERE MY FAMILY WOULD BE. THOSE PEOPLE ARE THE REASON OUR FAMILY IS SO STRONG. THEY ARE THE REASON I'M HERE TODAY. THEY ARE THE REASON THAT I DID GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL AND NOW A COLLEGE STUDENT. THEY ARE THE REASON THAT MY PARENTS WILL HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 20 YEARS IN MAY. THEY ARE THE REASON I'VE FOUND MY MISTER RIGHT. THEY ARE THE REASON I'VE BECOME THE GIRL I AM TODAY. I JUST THANK GOD FOR ALLOWIN' EACH AND EVERYONE ON OF THEM TO COME INTO MY LIFE. I LOVE YOU SBBC
NUMBER 2- I AM SO THANKFUL FOR MY DADDY, MAMA, AND BROTHER. THEY ARE SO AMAZIN' AND I DONT THINK I COULD LIVE ONE DAY WITHOUT THEM. THEY'VE PUT UP WITH ME FOR 18 YRS NOW. IT'S BEEN ROUGH BUT THEY STILL LOVE ME. I'VE DONE THINGS I SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE AND BEEN PLACES I SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN BUT THEY NEVER ONCE EVEN THREATENED TO KICK ME OUT. THEY HAVE LOVED ME WHEN I WAS UNLOVABLE. MY MAMA, DADDY, AND BROTHER ARE ANOTHER PART OF THE REASON I'M WHERE I AM TODAY. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!
NUMBER 3- I'M SO THANKFUL FOR SUMMER OF 2008 AND MYSPACE!! IT WAS THEN I STARTED TALKIN TO SHAWN. YEAH JUNE WAS A HARD MONTH B/C OF MY KNEE SURGERY AND SOME OTHER ISSUES THAT I HAD GOIN ON BUT NO MATTER WHAT THE PROBLEM WAS (AND HE'S STILL THIS WAY) HE NEVER SAID "HOLD ON, IM BUSY" OR "I'M BUSY ILL CALL YOU LATER". HE ALWAYS MADE TIME FOR ME. HE TREATS ME LIKE A QUEEN. THERE'S HARDLY EVER A DAY I DONT GET TO SEE HIM. AND THERE'S NEVER EVER A DAY THAT I DONT GET TO TALK TO HIM. SHAWN BECAME MY VERY BEST FRIEND AND NOW HE'S MY WORLD AND MY EVERYTHING. I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHY HE LOVES ME LIKE HE DOES BUT I WOULDN'T HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY. I KNOW SOMETIMES I COMPLAIN A LOT OR GET ILL AND SHOR WITH HIM BUT HE ALWAYS LOVES ME THE SAME NO MATTER WHAT. **SHAWN-BABY I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND EVERYTHING IN ME. I REALLY HOPE YOU KNOW THAT. YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING, MY WORLD, THE GUY I WANT TO SPEND FOREVER WITH, THE GUY I WANT TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNIN, THE GUY I WANT TO LAY DOWN BESIDE AT NIGHT AND FALL ASLEEP IN HIS ARMS. BABY YOUR AMAZIN AND PLEASE DONT EVER CHANGE. I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. I LOVE YOU W. SHAWN S. **
NUMBER 4- TWO OF MY BEST FRIENDS...MINDY AND JOSH. THESE TWO PEOPLE KNOW ALOT ABOUT ME. PROBABLY MORE THAN MY FAMILY DOES. ME AND MINDY TELL EACH OTHER EVERYTHING. SHE'S BEEN MY BEST FRIEND SINCE ABOUT 8TH GRADE. HER AND JOSH GOT MARRIED ON SEPT. 6, 08. HE TOO (LIKE MY BABY) TREATS HER LIKE A QUEEN. AND I THANK HIM FOR THAT B/C IF HE DIDN'T I'D HAVE TO LAY IT ON HIM....LOL. THANKS GUYS FOR ALWAYS BEIN THERE FOR ME!!!

I'M SORRY IT'S TOOK SUCH A LONG POST BUT DONT THEY ALL. I'M JUST SO THANKFUL FOR SO MUCH. I COULD ON AND ON AND ON BUT I WONT B/C MY FINGERS ARE GETTIN TIRED NOW...LOL AND I KNOW YOUR EYEBALLS ARE ABOUT TO FALL OUT.

HAPPY THANKSGIVIN'!!!!

2008-11-26T21:04:00.000-08:00

WELL THIS WEEK HAS BEEN ONE MORE WEEK...
~SUNDAY= I WENT HOME AND WENT STRAIGHT TO BED....SLEPT TIL ABOUT 10-1030 OR SO. I CALLED SHAWN. THEN WE WENT TO HIS MAMAS AND SPENT A FEW WITH HER AND THEN WENT DOWNTOWN TO WATCH THE CHRISTMAS PARADE THERE...I MUST SAY IT'S WAY BETTER THAN OURS IN MY LITTLE SMALL TOWN. ANYWAYS AFTER WE GOT BACK FROM THE PARADE AND WENT BACK TO MY HOUSE AND SPENT A FEW MINUTES THERE **THANK YOU BABYDOLL!!** AND THEN OFF TO CHUCH I WENT...
~MONDAY...OH WHAT A DAY...WELL, I MAKE IT UP OUT OF BED ABOUT 8-ISH...WENT TO THE WASHER GOT MY CLOTHES CAME BACK AND WELL, KINDA HIT THE WALL ON MY WAY BACK TO MY BEDROOM. YEAH THAT HURT LIKE EVERYTHING. I ENDED UP GOING TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM ABOUT 130ISH THEY DONE AN XRAY AND IT SHOWED NOTHING. SO THE DR SAID IT WAS JUST BRUISED REAL BAD. LOTS OF PAIN. SHAWN DIDN'T GET TO COME B/C OF POSSIBLE FREEZIN RAIN AND I DIDN'T WANT HIM OUT AND IT GET BACK.
~TUESDAY=STILL IN LOTS OF PAIN...WAIT ALL DAY ON SHAWN TO GET TO MY HOUSE. I CALLED AND MADE ME ANOTHER DR'S APPT B/C IT WAS STILL HURTIN AN AWFUL LOT AND IT WAS LIKE THE BONE WAS CRACKIN'. HE DIDN'T DO ANOTHER XRAY. BUT LATER THAT NIGHT HE CALLED TO TELL ME IT WAS A LITTLE FRACTURE REALLY SMALL.
~WEDNESDAY= SOMEHOW WOKE UP WITH MY ARM BTWN MY BED AND WALL AND THEN I WOKE UP AGAIN AND HAD BEEN SLEEPIN ON THAT SAME ARM. SO NOW MY ARM AND HAND HURT LIKE EVERYTHING. OH WELL, WHAT CAN YOU DO?? LOL TONIGHT I'M WORKIN AGAIN....
~THURSDAY= SLEEPIN UNTIL SHAWN-BABY CALLS AND GETS ME UP AFTER HE GETS DONE AT GRANNYS. AND THEN HE'S COMIN' TO MY HOUSE AND WE'RE GOIN' TO MY MAMAWS FOR SUPPER!! IN AWAY I KINDA DREAD IT...AGH. THAT'S A WHOLE NOTHER STORY.

WELL, KIDS THERE'S MY WHOLE WEEK THUS FAR....IF I DON'T TALK TO YOU GUYS UNTIL LATER...BE SURE AND STUFF THE TURKEY!!! HAHA NO REALLY HAPPY THANKSGIVIN'

THE PAST TWO WEEKS...

2008-11-22T19:39:00.000-08:00

I'M REALLY NOT FOR SURE IF ANYONE ACTUALLY READS THIS OR NOT BUT ANYWAYS I'M GOING TO WRITE ABOUT MY LAST TWO WEEKS.
WEEK #1 OF THE LAST 2 WEEKS....FOR WORK I HAD TO TAKE A EMD (EMERGENCY MEDICAL DISPATCH) CLASS IN A NEIGHBORING TOWN. THAT WAS AN OKAY CLASS, I JUST HOPE I PASSED MY TEST. I HAD TO DRIVE MY CAR AND HAD TO PICK UP 2 OTHER PEOPLE SO THEY COULD RIDE WITH ME. AND ALL I HEARD WAS COMPLAINT AFTER COMPLAINT AFTER COMPLAINT. ONE GOT UPSET B/C SHE HAD TO GET UP SO EARLY AND THE OTHER JUST COMPLAINED ABOUT WHAT A SMALL TOWN WE HAVE COMPARED TO HIS HOME BACK IN NEW JERSEY. **NO OFFENSE TO SOME YANKEES..BUT PRETTY MUCH ALL MY ENCOUNTERS WITH YANKEES AINT BEEN TOO GREAT, MOST OF THEM ARE HATEFUL AND ALL THEY KNOW HOW TO DO IS COMPLAIN**
WEEK 2 OF THE LAST 2 WEEKS...I HAD TO TAKE ANOTHER CLASS IN ANOTHER NEIGHBORING TOWN...NOW I'M TELLIN YOU WHAT THAT CLASS WAS MORE BORIN THAN ANY OTHER CLASS I'VE EVER BEEN IN BEFORE...EVEN MY GEOMERTY CLASS IN HS. LOL MY BOOK LOOKS LIKE A BLOOMIN CARTOON BOOK B/C I DRAWED ON EVERY SINGLE PAGE OF THE SUCKER. ANYWAYS, I HAD THAT SAME GUY FROM NEW JERSEY GOING WTIH ME AND ANOTHER GIRL FROM MARYLAND. SHE DIDN'T COMPLAIN TOO AWFUL MUCH BUT I STILL HAD TO PUT UP WITH...."THIS AINT LIKE HOW WE DO IT BACK HOME" "WE DO IT SO MUCH DIFFERENT BACK HOME.." I'VE HAD MY FAIR SHARE OF COMPLAININ' YANKEES FOR THE TIME BEING LOL. **NO OFFENSE**

ANYWAYS, WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL SHAWN AND HIS FAMILY GET THE CHRISTMAS TREES CUT AND ON THEIR WAY OUT TO WHERE EVER. I WAS REAL WORRIED ABOUT THE PAST 2 WEEKS BECAUSE I DIDN'T THINK I'D GET TO SEE SHAWN AT ALL B/C OF MY SCHOOL AND HIM HAVING TO WORK THE TREES. BUT GUESS WHAT, WE GOT TO SEE EACH OTHER EVERY SINGLE DAY...ONE DAY THIS WEEK WE ONLY GOT TO LAY EYES ON EACH OTHER FOR LIKE 20 MINS BUT HEY THAT'S BETTER THAN NOTHING.

WELL, FOR ABOUT THE PAST YEAR OR SO I'VE BEEN TOLD EVERYTIME I GO TO THE DENTIST I NEED TO HAVE MY WISDOM TEETH CUT OUT. THEY AINT REALLY BEEN BOTHER ME UP UNTIL ABOUT THE LAST 2 MONTHS AND IT'S JUST GETTIN' WORSE SO I GUESS I HAVE ANOTHER SURGERY AWAITIN' LOL. IT WONT BE AS BAD AS MY KNEE SURGERIES...AT THIS POINT IN MY LIFE I'M MAXED OUT ON SURGERIES THOUGH...HAHA. TUBES IN MY EARS AND TONSILS OUT WHEN I WAS 5 THEN MY KNEE SURGERY ON JUNE 13, 2007 AND THEN MY OTHER ONE ON JUNE 26, 2008. AND I'M ONLY 18...AGH. OH WELL. WHAT CAN YA DO?!?
OH YEAH, ABOUT THIS TIME LAST WEEK SHAWN WAS WORKIN ON REPLACING THE BACK STEPS AT HIS HOUSE AND WAS TRYIN TO GET THE CONCRETE BUSTED UP AND A PEICE OF IT CAME BACK AND HIT HIM IN THE HEAD...HE WASN'T HURT...TOLD ME HE HAD A HARD HEAD...THAT PROVED HIS POINT...THEN WHEN HE WAS WORKIN THE TREES I THINK HE SAID HE HAD TWO OF THEM FALL ON HIM OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. THAT DIDN'T HURT HIM EITHER THANK GOD...ALL I CAN SAY IS ONE TOUGH KID HE IS...LOL
WELL I GUESS THAT'S ALL FOLKS....FOR RIGHT NOW ANYWAYS....YOU MAY SEE MORE POST THROUGH OUT THE NIGHT B/C I'M REALLY BORED HERE AT WORK AND I'VE GOT LIKE 6 HOURS AND 52 MINUTES TO GO...LOL

THANKS FOR STOPPING BYE AND READIN'...YALL COME BACK NOW....(GOTTA LOVE PAULA DEAN)

THIS BLOG....

2008-11-08T10:59:00.000-08:00

Well, I have decided to start a blog about mine and shawns life....it maybe boring at times but oh well. This will give me time to post our everyday happenings...as well as keep me sane while I'm here at work or at home...I would like to try and keep this g-rated...never know who will stop by and read.

Okay to get started:

I guess it was about late May-early June when I first started talking to Shawn. We actually met through myspace...I saw his profile and thought it looked nice so I sent a friends request. I never thought he'd add me. Well, you guessed it, he did. He sent me a msg sayin hey and thanks for the add. I sent him back a msg or two and then I decided I would give him my cell #. I didn't actually think he'd call me. One day I was sitting there in the kitchen talking to Mama and my phone started ringing....IT WAS SHAWN!! I got nervous and excited. We have been talking pretty much everyday since then. I had a major knee surgery on June 26th of this year. He was great although I was dating some other guy. Shawn would always call and talk and ask how I was and if I needed anything...THEN, my and my feller at the time started having problems...it got to where I couldn't trust him so I said the heck with it and left him. I would call Shawn cryin my eyes out. He never said "do i sound like i care?". He'd always say.."it'll be alright it's all going to work out for you" I had no idea what he had up his sleeve. Okay so time goes on....remember now I've had the knee surgery and can't walk on my leg let alone drive for 8 weeks. But after I got to where I could drive...the vol. fire & rescue where I'm a vol. at was havin a carnival...so Me and Shawn had arragned to meet at walmart...so we did. and then I got a call...went on it and sorry baby but I forgot about you...went to the carnival and worked it...then the next day Shawn and Clay were coming to the carnival and well, i got scared and nervous and wouldn't talk. A fews later I got the nerve up to meet Shawn up here at where I work....and then the next day he was like..."do you wanna ride to ____ to take the puppies to the vet?" and i'm like "YEAH SURE" so that was very first date.....On Sept 9th, 2008 I had the best day of my life....Shawn wrote me a note...stuck it in my gas tank...yeah i said that..lol. and then later that night while i was workin...he sent me a text and asked me to be his girlfriend...wow....who would have though...it will have been 2 months tomorrow.....
That's just a little bit of how me and shawn got together....i know it was long but that's our story and we're stickin to it..lol

Thanks for reading this and stoppin by!!!!

~Vanessa & Shawn